Chapter 48

Jake

I’m not a very talkative person… or well. I talk easily to those close to me, and then I act reserved toward newcomers. I’ve always been like this, even from a young age. This made it hard for me to make friends as a kid,

but I was never bothered by that.

Winnie, my childhood friend and old

neighbor, made me feel seen throughout my

childhood.

Instead of ignoring me like everyone else

did, Winnie included me in everything. We were partners in crime, and I fell for her because she always smiled and made my day

better.

This is why Winnie has been on my brain for the past twenty-two years. People claim kids can’t fall in love and don’t know what those

emotions are, but trust me when I say that

I’ve loved Winnie for years. She has always been the one, but I’m starting to believe she doesn’t deserve me.

In the end, I never mattered as much to her

as she did to me…

I try to push that feeling aside and focus on the tacos I’m making. I chop some

vegetables and put some meat on the stove.

Winnie is sitting by the table, glancing at me whenever she thinks I’m not noticing it. Now that I’ve voiced my thoughts to her, she suddenly sees me, but karma is a bitch

because I wasn’t born yesterday. It will take

miracle for me to regain my interest in

Vell…

ou don’t get over someone you’ve liked for ears in a day, but I’m certainly chillier

ward her now. I asked Winnie to do

rands with me because I was too chicken

it to ask her out on a date. And what does

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she do? Break my freaking heart.

I’m still hurting….

However, she bought me the cookies we used to steal from the cupboard as kids, so my heart isn’t entirely frozen over. I’m also a nice guy, so it’s not like I won’t be her

friend.

“Jake?” Winnie asks in a low voice.

I don’t look at her from where I’m standing by the counter. My sole focus is on the cucumbers that I’m chopping for our tacos. ” Mhm?”

“I’m an asshole.”

almost smile. Almost. “Yes, you are.”

her seat. “I want to make it up to you, so I will start by helping you chop vegetables. It’s the least I can do.”

got this.” I really do. Winnie is a klutz and would probably end

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fingers.

to help you.”

unnecessary.” I don’t want another

to visit the

fighting it! I’m

stone when Winnie determinedly

to stand beside me. She is much shorter than me, head around my

and my heart flutters at the

It’s frustrating.

to turn the other way, but I’m drawn in by her beautiful eyes. Fuck

  1. Have there ever been a more tortured

man?

at someone who makes your heart sing oudly

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is a mess around her head, and I sigh when she grabs a

half-blind, and if Winnie doesn’t put up her hair, the chances of

a scrunchie around your arm or something?” I ask.

teeth and annoyingly cute freckles. My heart clenches, but I ignore that feeling. “But I don’t

roll my eyes at her. Winnie is definitely living a dangerous life, and I open a drawer to take out a rubber band. “First off, you need to put up your hair. I don’t

blinks up at

once. “It’s what you are,” I

Winnie and

her up. I’m mad at

made it this far

life.”

not that clumsy!”

ran into a pole in

year of high school

so excited showing around the

ears turns red,

“That was a one-time mistake…

shit happens…’

on your way to school in the past. Pretty sure that’s why you started to hold on to my arm. ” I smile at the memory. It’s a fond one. And you picked me, not Mark, because according to you, I

emergency.”

are you remembering

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things?!”

snort, and Winnie turns tense when I

long blonde hair in my hands. It

instinct telling me to hug the shit out of

I’m next to

talking. “I just do… I also remember how you slipped and fell on your ass

saw me! I was on my way to the vending machine!”

saw the whole spectacle. Kinda wish I

I swallow uncomfortably. I want to touch her all over, see where else she can blush. Just inhaling the scent of her hair fills me with hunger, and when I’ve finished making her a

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I have to look away

Winnie, I find more things to admire about her appearance, which is not good. I’m

not count the freckles

hands me a shy smile. “I’ve never had a

for me

I mutter and

the salad and

in a bowl.”

“Yes, sir!”

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