Chapter 20

Tobias

My entire body shakes when I enter the bathroom. My vision is darkened, hands fumbling with the buttons of my jeans. Why is my blood boiling? It’s a miracle I manage to get naked and walk over to the shower. Though, not even the water can save me. Even as it sluices off my shoulders, I’m still a wreck. My heart is beating like I’ve run a marathon, and it doesn’t seem to want to slow down.

All because of that scene, Hannah laughing with Jake in the kitchen… Hannah looking up and smiling at another man…

Holy shit, am I actually jealous?!

The answer is yes-no matter how much I want to deny it, I’m not stupid. Hannah has gotten to my head and my heart. I think I’m falling for her, which is terrible.

Hannah is younger than me, just like Sarah, and Hannah isn’t mature enough to settle. I know this from experience. If I get serious with her, I will only get hurt again.

Why?

Because we have different goals. I have a career, and I’ve reached all the goals I’ve wanted. I’m one of the wealthiest men alive, and now all that is left to achieve is finding someone to share my fortune with.

After this charade with Hannah is over, I want children and a future, someone… stable.

And Hannah? She is a goddamn college student, and I doubt she wants children now-it would never work between us!

Sure. Hannah is pretty and fan-fucking-tastic; some guy out there will be lucky to have her in their life, but I’m not the one. I’m too old and broken by life. Hannah needs someone sweet and naive, not a bitter idiot like me who only seems to smile when she is around…

Gag.

Did I really think such a cheesy thought?

Fuck. I have to get over myself and probably find a fucking therapist since I’m falling for yet another young, innocent soul.

I try to think of something else: money, Daniel’s ugly mug, and the meetings I have tomorrow… but memories assault me.

Soon I see Hannah’s pale, beautiful skin naked in my bed. The warm weight of her ass when she rode me to an orgasm and those sounds she made when she came hard on my cock.

I stumble forward,

over.

won’t leave me alone. I see her rounded thighs and curves… her boobs. Her glorious boobs. Damn, I’ve never been with a woman so soft and

down at my hard cock in terror and

there. The tip presses against the tiles, and I grip it to relieve some pressure. But my hand

it’s humiliating how badly! want her. This is the second

I cringe at the thought of having jacked off to Hannah once

the water and turn my head when there are three

my dreams-err, fuck,

in my chest? Jesus Christ, I need to take a chill pill. “Can

down at my naked, dripping body and lift a curious eyebrow at

wanting sex? It must be. Why else would she want to enter the bathroom when she knows I’m most likely naked? Oh my god, how do I look? Wait! Why do I care? I

me at my mother’s house. She is way dirtier than I thought. “Is

a deep breath. “The place could be better, but… if this is what you truly

hesitating, probably panicking a little now that she knows

there it is, the appreciation I’ve been looking for. I smile at the door and get rid of

in now.

is

to be nervous about. This room is soundproof, and nobody

a lot. It’s sexy

hear me scream?” Hannah sobs. “Are you really that angry with

What?

enters. At first, she looks

are you

what roleplaying game she is playing. Meh. It doesn’t matter. I

and her breathing has seized. She rakes me up and down, and her attention lingers on my pecs until

whisper huskily. “What is that you women say when men check out your boobs and are a bit too obvious about it-my eyes are

speak, Hannah says nothing, and I angle myself at an uncomfortable angle so that we are at

beautiful,” I tell her, and play with a blonde strand of her hair while smiling darkly into her face.” And so dirty for wanting to play around here, but who am I to judge? I will

tonight, babe.”

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