A Lifetime With You by Athrhteera

Chapter 89

Alena

I was quietly snuggled close to Matteo's neck as he carried me. He was being careful with his steps before putting me down on the bed after we had reached our bedroom. I was hesitant on letting go of him but he wasn't going anywhere and he assured me. My eyes continued to look at him, afraid if he was going to disappear when I looked away.

Our bedroom was dark but he switched on the lamp from the bedside table before he sat beside me, grabbing onto my hand.

"I can't breathe," I whimpered as I tried to control my breaths.

Matteo shook his head, leaning into me.

"It's okay, I'm right here with you. I'm not going anywhere," he replied.

The tears couldn't stop flowing down my cheeks, even though I knew he was close to me. My head kept replaying the same scenario from today and how terrified I was if he tried to do anything to me, if he carried a knive or a gun

That man wasn't scared of anything. He was capable of hurting me regardless of where we were, not giving a single damn about other civilians. I could see it clearly in his eyes when he stared down at me, they were provoking and if he was trying to scare me, he succeeded.

I grabbed onto Matteo's arm before I leaned forward, resting my head on his shoulder.

We stayed still in the same position for the next few minutes as an attempt to calm myself down. He never did stop rubbing onto my back and kissed my head because he knew, I needed him to be here with me. That was the most important thing.

I was lucky to have married someone as considerate as him.

I leaned back, looking into his eyes.

"Do you think it was my fault?" I asked.

"It wasn't your fault, Alena. Why would you say that?"

"Because I didn't scream. I didn't do anything."

"You were in shock. I don't blame you,"

we would've solved this. We wouldn't have to think about it anymore," I replied as

times. With every kiss he gave me, I felt more

always working hard to find him but our main priority right now is to make sure that you're safe. I can't lose you again. I won't let you go through the things you did. It doesn't matter if it would take months or years to find him, as long as

like I'm being haunted wherever I go. I feel like he's going to appear right in front of me and I'd

figure it out," he

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"Matteo,"

the answer to your questions. I

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Matteo was just like me, someone who was clueless and trying his very best to figure things out. As much as I wanted him to come up with a different answer or provide a solution, he also needed a place to lean on. He had a lot of things to think about. One of the reasons why he had came home late every night because he was trying to solve this issue-he was busy at the office during the day and

I muttered

sorry for, baby? Don't be." He replied, reaching out

face.

you. Ever since we got married, all I've ever

like that." He went in to kiss the side of my cheek, "You're my wife. You're the woman in my heart. You're the woman I love so much and I'd do

stared at each other for a few seconds and I continued to

hesitation. The kiss started off slow and steady until I decided to sit on his lap, making him hold me around my waist. I cupped onto his

fast from excitement as he

downstairs weren't able to hear us-during passionate moments like this, I loved to enjoy

around, laying me on the bed while he hovered on top of me. Our eyes were staring into one another and I could see the neediness in them as he ran his hands through my body. I was needy as well, my core was begging to be touched by him. I watched

was quite unfair to be half naked when he was hovering on top of me, fully clothed but I let him enjoy every parts of me. They all belonged to

his ear when he leaned in to kiss my neck as he

through the kiss when he had thrown my bra and my panties out of the way, leaving me fully naked underneath him. My eyes were

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legs were being spread apart when he reached down to touch me, making me moan even louder. I was soaking wet and ready for him, he didn't have to

always." He said, looking

ready for

as he took off his shirt and began to unbutton his pants. The erected bulge didn't go

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