A Lifetime With You by Athrhteera

Chapter 23

Alena

Matteo gave me the space I needed after he left my room. So, instead of being gloomy in my room for the night like I had originally planned, I gave my little sister a text.

1 got a bit anxious waiting for her reply because if she was asleep or if she was busy, I had no other choices. Matteo couldn't easily be lied to, and I wasn't going to take any risks.

The text was short and simple, 'Are you free tonight? Let's meet up for a drink' and she responded back asking for the location. So, in a short amount of time, I was taking a shower and getting ready in different clothes.

I did my makeup, but it wasn't too much, I just wanted to look as if I was out on a girls' night.

When I went downstairs, I found Matteo was already in the car waiting for me. So, I didn't bother wasting anymore time and decided it was time to go.

I put the location inside his car, so the screen was rerouting. The only reason I did that was to avoid talking to him even though I knew he had a lot of things to say.

Apparently, I

I saw the takeout on the kitchen counter, and I had assumed he didn't eat any of them yet. The whole hour I was getting ready, he was probably already waiting in the car.

I didn't say a word and neither did he. He was driving quietly, eyes focusing on the road as one of his hands was gripping on the steering wheel and the other on his thigh. If I hadn't treated him the way I did in my room, that hand was probably on my thigh instead. My eyebrows furrowed as I saw bruises and a few cuts on his knuckles.

And I instantly knew, he was dealing with something. More accurately, someone.

I couldn't miss the cut across his temple, too. It wasn't too deep or anything and it was a short cut, but it was visible enough -it looked new, just like the cuts and bruises on his knuckles.

It felt miserably awkward in the car. He didn't bother to turn on the music either as he drove, as if he was the only one in the

car.

I wanted this kind of treatment, and he was giving it to me. But why was I feeling upset about it?

When we arrived, he stopped in front of the car as he took a few seconds to look around. He was probably checking the surroundings and my hand was already reaching out to the door, but he hadn't unlocked it.

"Can you unlock the door?" I asked, grabbing my handbag as I turned to the door without looking at him.

"I need to talk to you first," he replied abruptly, his body facing me.

"We can talk at home."

"Please, Alena? Let me talk to you."

"Fine, what is it?" I leaned back on the seat and my eyes met his instantly. Those brown ones were red and highlighted by his dark circles-he was exhausted from work, and it was clear. The hollows of his cheeks were prominent, too. He looked like he had lost a few weights because he hadn't been eating properly.

He grabbed my hands, caressing the back of them.

"I really want to know why you're acting like this. Did I do something wrong?"

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"Why do you think yourdid something wrong?"

"Because you're acting like this towards me. I must've done something."

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We hadn't broken the eye contact and I couldn't simply look away, either. He was holding the eye contact with genuine concern. His eyebrows were slightly furrowed, and jaw was clenched, he wanted to solve this, but he didn't want to push me. "Matteo...

"If you're not in the mood for something, just let me know. If it's something about work, you can always tell me if you want to. If you don't feel great because of your migraine, I can give you a massage to make you feel better. If you're feeling emotional, let me know why. I can't read your mind, baby. I can't know what you're thinking unless you tell me."

He sounded desperate. I was growing weak.

"I just don't feel like talking to you or anyone at this moment."

"But you're meeting your sister, Alena."

"Because she's the only one I want to talk to now,"

"You're pushing me away, Alena. I don't know why."

I'm not. I'm

I'm just asking you to give me some time!" I pulled my hands away, sighing. "Can you at least respect that, Matteo? I'll talk to you whenever I'm ready. So, please unlock the door. My sister is waiting for me inside," Matteo leaned back before unlocking the doors, causing me to immediately step out.

If Ana and I decided to leave later, I could always call a cab.

I didn't take another glance back at him as I walked straight into the bar, seeing my sister sitting alone but her

she

in for a hug, "I didn't expect you to invite me out for

of need alcohol in my system

"I was underage, remember?"

eyes

lit

up as

warm up my body from the cold. Ana looked at me as if she knew something was wrong, "Is everything okay with you and Matteo?" "Yeah, why do you ask?" "I saw you left

Nothing for

"Got

Got it.

than just drinking. Do you think we should go clubbing?" I asked, causing both of her eyes to

didn't expect me to randomly ask that question, but it felt right. I hadn't been clubbing ever since my life as a student ended and I kind of needed to hear the loud music surrounding me. I

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head back to my apartinent

because it wasn't too far away. She was living in a luxury

least. I could spend hours and hours sitting there

staying here all

herro" end

my boyfriend would stay over but there's a guest room. In case you end up in another lover's quarrel," she joked before opening her wardrobe and I saw a lot of

own money buying

Papa paid them for

thousands

borrow them. We're

I

tight; it was bound to cling onto my body like a second skin, but it was pretty. I never had any insecurities with my body shape and with that dress, I was going to accentuate my curves. "Give it a try. I think it'll

out of my clothes and went on to slip the dress. I wasn't wrong when I said it was highlighting my curves because it was making me stand out. I was showing the right amount of cleavage, too as I turned around to look at how the dress

If I bended over,

could show what was

dress wasn't hot pink. It was more of a soft, champagne

you

look good

on you. You

choose yours and we

but the dress was hugging her curves as well, showing the right amount of skin and cleavage-it had a thin strap. We

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looked carefree and ready for the

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feel uncomfortable. He didn't say a word to us, and I appreciated that. We arrived at the nightclub and as soon as we got inside, loud music was banging in the walls. I was seeing people dancing, drinking, and

couple of days ago. Come

to realize we were feeling lightheaded. It was finally kicking in me that I was getting myself drunk but my body felt as if I was floating on a cloud and all my problems flew away. Ana and I were dancing in the mic middle of of the dancefloor, our hands

man came

too. He had placed his hands on my hips as he danced with me. I turned around to meet

but that was probably just

feel him running his hands all

my ear, sending shivers down my spine as he pulled

wasn't going to simply give strangers my name.

you look stunning.

as he pulled me close until our bodies were plastered against one another. I felt his arms around my waist, sometimes they were running all over my body, stopping on my hips and my thighs. I was occasionally glancing at my sister, who was laughing and dancing with a group of other girls. At least, she

realizing it a little bit too late that I wasn't supposed to

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blue eyes were somehow shifting to brown. Instead of his own face, he started to look more like Matteo, and

heating up. I was upset at Matteo but why was he here with me? I couldn't make sense

me.

my

as he leaned

Matteo to kiss me. So, when my vision continued to get blurry, I couldn't see anybody else but

my face before kissing my lips, a bit too rough. It didn't feel like Matteo was kissing me because it felt different, but I didn't bother thinking too much

and I knew I wanted more than just

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like Matteo began to

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and he closed the curtains. They weren't blackout curtains and people could see us