A Lifetime With You by Athrhteera

Chapter 89

Alena

I was quietly snuggled close to Matteo's neck as he carried me. He was being careful with his steps before putting me down on the bed after we had reached our bedroom. I was hesitant on letting go of him but he wasn't going anywhere and he assured me. My eyes continued to look at him, afraid if he was going to disappear when I looked away.

Our bedroom was dark but he switched on the lamp from the bedside table before he sat beside me, grabbing onto my hand.

"I can't breathe," I whimpered as I tried to control my breaths.

Matteo shook his head, leaning into me.

"It's okay, I'm right here with you. I'm not going anywhere," he replied.

The tears couldn't stop flowing down my cheeks, even though I knew he was close to me. My head kept replaying the same scenario from today and how terrified I was if he tried to do anything to me, if he carried a knive or a gun

That man wasn't scared of anything. He was capable of hurting me regardless of where we were, not giving a single damn about other civilians. I could see it clearly in his eyes when he stared down at me, they were provoking and if he was trying to scare me, he succeeded.

I grabbed onto Matteo's arm before I leaned forward, resting my head on his shoulder.

We stayed still in the same position for the next few minutes as an attempt to calm myself down. He never did stop rubbing onto my back and kissed my head because he knew, I needed him to be here with me. That was the most important thing.

I was lucky to have married someone as considerate as him.

I leaned back, looking into his eyes.

"Do you think it was my fault?" I asked.

"It wasn't your fault, Alena. Why would you say that?"

"Because I didn't scream. I didn't do anything."

"You were in shock. I don't blame you,"

We wouldn't have to think about it anymore," I replied as I wiped away the

kiss he gave me, I felt more at ease and when I looked into

now is to make sure that you're safe. I can't lose you again. I won't let you go through the things you did. It doesn't matter if it would take months or

forward if we know he's still out there? I feel like I'm being haunted wherever I go. I feel like he's going to appear right in front of

figure it out," he

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"Matteo,"

answer to your questions.

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as I wanted him to come up with a different answer or provide a solution, he also needed a place to lean on. He had a lot of things to think about. One of the reasons why he had came home late every night because he was trying to solve this issue-he was busy at the office during the day and he went to gather with his men at

I muttered

be." He replied, reaching out

face.

you. Ever since we got married, all I've ever done was make you

like that." He went in to kiss the side of my cheek, "You're my wife. You're the woman in my heart. You're the woman I love so much and I'd do anything for you, Alena. I'd do it a million times again even if I had to. I will never, ever blame you for what had

seconds and I continued to

closed the distance between us by leaning in to kiss his lips in which he kissed me back without hesitation. The kiss started off slow and steady until I decided to sit on his lap, making him hold me around my waist. I cupped

heart was beating fast from

from downstairs weren't able to hear us-during passionate moments like this, I loved to enjoy myself and sometimes I forgot if I was being too loud. Hopefully, nobody came to interrupt us because

ran his hands through my body. I was needy as well,

I was in my underwear, showing him more skin. It was quite unfair to be half naked when he was hovering on top of

his ear when he leaned in to kiss my neck as he grabbed onto

kiss when he had thrown my bra and my panties out of the way, leaving me fully naked underneath him. My

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was soaking wet and ready for him, he didn't

already wet, like always."

ready

at him as he took off his shirt and began to unbutton his pants. The erected bulge didn't

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Chapter 89