Chapter 89

Alena

I was quietly snuggled close to Matteo's neck as he carried me. He was being careful with his steps before putting me down on the bed after we had reached our bedroom. I was hesitant on letting go of him but he wasn't going anywhere and he assured me. My eyes continued to look at him, afraid if he was going to disappear when I looked away.

Our bedroom was dark but he switched on the lamp from the bedside table before he sat beside me, grabbing onto my hand.

"I can't breathe," I whimpered as I tried to control my breaths.

Matteo shook his head, leaning into me.

"It's okay, I'm right here with you. I'm not going anywhere," he replied.

The tears couldn't stop flowing down my cheeks, even though I knew he was close to me. My head kept replaying the same scenario from today and how terrified I was if he tried to do anything to me, if he carried a knive or a gun

That man wasn't scared of anything. He was capable of hurting me regardless of where we were, not giving a single damn about other civilians. I could see it clearly in his eyes when he stared down at me, they were provoking and if he was trying to scare me, he succeeded.

I grabbed onto Matteo's arm before I leaned forward, resting my head on his shoulder.

We stayed still in the same position for the next few minutes as an attempt to calm myself down. He never did stop rubbing onto my back and kissed my head because he knew, I needed him to be here with me. That was the most important thing.

I was lucky to have married someone as considerate as him.

I leaned back, looking into his eyes.

"Do you think it was my fault?" I asked.

"It wasn't your fault, Alena. Why would you say that?"

"Because I didn't scream. I didn't do anything."

"You were in shock. I don't blame you,"

we would've solved this. We wouldn't have to think about it anymore,"

them a few times. With every kiss he gave me, I felt more at ease and when I looked into his eyes, I somehow got lost in those beautiful brown

can't lose you again. I won't let you go through the things you did. It doesn't matter if it

I'm being haunted wherever I go. I feel like he's going to appear right in front of me and I'd freeze on the

figure it out,"

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"Matteo,"

don't have the answer to your questions. I

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to come up with a different answer or provide a solution, he also needed a place to lean on. He had a lot of things to think about. One of the reasons why he had came home late every night because he was trying to solve this issue-he

muttered under my

you sorry for, baby? Don't be."

face.

since we got married, all I've ever

no. No, don't say that. Don't ever think like that." He went in to kiss the side of my cheek, "You're my wife. You're the woman in my heart. You're the woman I love so much and I'd do anything for you, Alena. I'd

for a few seconds and I continued

by leaning in to kiss his lips in which he kissed me back without hesitation. The kiss started off slow and steady until I decided to sit on his lap, making him hold me around my

was beating fast from excitement as

saw that it was closed shut which meant the people from downstairs weren't able to hear us-during passionate moments like this, I loved to enjoy myself and sometimes I

hovered on top of me. Our eyes were staring into one another and I could see the neediness in them as he ran

showing him more skin. It was quite unfair to be half naked when he was hovering on top of me, fully clothed but I let him enjoy every parts of me. They all

ear when he leaned in to

didn't realise it through the kiss when he had thrown my bra and my panties out of the way, leaving me fully naked underneath him. My eyes were closed when he went down to kiss

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louder. I was soaking wet and ready for him, he didn't have to try

already wet, like always."

ready

his shirt and began to unbutton

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