Chapter Eighty Five 

Nebunang inside my head was enough to eventually snap me out of the vision and I fell to the ground, We the pain subsided

What id just wen was indescribable

And not just seen but felt. Id felt what they had; what both Thea and Selene had gone through. Their pain

43s a universe spanning far beyond my limited knowledge, a timeline as old as time itself

And it has now been burned into my brain

Sene had been right. Only describing this story wouldnt have been enough. What Id just experienced gave me angrer understanding than just simply being told

that cont meanl accepted what this meant for me. For all of us. Something she was probably electing me to be lenient on given her status

* We dont mean anything I whispered to myself, still somewhat in a daze. Were just... fodder. Pawns. Foot solders for you.” 

I locked back up sharply and met her eyes. She was staring at me with caution, taking in my manner. And sve probably was right to do so

This is why you didnt tell me earlier. Why you kept everything a secret,I said, my voice slowly becoming stronger you knew that if I knew the truth, the real truth, that I would have immediately declined to come back Were not stopping a war to protect *us, were fighting it purely because of you. Because of your own selfish actions that began all of this. *We* didnt do anything to Thea. *We* didnt hurt her, betray her or even ask to be reborn with her powers. *You* made that decision. *You* put us in the front Ene to face your mother so you wouldnt have to take responsibility for your actions. And once were cone Thea will just continue with her original mission for revenge. All because you couldnt accept losing something you loved again. Just like when your brother died. Tell me, Selene, how many more of my kind need to ce because you couldnt accept that fact?” 

My mentioning of her brother must have been a sore spot as I could feel the pressure start to exude off of . her, a nerve apparently now struck

Wy child, let us not forget.” 

But were not,’ I interjected, shakily getting back up to my feet. Your children, that is. Not really. Were bor of Theas powers. She is, by technical definition, our socalled Great Mother. Her powers gave us new life and we carry her blood. You are merely a surrogate, at best.” 

you carry a piece of me directly,she argued, a tone of anger now obvious in her voice. However you want to look at it for the others, that is your choice. But I, personally, gave you this new life. How dare you acı ungrateful.” 

And were the others grateful too?I asked. The ones who came before me? Because I know Im not the first one you have blessedwith your mark. What happened to the other Saints, Selene? Did they die for you too

Her eyes narrowed, clearly not happy with the change in topic

* ..Were they descendants as well?I prompted when she still hadn‘t replied. “From the other two lines that died? Are they gone now because of your actions?” 

Finally, she spoke, her voice low with the undertone of warning

...They were.. mistakes

Mistakes? What did that mean? That they made a mistake... or that she regretted marking them

...What had she done to them if she thought that way

What would you do with something that failed to do its job?The voice inside whispered. We were created only to benefit her, an organic tool to keep her mother trapped on the mortal plane. What do you think shell do to us if we arent useful?‘ 

She wasn‘t wrong but I wasnt sure what I could do about it

Think for a second,the voice continued. When she gave us a piece of herself, she was weakened, remember? She told us she was. Just as Thea was broken into pieces, she, too, broke off a piece of herself for us. What do you think shes going to do once Thea is gone?‘ 

And suddenly I realised what she was implying

If we truly want to survive this then..

Then I needed to be wary of Selene too

Not just wary,the voice corrected. ‘There is little chance shell let you keep that piece of her once weve removed her biggest threat. Shell want it back shell want to become whole again. And whos to say what is even keeping us alive right now? What if that piece is the only thing sustaining us? We were meant to be dead. We dont even belong in this timeline.‘ 

...She was saying that Thea wasnt our only enemy

At the end of the day, its you or her,the voice said

But what was I meant to do? Kill Selene? That was insane. She was a Goddess

So is Thea‘ 

But I couldnt kill her. I wasnt strong enough for something like that. Thea was at least weaker

‘Do you honestly think youll get a better chance than right now? Or do you want to wait until she comes back to rip that piece out of you? After weve done her dirty work and were tired from fighting against a different Goddess? What do you have to lose by trying?‘ 

per se but that didn‘t mean

going to die either way. You need to act now!‘

But 

DO IT NOW 

almost as if acting on reflex from her order, I pulled

is the enemy

hand came swiftly up, adjusting my

the

her throat...

is the enemy.‘

is the enemy.‘

the

KNEEL!Selene roared

knees before her, crushed under the

of surprise but we‘d been just a second too slow. Just one second away

or not, we probably weren‘t

ev

become thick and almost electrical. So much so that even the rocks and dirt were vibrating from the pressure radiating off her. And her eyes… her eyes were now ablaze, blindingly bright like silver stars.

U

r

just barely drawing blood… I saw where I‘d nicked her skin

of my suspicions correct; she really was part mortal now and capable of bleeding. It may have been caused by the tiniest of pieces

yet you act this way?” she said furiously. “No, forget it. I have grown tired

trembling as she left. It was a testament to what a complete Goddess

at least, an

Almost hysterical as the adrenaline pumped through me from accepting my new fate. Something

looked me up and down, a frown forming between her perfect

straining against my lips. “A coward and a liar. The weakest creature I have ever met. You once told me I could choose my own fate... and yet you knew from the very beginning that such a thing was impossible. But I want you to know something… Even if I should fail, I want you to know

as she took in my

she vanished. Vanished back into thin air, just like she‘d done

more than just that, more than

saw something else in her

just behind the surface, but

a moment... I‘d seen Selene show

I wasn‘t sure why I was

Now, after being shown the cold truth of my world from Selene, nothing felt as though it mattered anymore. I‘d already

was just waiting for the

Chapter EightyFive 

and yet having to suddenly acknowledge that made things feel so... pointless. Because the chances of killing not one, but two

but even that

of us. Uust so long as Selene survived. And stopping Thea would help them... but

me, betrayed me, rejected and humiliated me. For even the ones who stood in opposition o

were still

that mattered was the results? Just as Selene had said, we were all children in this universe with our naive perspectives. But, unlike everyone else, I‘d been enlightened now. I knew that they didn‘t truly know what

was something that she* had helped me to see too; my other self. She‘d shown me how all of

make them all kneel

held; how much ‘Goddess‘ was in your veins. The things Selene had shown me had given me a higher understanding of how all of this worked; probably more so than even all the Elders combined.

power than

lineage, but that didn‘t stop me from commanding loyalty and respect from the other packs. To force them

would be no war with the

alliance, and more, completely back under my command within the month? Starting a war with the Winter Mist now would be only

inside source to notify me should Thea ever return there. I even sent Elder Luke to visit him and assist with his ailment. Because whilst I still didn‘t trust him, it didn‘t mean that

she was public enemy number one. And, without any further arguments from opposing forces, she quickly became the most wanted woman in the entire country. Just as things should have been from the very

all unified in one single

me

an urgency to

wasn‘t sure what could make a man like Elder Luke worried but I‘d be lying if said it

sway him during our work together over the past month, something admired

is it?” I asked, straightening

himself but his expression didn‘t change,

Aleric,” he said, “He‘s demanding to see you.”

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