A Lifetime With You by Athrhteera

Chapter 85

Alena

"Have a seat, Alena." Papa said, breaking the silence.

I walked further into the room before I took a seat near his desk We were both looking at each other without saying anything, as if we were waiting for the other person to start saying something first. I was building up the courage to speak up, knowing we weren't exactly in good terms before this.

My lips curved up into a small smile, trying to get rid of the awkwardness.

"I'm leaving," I said.

"Of course. You're going back home."

Home. The word 'home' itself brought comfort to me because I knew it was the exact same home I wanted to return to-I had always considered Papa's house as my home before I moved out to further my studies but after I had gotten married. my definition of home had changed. To me, home was wherever I could be with Matteo.

Where we could create different memories together for as long as we both lived. It didn't matter if we decided to move out into another property, as long as we were together. We could be making memories in Paris, London or even Singapore, and it could be home. To me, home wasn't just a place. It was the person itself.

Growing up, I felt safe with Mama and Papa. During my teenage years, they were all I had and I never wanted to lose them. As I grew older, they were always going to be the ones I had but life was different this time, I had my own wants and needs. I never wanted to lose them. Never.

"You made Matteo promise you to take care of me. You don't have to worry about that, Papa. He'll take good care of me. He'll take good care of your daughter," the words were clear as I spoke them in slowly.

The last time we had a conversation, it didn't end well.

Truth be told, I never wanted to argue with my family. I never wanted to be in bad terms with them because they were everything to me-Papa had given me everything he could because he loved me. He wanted to make sure I got the experience of a normal life despite being the daughter of someone dangerous.

I could never hate Papa. I could never despise him.

He had given me my life.

We just couldn't come to the same agreements anymore.

"If he fails, I won't give him anymore chances. I don't want to see you get hurt again, Alena." He replied, his eyes were pierced into my own. I knew he meant every word he said when he didn't hesitate. He could hurt him if anything happened to me.

"Do you think he would fail? Do you think he's not capable of protecting me?"

Papa sighed deeply, "I don't doubt him at all, Alena. I believe he's a good man and he's capable of protecting you. I just don't want to see you get hurt. I don't want to lose my baby because I let her choose her man. I'm really scared if I lose you," I stood up before I made my way towards him, "Papa, you're never going to lose me."

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Chapter 85

terrified of that, Alena-You

trust him. You have to trust ine. Besides, it

"You're defending him..."

my head, "I'm not. Nobody expected anything to happen during the first time. The second time? I was the one who left the house without telling him. He looked everywhere for me. If you want to

"He should've tried harder,"

"Papa..."

"No, he should've."

"He was

For once, I felt as if he understood me, even though it was hard to explain. If I tried to understand him from his point of view, I could see myself looking at my little girl. I could see myself trying hard

of losing me because he

his princess once. I was always his

lot for me. The one who had given me everything. The one who had taught me everything. I could never imagine

to lose our son and when we did, we were still in shock. Instead of being there for him like he was for me, I left. I left because I was selfish and

"Alena..."

Papa. You have to listen because only then,

"Go ahead,

I only wanted to be with him. He makes me feel whole. He makes me feel loved in different ways. He makes me feel seen." Tears were beginning

every word I said. His eyes were starting to tear as well and I knew he was beginning to understand from my perspective. He had both of his hands cupping my face as he wiped away the fallen tears, making me smile at his

Never apologise for

could probably be happier." My heart felt like it broken into a million pieces as I placed a hand

stayed still and cried in his arms, I began to grab

long but he made me feel like a little

His little girl.

okay. Just let it out." He

miss him. I miss him

know you do. We all miss him,

as if I lost another

eyes as I let myself cry, without holding anything back. It felt nice to be in Papa's arms as he tried to soothe me, like soothing a child. To

wanted to check up on me. The worried

look at Papa, who seemed

wiped away

In fact, he was getting older and I was going to have

What about me?

losing him. I was scared of the years he had left. I could never be fully prepared for when

me,

can't see my baby girl

on moving forward, it'll all get better but you have to promise