A Lifetime With You by Athrhteera

Chapter 17 Alena

The car ride home wasn't as quiet as when we were going out. We weren't exactly talking on our way home, but my mind was filled with thoughts. Maybe, it was just my mind with a lot of noises.

I was starting to call his estate, home. It was easier that way, too because for the next few years, it was going to always be my home. If I kept resenting it and viewing it only as a place to stay. I was never going to be left with any sense of calmness whenever I returned. Instead of having both of Matteo's hands on the steering wheel or the other resting on his thigh, it was resting on mine. I felt the warmth from his hand spreading onto my skin and it was actually comforting.

However, he kept caressing my thigh and it wasn't going to take long for me to start feeling heat up.

"Maria was really sweet. I didn't expect her to like me that much I spoke, breaking the silence as he continued to drive.

The road was clear and almost empty, but he didn't bother driving fast and I appreciated that. More time with him in his car meant more time with his hand all over me.

"She loves you already"

"Do you feel bad about lying to her?"

He frowned, "It's a secret I'm willing to take with me into my grave. She'll never find out about it because if she does, it'll break her heart."

Matteo was right. Maria was genuinely happy when she saw us and if she ever found out about the marriage being a scam. she was going to be devastated. Even more, she was going to hate me because I was the one who wanted the marriage in the first place. So was my mother. But Mama wasn't going to be heartbroken, she was going to be upset. She knew I would always go through lengths to get what I wanted, and she couldn't hate me for that just for the fact that I was lying to her. I would've hated myself, too. "I feel bad... I just do." I muttered.

"Why do you feel bad?"

"I don't know. Maybe because my family wouldn't treat you as good,"

He glanced at my face for a few seconds, "I don't mind, Alena. I know the Russians too well and they have their own reasons to not like me, I don't blame them,"

"Papa and Alexei are just probably jealous of you."

""For what?"

"For your power. Your influence."

He chuckled, "I don't think that's the case. They don't like me because I married you."

"Well, I didn't want to marry Viktor."

"And I'm glad you didn't."

My lips curved up into a small smile as I turned to look at him, but he was too busy looking at the road. It was a new feeling

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because we never had a decent conversation before. It felt nice to talk like this-we weren't supposed to act as if we hated each other. It was intentional and I never liked it.

But what did he meant by saying he was glad I didn't marry Viktori

I placed my hand on his, the one resting on my thigh before measuring the length of his fingers. His hands were bigger than mine and his fingers were long. Mine seemed awfully petite compared to his

In a way, it made me feel secure. As if he was able to protect ine

"You have nice hands for a man."

He intertwined our fingers, "I do?"

"Yeah, don't feel too proud about them."

Then, he smirked but he didn't say another word. He didn't bother to let go of my hand either and we stayed like that until we reached home.

We went to our rooms after saying goodnight to each other. It felt as if I just got home from a first date when he watched me walk up the stairs, but I ignored the feeling and went straight to take a shower. I needed to feel clean after the whole day being out. I changed into a pair of oversized pajamas before drying my hair.

Then, I went to bed, knowing tomorrow was going to be workday.

I didn't realize I had fallen asleep until the sound of thunderstorms woke me up. The loud bang caused me to pull the duvet closer because I was never a fan of heavy rains or thunderstorms When I looked at my phone, I saw that it was only two in the morning Thirty minutes had passed, and I was starting to feel restless.

I quickly made my way out of my room and down the hallway, straight towards Matteo's room. I hesitated for a few seconds on whether I should knock or suck it up and went back to bed but I couldn't help my fear of thunders.

I knocked on the door, waiting for him to open.

If he was already asleep, I was going to pretend I never came to his room but as I was about to walk back, he pulled the door

open

Matteo had a slight frown on his face as he stood there shirtless, only in oversized sweatpants. I couldn't see the inside of his room because he was blocking the view with his body. I knew not to cross that line.

He did say his office and his bedroom were off-limits, Unless he wanted me inside.

I was going to respect that.

"Is there something wrong, Alena?" He asked, his voice deep.

He was probably asleep, and I woke him up.

"I'm not a big fan of thunderstorms and I was wondering if you could sleep in bed with me?" I asked, tugging onto my shirt. "Okay, wait for me in your room"

I literally sprinted down the hallway and straight into my room without looking back. Once I was inside, I hid under the duvet as I waited patiently for him to show up.

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towards me. He wasn't shirtless anymore and I assumed he took a few minutes to put his shirt on-I didn't mind if he came in shirtless or not, as long

beside me, I could smell

couldn't sleep when it started

anxious

as we laid on our sides. He was already sleepy because his eyes were half-opened while mine were wide opened. One of his hands was around my waist, lightly tapping onto my body as if wanting to put me to sleep-he

loud bang came, and I quickly snuggled

close your eyes. I'm right here," he

eyes, waiting for the darkness to take me away. If I stayed awake any longer. I was going to be tired at work. So, I tried to focus on anything else than the

slow and

placed a hand on his chest, feeling

"Talk to me."

"About what"

"Anything." I spoke.

I had a

couldn't see his face, but I assumed he had already closed his eyes. I didn't mind if he was falling asleep because having him here was enough; his warmth, the sound of

-and the

to

breed did

shepherd. Did

how random this conversation was. "I had a golden

-What h

it?

""So did mine."

had to

"How old were you?"

eight when I

did you have

"Eight years."

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nodded my head, closing my eyes. My eyes were droopy, and I was beginning to feel sleepy again. It didn't take me long

let it consume me

Matteo had fallen

slowly, groaning as soon as I

tight as he slept calmly. One of his hands was near my body while the other resting on his abdomen. It was my first time seeing him sleep and I was in awe. I could

favorites. I could

when we fell asleep, but I guessed all the moving in our sleep had caused

placing my hand

of his lips. I felt bad if I were to wake him up because he

thinking, I slowly kissed

kissing me back. The kiss was slow and sensual. It didn't take him long to open his eyes when

he tucked a few strands

my hand

morning, but I slipped my hand into

access.

him in my hand, he let out

before throwing it on the floor. It didn't take him long to take off his shirt afterwards, so he was lying naked on the bed. I rubbed his erection and

in

immediately pulled my body to sit on top of him. We didn't break the eye contact as I felt him thrusting inside me. Even though I felt his length inside me before, I couldn't help but to feel crazy

slow, feeling one of his hands on my waist while the other reached out

he saw my eyes were closing from the pleasure. "I want you watch

eyes were focusing into his brown ones, and it didn't take me long to get lost into them. They were too

was getting too

I couldn't hold

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passionate, and I kept

"Moan my name.

I kept moaning, closing

around and I was now lying on my back, seeing him entering me missionary. I let out a gasp when he pushed both of my legs up to

was driving me crazy. I knew I was going to be

please." I moaned,

was about to go black, he let go and I came to an intense wave of pleasure. Both of his hands were around my neck as his hips moved. When one of his hands went

This was

to be true. He was inside me and he was playing with me-how much longer could I go

coming. He left me hanging thrusting out and leaving me there. "What

I tell you to," he

around, letting my face planted onto the sheets. My lower body was raised up to his and when I felt my

I tried to spread my legs wider,

baby. I want you

closed. His grunts and moans were heard mixing with my own as he was pleasuring me-I was too high to get down and I

body up against

baby and open your eyes. I want you