Chapter SixtyFour 

In the past timeline, I was sixteen when I first realised I had feelings for Aleric, eighteen when I knew I was in love with him

All my life Id grown up believing that he would be mine one day, hoping I would make him proud. I was groomed, controlled, and moulded to become the perfect Luna from the moment I was born

I remembered my first shift, how it felt once I saw him with the mate bond connecting us. It was like the air around him shimmered, beckoning me forward, demanding that I gravitate around him. If I focused enough, I could even still recall how his skin felt on mine; like tiny sparks of pleasure wherever it touched. So strong, an incredible leader, and capable of feats in battle no one else had accomplished. Those were the good memories of Aleric Id buried

So why was my mind surfacing this now? Maybe I was trying to justify to myself that at one point in my life Id wanted this. That the old Aria would have revelled in this moment. To wear an Alphas mark was regarded as the highest point of honour any female could achieve in a pack. So what did I want now?

... Did my wants even matter anymore? What choice was there if it was this or war

Though, if there was anyone else in the room whose desires should have been taken into consideration, they were standing by Tytuss side... looking furious

Alerics eyes held that same glint in them that Id seen right before hed killed people in the past. The look of cold fury you didn‘t want to find yourself the subject of

No,was all he said to Tytus, his voice like ice

Several people around me flinched and I couldnt blame them for feeling that way. If you werent used to seeing Aleric like this, it could be a scary sight to behold the first time. And from what I’d seen of him in this life, it was rare to see him like this now

But rather than flinch, a combination of mixed feelings swelled inside me instead. I didnt want him to mark me, sure, but a small remnant inside me stung at hearing the same rejection from him again that Id repeatedly heard in the past

No, Im not doing that,Aleric continued

Alec, Im not asking you,Tytus replied flatly

I should have a choice.” 

You did have a choice,” Tytus interrupted. You chose to help Aria cover this up for the last few months. You didn‘t think I realised that already?” 

The two stared at each other with such silent hostility that the lower ranks in the room shifted uncomfortably under the pressure. It was like a tangible air of enmity filled the room around us

Finally, Aleric broke first, turning his face to the side in frustration, his teeth gritted

It was submission

Without further argument, I watched as he then walked towards me, eyes cast down, every step making uncertainty churn inside me the closer he came

What was he feeling right now? Anger? Frustration? No... this felt like something else

He finally met my eyes when he stood only a few feet away and I saw something unexpected as ! searched for my answers. His face softened immediately from the ice that had been there only moments earlier... and instead he looked ashamed, embarrassed... guilty even

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And as he halted in place, I looked back as stoically as I could, II wasn‘t going to make it easier for either of us if I betrayed how I felt at that moment. How terrified I was of lying myself to the future of uncertainty id tried so hard to avoid. But, without a word, 1 silently gatlieved my loose hair up in my hand and brushed it to the side, giving him clear access to the area hod need

If this was the price of saving thousands of lives, of saving Cai, then so be it

Id always imagined growing up that this moment would be special, more intimate, i queas all of that could have been disregarded and I would have just selled for someone who actually wanted to mark me Maybe I should have found someone from the Winter Mist to do il months ago. Aller all, it wasnt like Tytus could unmark me and a person from this pack wouldnt cause a war like Coi would have 

believe that Alenc had changed, that we had changed. Perhaps he still didn‘t want me in that way this time around, but maybe the friendship wo‘d forged over the last few years

I whispered when he

read minds rather than the cursed vision atrocity she‘d bestowed instead. How I so badly wanted to know what

my head, and slowly, he moved in. I could feel his

he reminded me softly and I nodded my head ever so slightly. He must have realised I‘d been

my heart racing? Surely he‘d have lo since he was so close, courtesy of his enhanced senses. Or maybe he was too preoccupied with the

and I squeezed my eyes shut, knowing what was about to

...But nothing came

trust me?” he whispered, barely audible even

was already a loaded question even without the many eyes of the ranked council watching, expecting this marking to be happening.

I could reply, I felt

whispered. “You‘re

proof of how close he‘d beent o marking me. Nervously, I swallowed, unsure

even of age yet

his eyes. “Alec, this–”

this

mixed in with his absolute determination to disobey our Alpha‘s orders, it was a dangerous sight. If I didn‘t know any better, I would have thought Alenc was planning to take this as far

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like an intrusion to the display occurring in front of us.

Elder Luke.

as though we would be ignoring the obvious

never been so relieved in my life to hear that I might have just died moments earlier. It was enough to almost make my legs give out from under me. I knew this man was far

words. And this was probably what worried them as they

focused on ensuring I was contained. In his head, it was probably still worth the risk or he‘d kill me anyway

is the way it must be to ensure the prosperity of this pack,” Tytus concluded. “If we need to call for a doctor then so be it, but I

who would see my obvious imprisonment within a jail cell as a direct insult

it means keeping her in

had been said in over–exaggeration, not to be taken literally, but some hadn‘t picked

similar...,” a different Elder spoke up. I recognised them as Elder Nathaniel who typically was a voice of opposition for me. “What if we applied the same principle as silver cuffs, but adapted it to a more mobile and practical form? Say... a collar,

That could work,” Tytus

forward. “Wait... hold

to stop speaking and I looked up at him

me like a pet dog,”

as he moved towards my ear. “Do you prefer

worse than being marked?

my tongue and turned away, pulling my hand out

I could feel Tytus‘ eyes watching me but I refused

this

have unknown

“So long as she doesn‘t keep any open wounds near it, I would think the whole thing is harmless enough. No one here can deny that it would be the most effective way of

in the room was only more proof that everyone was actually considering this, that

holding his tongue. Perhaps he did know of how best to argue back but considered this to actually be

His eyes then narrowed towards me. “Not too loose though. I don‘t want there

as though he was refusing to let

from the council, but that will not be the case in the future. Upon Aria‘s eighteenth birthday, she will be marked by Aleric. That i s not up for discussion. The collar is merely

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