Chapter SixtyFour 

In the past timeline, I was sixteen when I first realised I had feelings for Aleric, eighteen when I knew I was in love with him

All my life Id grown up believing that he would be mine one day, hoping I would make him proud. I was groomed, controlled, and moulded to become the perfect Luna from the moment I was born

I remembered my first shift, how it felt once I saw him with the mate bond connecting us. It was like the air around him shimmered, beckoning me forward, demanding that I gravitate around him. If I focused enough, I could even still recall how his skin felt on mine; like tiny sparks of pleasure wherever it touched. So strong, an incredible leader, and capable of feats in battle no one else had accomplished. Those were the good memories of Aleric Id buried

So why was my mind surfacing this now? Maybe I was trying to justify to myself that at one point in my life Id wanted this. That the old Aria would have revelled in this moment. To wear an Alphas mark was regarded as the highest point of honour any female could achieve in a pack. So what did I want now?

... Did my wants even matter anymore? What choice was there if it was this or war

Though, if there was anyone else in the room whose desires should have been taken into consideration, they were standing by Tytuss side... looking furious

Alerics eyes held that same glint in them that Id seen right before hed killed people in the past. The look of cold fury you didn‘t want to find yourself the subject of

No,was all he said to Tytus, his voice like ice

Several people around me flinched and I couldnt blame them for feeling that way. If you werent used to seeing Aleric like this, it could be a scary sight to behold the first time. And from what I’d seen of him in this life, it was rare to see him like this now

But rather than flinch, a combination of mixed feelings swelled inside me instead. I didnt want him to mark me, sure, but a small remnant inside me stung at hearing the same rejection from him again that Id repeatedly heard in the past

No, Im not doing that,Aleric continued

Alec, Im not asking you,Tytus replied flatly

I should have a choice.” 

You did have a choice,” Tytus interrupted. You chose to help Aria cover this up for the last few months. You didn‘t think I realised that already?” 

The two stared at each other with such silent hostility that the lower ranks in the room shifted uncomfortably under the pressure. It was like a tangible air of enmity filled the room around us

Finally, Aleric broke first, turning his face to the side in frustration, his teeth gritted

It was submission

Without further argument, I watched as he then walked towards me, eyes cast down, every step making uncertainty churn inside me the closer he came

What was he feeling right now? Anger? Frustration? No... this felt like something else

He finally met my eyes when he stood only a few feet away and I saw something unexpected as ! searched for my answers. His face softened immediately from the ice that had been there only moments earlier... and instead he looked ashamed, embarrassed... guilty even

Chapter Sixty full 

And as he halted in place, I looked back as stoically as I could, II wasn‘t going to make it easier for either of us if I betrayed how I felt at that moment. How terrified I was of lying myself to the future of uncertainty id tried so hard to avoid. But, without a word, 1 silently gatlieved my loose hair up in my hand and brushed it to the side, giving him clear access to the area hod need

If this was the price of saving thousands of lives, of saving Cai, then so be it

Id always imagined growing up that this moment would be special, more intimate, i queas all of that could have been disregarded and I would have just selled for someone who actually wanted to mark me Maybe I should have found someone from the Winter Mist to do il months ago. Aller all, it wasnt like Tytus could unmark me and a person from this pack wouldnt cause a war like Coi would have 

changed, that we had changed. Perhaps he still didn‘t want me in that way this time around, but maybe the

he finally stood next to

sighing. I wished the Goddess had given me an ability to read minds rather than

and slowly, he moved in. I could feel his warm breath along my neck and my body reacted, tensingu

ever so slightly. He must have realised I‘d been holding

since he was so close, courtesy of his enhanced senses. Or

me and I squeezed my eyes shut, knowing what was about to happen

...But nothing came

you trust me?” he whispered, barely audible

without the many eyes of the ranked council watching, expecting this marking to

before I could reply, I

doesn‘t matter,” he whispered. “You‘re probably going to resent

were, proof of how close he‘d

not marking her,” Aleric declared “She‘s not even of age yet Youre asking me to mark someone who can‘t even shift.”

eyes. “Alec, this–”

coldly, interrupting Tytus this time. “I‘m not doing

close his wolf was to the surface, mixed in with his absolute determination to disobey our Alpha‘s orders, it was a dangerous sight. If I didn‘t know any better, I would have thought Alenc was planning

F OUI

sounded out; what felt almost like an intrusion to the display occurring

was Elder

agree with the young Alpha heir here. Putting aside the more morally questionable arguments to be made about marking someone underage by force, 1 would also like to point out that we don‘t hold much information in regards to the ramifications that biologically it would hold. By nature, the marking process is laying claim to the other‘s wolf, an instinct derived from our beast side. I feel as though we would be ignoring the obvious here if we went ahead with this, noting that

just died moments earlier. It was enough to almost make my legs give out from under me. I knew this man was far too good for this pack. How many times had Elder Luke

to his words. And this was probably what worried them as they held their breath, waiting for our Alpha

contained. In his head, it was probably still worth the risk or he‘d kill me anyway to guarantee no one else

prosperity of this pack,” Tytus concluded. “If we need to call for a doctor then so be it, but I don‘t see

those who would see my obvious imprisonment within a jail cell as a direct insult to the Goddess. I wasn‘t sure if hearing his

Aleric said. “Even if it means keeping her

over–exaggeration, not to be taken literally, but some hadn‘t picked up on the undertone.

did something similar...,” a different Elder spoke up. I recognised them as Elder Nathaniel who typically was a voice of opposition for me. “What if we applied the same principle as silver cuffs, but adapted it to a more mobile and practical

work,” Tytus replied

forward. “Wait... hold on a second–.”

stop speaking and

want to collar me like a pet dog,” I hissed.

me as he moved towards my ear. “Do

really worse than being

away, pulling

front, I could feel Tytus‘ eyes watching me but I refused to look at

hated this idea?

may also have unknown results, ” Alpha Luke chimed

sensation that silver causes to the surface of our skin as anything of dire consequence,” Elder Nathaniel argued back. “So long as she doesn‘t keep any open wounds near it, I would think the whole thing is harmless enough. No one

more proof that everyone was actually considering this, that they were all in agreement that this would be the

other argument to counter Elder Nathaniel, but he looked as though he was holding his tongue. Perhaps he did know of how best to argue back but

Aria immediately.” His eyes then narrowed towards me. “Not too

he was refusing to

in the future. Upon Aria‘s eighteenth birthday, she will be marked by

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