A Lifetime With You by Athrhteera

Chapter 20

Alena

When

hen we both came down from our highs, we realized what had happened. I couldn't look away from Matteo and he didn't push me away. I heard him clearly and he wasn't denying it or anything, so I wasn't wrong. As he took a few steps back, I was left sitting on the island and grabbing my shirt to cover my body. "I'm sorry it just slipped out," he said, avoiding eye contact as he picked up his own clothes.

Suddenly, it was an awkward turn, but I knew we couldn't run away and hide anymore. This was bound to happen. One of us was going to fall first and I didn't expect it to be him to let it slip. I was attracted to him ever since we kissed but I never thought I was able to develop feelings for someone like him. I kept trying to push my feelings away because I didn't want to get hurt again. Besides, he did tell me there wasn't ever going to be love involved.

So, I wasn't going to test the waters. I sticked to the original plan.

"Do you want to talk about it?" I asked, shifting in my spot.

His brown eyes met mine as he nodded, "I think we should. We should talk about it, Alena." -

He handed me his shirt and I quickly put it on, letting the material cover down to my thighs. Even though I wasn't wearing

anything underneath, at least I was covered for the conversation we were going to have.

I watched his every movement and I realized; I was feeling nervous.

"So you're saying you love me?"

"I've fallen I've "Matteo Malleo

in

love with you. These past few months were something to me, Alena. I tried to push it all away, but I couldn't help myself. You don't realize it but you're like a magnet. You attract me all the way and I can't resist you."

He cupped my face, looking straight into my eyes.

"I know what I said before we got married. I promised you loyalty, but I never promised you love. I realize that I was wrong. I can't go on and keep denying how I feel anymore. I'm in love with you and I love you for the way you are. The way you say my name, the way you smile, the way your eyes light up when you see something you like, when you pull me close and even when you're not doing anything, Alena. You've bewitched me."

"This is just going to complicate things... what if we end up hating each other?"

He shook his head, "I'm willing to take the risk. I'd rather go all the way with you to show you how much I love you and have a future with you than hide in the shadows, afraid of pursuing. If we end up hurting each other, at least we had a taste of happiness together." "You're not fooling around, aren't you?" I stood, walking away.

I just needed to step away for a little while, getting a few airs to clear my mind. Every word was genuine, and I felt it straight to my bones which terrified me.

"I don't think I can lie to you."

"What if I don't feel the same way?"

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He smiled, "I can make you fall for me. I'd do anything. At least give me the chance to try and if you still don't feel anything, we can always go back to how we were."

I frowned, "We can never go back to how we were, Matteo. We got ourselves in too deep. We knew the risks and we took it. We knew we weren't supposed to sleep with each other, but we ignored that."

"I don't regret it. I really don't."

I stood still in my spot as he made his way towards me, slowly grabbing my hands and place them on his face. I felt his warmth and it made me feel comfortable. I couldn't help myself but to close my eyes. He kissed my palms, "I I love you, Alena."

trying to deny? I didn't have to run away from him. I was the one who started to fall for him and now, I was feeling scared because he confessed. In a way, I felt calm, and

in the first

wrapped my arms around his neck to be close to him and he was pulling my

i in, kissing

to brea

the kiss.

see where it goes," I muttered as I tried to catch

replied, a smile plastered on his

Then,

began to heat up and as soon as he put

cornering me in. I kept pulling him close to deepen the kiss before feeling

squeezed my breasts,

"Don't

you

of me?" I

never get

He went down to

making me close my eyes as my core began to itch for more. I was starting to feel he could awaken my senses

"Mm, I don't mind. I want you in me

wish is

felt better. He couldn't keep his hands away from me especially from my breasts as he played with them, pinching my nipples. We were making love like we were crazy. As if we didn't have more

was soaking wet, and I wasn't afraid to

for me, aren't you? And you love it when I spread you open like that." He talked,

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moaning, "You're

deep."

all of me, Alena. Spread really wide for

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facing the kitchen island. Instead of standing like we were previously, I was bending over the kitchen island as he took me from behind. Both of his hands on my bottom, spreading wide as he watched

him hitting every wall inside of me and I knew I

me, too?" He whispered

butt.

a***I before..." I replied, my

"Do you want to?"

my lower lip

second hole without stopping to thrust inside me and I began to feel extra

inserted another finger when he

thrusting out of me before pushing

!

moaning in pain but didn't push him away to stop him. I needed to feel him inside me, and I wanted him to be the first one. My hand was clamped shut on my mouth, trying

you're so f***g tight. You're going to make me come

Theld

the kitchen island that my hands were going red as I felt him fully inside me, thrusting in and out slowly. His grunts and moans were louder now as he was enjoying the feeling. It didn't take me long to join him.

it feel,

f**ng*ou love it, don't

moaned louder, my muscles tightening as I began to clench onto him. He felt my **m coming so, he

the liquid dripping down my thigh as he placed a soft kiss on my