Accepting My Twin Mates by Unwise Owl

Accepting My Twin Mates Chapter 19

Chapter 19 – Knock?

Astennu

I let out a tired yawn while lying on my back in my bed. I knew the party my mother had planned was going to be a difficult affair, but I hadn’t prepared for it to be as eventful. All this time, Finley had been blessed with his mate and he had thrown it all away so easily. I was sceptical of his future as our Beta before, but now it was sealed. How could I have a wolf stand with us and lead the pack as a role model when he had done something so heinous? Beta Kate wouldn’t be happy about any of it; both her son losing his position and him acting so shamefully. My dad would be none too happy either. This was not the reputation he wanted our allies to associate with Two Moons. Though I admired my father as an Alpha, he preoccupied himself with ‘reputation’ too much at times; something I wish I had stood up to a long time ago…

Having to gaze at Evie all night from afar, had been the worst torture of the evening. All I wanted was to have her at my side and introduce her as my mate to the world, no matter what my parents may have said on the matter.

Goddess, the vision of her in that dress…

All night I had felt increasingly uncomfortable and my clothes too tight.

‘Not as tight as her dress. Those cherries of hers looked magnificent,’ Aasim sighed, sprawled out in my mind as his thoughts drifted to our ammar (moon).

‘Don’t get carried away. I doubt we’ll be sampling her fruit for a long time.’

‘Please don’t f**k this up. I can’t stress how much I don’t want to die a virgin,’ he whimpered.

I wished I could comfort him and say I had the situation under control, but the truth was, there was none. No one made me this unsure of myself. I always thought I could plan anything, but Evie? I was completely thrown from behind the wheel with her. I prided myself on my own personal control and she destroyed any control of myself I thought I had. And my brother’s turmoil wasn’t helping. All evening his anxiety had been simmering to the point I wasn’t sure what was mine and what was his.

‘Aste, you up?’ My brother’s voice filled my mind.

‘You know I am.’ We could sense when each was awake or passed out, among other things. There were both enormous gains and drawbacks to our twin bond.

I dragged myself out of bed and grabbed a pair of shorts to throw on, just as my door opened. Like most grown werewolves, I preferred to sleep naked. Our body temperature ran at 41°C, so sleeping in layers at night could be a little much.

head by the footboard. I stepped into my shorts and climbed on top of my sheets at the head of the bed, next to him. While we had separate rooms and beds, it was common for identical multiples to sometimes sleep in the same room or bed, even into adulthood. It was a form of comfort, like in our wild wolf relatives, especially when we and our wolf spirits were tense. The upsides to our twin bond were we

I feel like you’re about to vibrate off the bed with panic,” I raised myself up

he muttered. “She almost took

filled me with unnatural rage in wanting to hunt

didn’t,” I eventually replied, after trying to ignore

someone else… because of me… because of my stupid mouth,” he continued, completely ignoring me. “If she rejects us because of me, I don’t know what I’ll do… I can’t live with that sort

stop,” I cut off his dramatic self-pity. “She isn’t going to reject us. Don’t ask me how I know, I just do. She wants honesty and

Badru

made me this terrified to be around or nervous and Evie had my world crumbling. I was never scared of anyone or anything. I usually jumped in without thinking sometimes, but I guess that’s

punch the asshat and our mate looked proud

and would most likely be immortalised on paper as soon as possible, along with other things. Not a single part of her figure had been

all I want to do with that ass,’ my wolf

we can work on making that ass a reality

wiping us both out. Having his twin, Aasim, so close always soothed him and me. Astennu and I had never really fought, except for typical sibling squabbles. There was only ever one instance where he had been truly angry with me, so much so that he physically lashed

I wanted to say to her tomorrow and I could only hope she believed me in how much I regretted my words. My nour el-ain

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morning, Astennu arranged a meeting with our parents and Beta Kate for later in the afternoon, wanting to leave as much time as possible for Evie. He simply stated we had something to discuss based on last night. If we told them the truth,

again. She would be here any moment, and we had

on the door, sending my wolf

‘She’s here!’ He howled.

don’t need to knock, ammar. You can come in whenever you want,’ Astennu mind-linked. But as

the figure that walked through the door had both my brother