Chapter Eighty Five 

Nebunang inside my head was enough to eventually snap me out of the vision and I fell to the ground, We the pain subsided

What id just wen was indescribable

And not just seen but felt. Id felt what they had; what both Thea and Selene had gone through. Their pain

43s a universe spanning far beyond my limited knowledge, a timeline as old as time itself

And it has now been burned into my brain

Sene had been right. Only describing this story wouldnt have been enough. What Id just experienced gave me angrer understanding than just simply being told

that cont meanl accepted what this meant for me. For all of us. Something she was probably electing me to be lenient on given her status

* We dont mean anything I whispered to myself, still somewhat in a daze. Were just... fodder. Pawns. Foot solders for you.” 

I locked back up sharply and met her eyes. She was staring at me with caution, taking in my manner. And sve probably was right to do so

This is why you didnt tell me earlier. Why you kept everything a secret,I said, my voice slowly becoming stronger you knew that if I knew the truth, the real truth, that I would have immediately declined to come back Were not stopping a war to protect *us, were fighting it purely because of you. Because of your own selfish actions that began all of this. *We* didnt do anything to Thea. *We* didnt hurt her, betray her or even ask to be reborn with her powers. *You* made that decision. *You* put us in the front Ene to face your mother so you wouldnt have to take responsibility for your actions. And once were cone Thea will just continue with her original mission for revenge. All because you couldnt accept losing something you loved again. Just like when your brother died. Tell me, Selene, how many more of my kind need to ce because you couldnt accept that fact?” 

My mentioning of her brother must have been a sore spot as I could feel the pressure start to exude off of . her, a nerve apparently now struck

Wy child, let us not forget.” 

But were not,’ I interjected, shakily getting back up to my feet. Your children, that is. Not really. Were bor of Theas powers. She is, by technical definition, our socalled Great Mother. Her powers gave us new life and we carry her blood. You are merely a surrogate, at best.” 

you carry a piece of me directly,she argued, a tone of anger now obvious in her voice. However you want to look at it for the others, that is your choice. But I, personally, gave you this new life. How dare you acı ungrateful.” 

And were the others grateful too?I asked. The ones who came before me? Because I know Im not the first one you have blessedwith your mark. What happened to the other Saints, Selene? Did they die for you too

Her eyes narrowed, clearly not happy with the change in topic

* ..Were they descendants as well?I prompted when she still hadn‘t replied. “From the other two lines that died? Are they gone now because of your actions?” 

Finally, she spoke, her voice low with the undertone of warning

...They were.. mistakes

Mistakes? What did that mean? That they made a mistake... or that she regretted marking them

...What had she done to them if she thought that way

What would you do with something that failed to do its job?The voice inside whispered. We were created only to benefit her, an organic tool to keep her mother trapped on the mortal plane. What do you think shell do to us if we arent useful?‘ 

She wasn‘t wrong but I wasnt sure what I could do about it

Think for a second,the voice continued. When she gave us a piece of herself, she was weakened, remember? She told us she was. Just as Thea was broken into pieces, she, too, broke off a piece of herself for us. What do you think shes going to do once Thea is gone?‘ 

And suddenly I realised what she was implying

If we truly want to survive this then..

Then I needed to be wary of Selene too

Not just wary,the voice corrected. ‘There is little chance shell let you keep that piece of her once weve removed her biggest threat. Shell want it back shell want to become whole again. And whos to say what is even keeping us alive right now? What if that piece is the only thing sustaining us? We were meant to be dead. We dont even belong in this timeline.‘ 

...She was saying that Thea wasnt our only enemy

At the end of the day, its you or her,the voice said

But what was I meant to do? Kill Selene? That was insane. She was a Goddess

So is Thea‘ 

But I couldnt kill her. I wasnt strong enough for something like that. Thea was at least weaker

‘Do you honestly think youll get a better chance than right now? Or do you want to wait until she comes back to rip that piece out of you? After weve done her dirty work and were tired from fighting against a different Goddess? What do you have to lose by trying?‘ 

per se

die either way. You need to act

But 

DO IT NOW 

acting on reflex from her order, I pulled my dagger from

is the

my hand came swiftly up, adjusting my

is the enemy‘

for her throat...

is the

the enemy.‘

is the enemy

KNEEL!Selene roared

fell to my knees before her, crushed under

of surprise but we‘d been just a second too slow. Just one second

It meant that, like i t or not, we probably weren‘t going to survive this ordeal to grow old one day. She‘d made it clear

ev

even the rocks and dirt were vibrating from

U

r

barely drawing blood… I saw where I‘d nicked

the tiniest of pieces missing from her but it was enough. Enough for me to know Selene wouldn‘t want to remain

grown tired of this. You now have had more help than

back into the forest, the ground still trembling as

an *almost*

Almost hysterical as the adrenaline pumped through me from accepting my new fate. Something that caught

eyes looked me up and down, a frown

“A coward and a liar. The weakest creature I have ever met. You once told me I could choose my own fate... and yet you knew from the very beginning that such a thing was impossible. But I want you to know something… Even if I should fail, I want you to know that I‘ll live my eternity

only deepened as she took in my words, her head slightly

thin air, just like

just that, more than just

I saw something else

just a split second, just behind the surface, but it

just a moment... I‘d seen Selene show

followed felt... empty. Like I wasn‘t sure why I

world from Selene, nothing felt as though it mattered anymore. I‘d

was just waiting for the

Chapter EightyFive 

to suddenly acknowledge that made things feel so... pointless. Because the chances of killing not one, but two

but even that didn‘t hold

long as Selene survived.

ones who hurt me, betrayed me, rejected and humiliated me.

was exactly what the majority of packs were

results? Just as Selene had said, we were all children in this universe with our naive perspectives. But, unlike everyone else, I‘d been enlightened now. I knew that they didn‘t truly know what was in their best interest because

other self. She‘d shown me how all of these niceties

I could just make them

held; how much ‘Goddess‘ was in your veins. The things Selene had shown me had given me a higher understanding of how all

held more power than any other Alpha.

lineage, but that didn‘t stop me from commanding loyalty and respect from the other packs. To

war with the Silver Lake.

alliance, and more, completely back under my command within the month? Starting a

visit him and assist with his ailment. Because whilst I still didn‘t trust him, it didn‘t mean that I wanted her to retrieve her powers back from

had passed, I‘d made sure everyone knew Thea‘s name, knew she was public enemy number one. And, without any further arguments from opposing forces, she quickly became the most wanted woman in the

single goal; to find Thea.

voice called out, making me look

Elder Luke, his face expressing an urgency

a man like Elder Luke worried but I‘d be lying if said it didn‘t pique my

Nothing had seemed to sway him during our work together over the past month, something admired about him.

asked, straightening

second to calm himself

said, “He‘s demanding to see you.”

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