A Gamma's Revenge by Ylyanah

Chapter 244 What Happened?

Jaylen

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After I say my goodles to my friends I walk out of the main building and I head to the tree line to walk

around the terrain, taking some time to think about everything I heard today. First I try to wrap my head. around the fact that Morgan is a gifted Lycan, she has multiple gifts and that puts a target on her back.

I remember the words she spoke just a little while ago, he said my Mate would listen to me when I find her. I just hope I can find the courage to tell her about Lynah and what she did to me and my Dad, it is that I have my Pups to remind me of it or I might have had hard time believing that someone could do that to another person.

Midnight is awfully quiet, but I think his mind is on Morgan and the target on her back. He never liked it when females were targeted for whatever reason, but I think it is worse with Morgan and a part of me understands him. Morgan is an amazing woman, she is good at her job and she has resolved many disputes since she became a Commander.

Maybe I should ask her to listen to my story and then she can tell me if my Mate might reject me because

the of it. I just need to find the courage to tell her. I still hate the fact that I never caught Lynah in act, – sometimes I blame myself that she was able to pull one over on me and what I hate even more is the way

she hurt Dad.

The only good thing that came out of it are Dalton and Thora, I wouldn’t trade them for anything in the

them as a world and I hope my Mate will be able to accept them as a part of my life. “She will not only accept part of your life, she will love them.” Midnight says and I ask him how he can be so sure.

“The Goddess wouldn’t have paired the two of you together if for a moment she thought she would reject you or your Pups, the Goddess understands that you, Dalton and Thora are a package deal.” He answers me with confidence in

his voice.

to have all of my firsts with her and I really mean all of my firsts. Another

for having Pups with another female. It was something I thought I would do if I found out my Mate had Pups with another male, but now I know I would listen to her story first

asked me who the Mother of my Pups was, but I never told anyone the true story.

and I cannot blame them, after all she ruined a lot of lives with the trick she pulled. As a result of Lynah’s betrayal

be able to show you that your Mate will not reject you

know the truth is because they were there. Maybe if you tell Morgan she will be able to make you understand that you have closed yourself off and she might be able to make you see that not every female is the same as Lynah or will reject you because of what Lynah did.” Midnight says in my

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take a risk and I had two Pups to think about. I still have my doubts though that I actually closed myself off as much

my Mate will react and that is what frightens me the most. After discovering what Lynah did I was mad at her for taking away my chance to start a family with my Mate, I kept going in circles for a long time and I’m still not convinced that it

afraid that my Mate will make me choose between her and my Pups and if she does I already know what I will choose, Dalton and Thora will always come first to me. Midnight is right though, I think it is time I told

Morgan

head up to my own room, I need some time to myself and I need to figure out what I can and cannot handle when it comes to Jaylen’s past. What if Lynah was his chosen Mate and she

had a chosen Mate before me? Could I handle knowing that he wasn’t willing to wait for his faded Mate? Questions keep running through my mind and I know I need someone to talk to, I link. Skylar and ask her

on in my head is serious. “Okay, Commander. What is running through your mind?” Skylar asks and I gesture towards my bed for

her about the thoughts I heard from Kaia and that apparently Lynah hurt Jaylen deeply, “I am not sure how or why she hurt

that I am their Mate, but for some reason Jaylen is unable to tell and F think that Midnight is right, it has everything to do with his past. Jaylen has probably closed himself off to the point where he can no longer feel or smell his Mate and I fear he

past with anyone that wasn’t related to him or who wasn’t there when. it happened. If he is unable to tell anyone what happened in his past, how will he be able to tell his faded Mate.” I confide in Skylar and

to you if he had given up on finding his fated Mate? Jaylen is about two decades older. than you are, what if he was just tired of waiting for his faded Mate?” Skylar asks me and

truth then Dalton is nearly fifteen years old and that means that he gave up searching for his fated Mate after only five years. I mean, we can find our Mates from the day we turn eighteen and if Dalton is close to fifteen years old then Jaylen must have taken a chosen Mate within five years after turning eighteen.

So yes, I think it is safe to say that it would matter to me if Lynah was his chosen Mate.” I answer Skylar’s question, I think it

and I can tell she agrees will me, if he gave up searching for his fated Mate so