A Gamma's Revenge by Ylyanah

Chapter 224 Sleep

Morgan

Finished

It has been three months since my Sweet Sixteen and am not sure if I should scream or cry. Every morning I wake up on an empty Alpha floor, my entire family out the door by the time I wake up and no matter what I try they either ignore me or they tell me they are too busy.

For as long as I can remember I was with one of my Brothers if I wasn’t in school, helping in any way I could and I learned a lot over the years. During my first year in school I learned fast that females wanted to be

my friend in hopes to meet one of my Brothers and if none of them was around they would find any excuse to leave.

Some people didn’t want to be my friend for who I was, but for who I knew and because of my lack of friends I would help my Brothers in any way I could, filing papers or getting coffee as a young Pup and when I got older I would help them with more important things. Dad let me sit at a small desk of my own. in his office as long as I was quiet and I would just sit there reading, writing or drawing.

Mom always said that by watching my Father and my Brothers work I would know the work my Mate would have to do on a daily basis, it is one of the things most Lunas don’t understand anymore and they – are busier with their parties and dinners.

By spending so much time in Dad’s office or that of my Brothers I know every nook and cranny of our Pack–house, I know every position of our Warriors that are not running patrol and I know every route our patrols run. They never run a route twice in a row and our hidden Warriors are an extra security measure.

I know which Packs we have an alliance with, which Packs are friendly with us and which Packs we need to avoid for whatever reason. I know who the Wolves or Lycans in the leadership of a Pack are and who is to take over which position in the future.

I think I know more about our Pack on my own than all my Brothers combined. Sometimes I would hear Dad talk about other Alphas that spoil their Pups rotter giving them everything they asked for. As I already explained Dad wasn’t like that, he made us earn our “extra” things as he would call them and that were usually things we didn’t really need.

I earned them by spending a lot of time in the kitchen, helping prepare meals throughout the day and I love being able to cook or bake. At first I would measure ingredients the Omegas needed, when I was old enough I helped with cutting fruits or veggies. The past few years I have helped cooking and baking for our Pack–members and Mom is really proud of what I Have accomplished so far.

Spending so much of my time with Dad and my Brothers made Mom decide we would have a Mother- Daughter day once a week, which could be a day at the spa, a shopping spree or just sitting in the garden talking about major events in my future.

already mentioned before I am not a girly girl and this was her way of bonding with me,I think she secretly wrote down everything I told her, just so she knows how to organize every event to my liking. I’really enjoyed my days with Mom as long as Nit just the two of us, if other females joined us the

and their do’s

in the past three months, I tried to bring it up with her during lunch after about two weeks and she just brushed me off as she said she was too busy. She is always of somewhere with our Beta and Gamma females, she even halts her conversations when I walk

room.

Fri, Jan 31 uu.

Chapter 224 Sleep

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get

a word to me, even a simple Goodmorning or Hello seems to be too much. All I out of my Brothers is “not now” “I am busy” “don’t have time” and more remarks along those lines. Even my training

though I know they talk to one and other through the mind–link.

it up he cuts me off. Normally

the ceremony after my

after a month, but I doubt anyone has noticed that I am absent. About a month ago I was wandering around the territory, just contemplating on what to do with my life and that is when I found a small cottage close to

I have found it. Lam going to sign up for the King’s Army, not really sure yet what kind of position I

take some tests.

suited for me. Today I will head down to our Archive before I go to my own sanctuary, I am

at it in the past three months or someone would have noticed that I wasn’t initiated into the Pack. As every morning I make my own breakfast and once I am done I erase every trace of me having been in there, I place a few items from the pantry into my backpack before I

Pack–members are too busy to greet me as I pass them No one stops me when I enter the Archive and it only takes

run into anyone on my way over there and a week ago it would have made me sad, but not anymore. I am going to live my life the way

cried enough tears, I have had enough sleepless nights, I will focus on my future, a future away from this Pack and my family. I have taken everything from my backpack and placed it where I want it, before I sit down at the small table to start up my laptop. The alarm on my phone tells me that it is

test I notice it is dark outside and when I check the time I see it is almost midnight. I don’t hear anything outside, telling me that no one has noticed that I am not in the Pack–house

have finished–I go up to my room to take a shower and get dressed, I eat my lunch in the kitchen