Chapter 51

Winnie

I’m lounging on the couch and wondering what I should do with my life. My exams are over, and endless time is on my hands. I will intern at Tobias’s company in a couple of weeks, but right now, my life is dull.

I don’t even have friends to hang with… like, why am I living in this city when everyone

else has moved?

I miss the twins…

A sudden image of Jake’s head between my legs plays in my mind, and I shudder in my

seat.

It’s been two weeks since Jake ate me out. He is back in his own city now. I watched his game on the TV a couple of minutes ago. Jake and Mark played well. It was

unfortunate to see Jake get an ugly black eye after crashing into the plexiglass.

But… his team won.

I’m happy for him but also a bit perplexed. I saw a pretty girl kissing Jake’s cheek on the TV. The scene only lasted a few seconds, yet it was enough to see her lips form the words, “Poor baby.”

As I think back on this, a weird feeling settles over me. My chest is hurting, and my heart is pounding in an irregular rhythm. I’ve never felt like this before. Could it be jealousy? Of that girl with Jake?

I stare at the TV, but they no longer focus on Jake. He is in the background somewhere, and I feel a twinge of longing. I always used to watch his games back in college.

Not being in the hockey fan club anymore sucks. I miss going to the games and wearing… well… I used to wear Jake’s jersey. But I’m guessing that will never happen again.

Jake and I are friends, but it’s not like

before. We don’t hang out as we did in

college, nor do we text each other anymore, and now, if he is together with a girl, I should just lay off.

But I suppose congratulating the twins is

proper. I text them the same generic

message.

Me: I just saw your game on the TV! It

looked tough and sweaty! Congratulations on your big win!

Jake sees the message but doesn’t respond. Mark does, though.

Mark: Winnie!

is he drunk? Why is he

him a message,

home now… or perhaps I

would he do

hotel? What?

freak. Her name is Kelly, and she is always at our place. I can’t

Yesterday Kelly

that I leave the toilet seat up… like, excuse me, I live there, and she fucking

writing back to him, but Mark beats me

message.

date girls, I don’t take them

I snort.

a player, Mark. Those rules were for your college years; you’ve matured now. You don’t

Perhaps you’re right… anyway, I have a therapy

over

Me: Seriously?

Yup… oh, by the way, are you still

I gasp.

that?! I haven’t fully accepted that myself yet! Are you psychic?!

Haha, intuition! It was

Anyway, got to go. I’m heading to bed

Me: Good night.

off the TV and stare

Jake, and I’m guessing he isn’t going to write to me either. It’s expected, yet I still can’t help but feel

at myself, close to pulling my hair. ” You put yourself in this situation, Winnie… there is no one to blame but

he is a walking fantasy, and then you’re reminded of

typical.”

up on the couch. I’m

like is with someone new. I

***

interesting text on my phone

next day.

and I’m wondering

jealous.

And

I’m not in your location. Even if I

be your date, how would

there?

you there. Don’t worry. Big brother Tobias got our

buying a commercial

for you.

we have Mark and Jake, who both play professional hockey. They are all walking with gold in their pockets.

know, Mark…

an idiot for dating this woman! I love my brother. I do. Jake and I are closely knit together, and I couldn’t imagine living without

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