Accepting My Twin Mates by Unwise Owl

Accepting My Twin Mates Chapter 49

Chapter 49 – Am I Understood?

Evie

‘I don’t feel very contained,’ Evva chirped in a flat sing-song voice.

I reached down to centre myself further, no longer relaxed and now straining in my meditation. I pressed my lips together in a tight line, attempting to concentrate on the pocket in my mind where my wolf resided, to quieten her presence.

After eating, my mates had asked if I wanted to join them in some meditation. They said they usually tried to get in a couple of sessions a week, just before they were due to lead training. It aided in helping them suppress their auras, giving them greater control over themselves as Alphas. While it may have sounded counterproductive to hide their Alpha auras – an innate power passed down through bloodlines meant to announce their presence and authority – it could give them a tactical advantage in surveillance or aid in blending into their environment better.

I had no aura to suppress. But if I could gain a greater control over Evva in my mind, I could perhaps reach her easier when her presence was clouded.

Neither Luna Qamar of Alpha Isaac had returned after my mates and I had quietly eaten breakfast. They had mind-linked their parents, to make sure their mother was ok, and she was. She just needed a moment from wherever her memories had thrown her to.

Before I had sat to meditate, Lucy had mind-linked me that she and Catalina would be back later in the afternoon or evening. They were taking it slow on their return and waiting for the low cloud to clear up before setting off. My friend was doing much better and virtually back to her old self. Her heat hadn’t been anywhere near as bad as we had feared it would be. Her bond with Finley was truly broken.

I was already planning to have her room straightened out before she arrived; her bedding would be changed, her laundry done and there wouldn’t be much to clean up, being the neat freak that she was.

And maybe while I waited for her return, I could give this meditation thing another go, because Evva wasn’t the least bit affected by my efforts so far.

No matter how hard I laboured.

All my wolf did was snicker louder. ‘Are you meditating or pooping?’

“Do you have any wolfsbane?” I flopped backwards onto Badru’s bedroom floor. “I will deal with the burning. It’ll be less painful than dealing with my wolf.”

Astennu chuckled. “Personally, I can’t wait to meet her properly,” he disrupted his own trance to lean down and kiss my forehead. “She sounds as beautiful and peppery as you.”

My mouth worked, wanting a cute but smart-mouth response. Only, I came up short.

‘I think he likes you blubbing like a fish,’ Evva huffled to herself, even though I had just felt her swooning like a schoolgirl.

“I’m hoping she’ll like to tussle around a little too,” Badru stroked my sides, attempting to pinch at my ribs.

‘Oh, we are pinning his ass,’ my inner wolf growled in anticipation.

But what shocked me, was that it was louder and more guttural than I had heard before.

Badru’s hands stopped with immediate effect. “Did I just piss Evva off?”

“No. And I’m not ticklish by the way,” I wiggled my fingers in front of his face. His elbows shot into his sides to protect himself from any further attack. “She was just very eager for your idea of tussling.”

A dirty smirk slinked across his lips and he leaned forward, inching closer for a kiss. I knew where his mind was heading and it was the deepest recesses of the gutter.

“When she says ‘tussle’, I think she actually wants to fight,” I slapped my hand over his mouth to push him away. “And she doesn’t mean a play fight either.”

His eyes were coal black swirled with sparkles of sapphire tones in an instant. His wolf, like him, wasn’t indignant at the challenge, he was excited by it.

note, before he makes us late again,” Astennu playfully gripped

off. “When did I ever make us

on poking, challenging the other

between their sibling showdown that

it. This would

wingus and dingus for

away without a little token, regardless of the few other pack members wandering here and there about their business. Astennu’s kiss, like him, was tender, unhurried and as sweet as his natural syrupy scent. And Badru? He quite literally swept me off my feet, picking me clear off the

those kisses hours later in Lucy’s room. Everything was ready for her when she and Catalina arrived back, which could be any minute. Her laundry was done and put away, her bed was freshly made with clean sheets and I had set up her heated fleecy blanket. I finished up by spraying a couple of spritz of her perfume; a subtle

thought Badru would be out here with a marching band to celebrate

for dry cleaning,’ I hustled out of the room, feeling my skin excessively prickling with excitement. ‘Simple old me will

the trunk door closed with her bag in hand. I was never one for girly reunions, where friends would squeal and jump

Let up,’ she tapped my

know how your twins feel.

definitely back to

you chichis (boobs) too?’ Catalina mind-linked from the car. She was on her last

her too long, but the open air would help. I was in no hurry to find out if I was able to go into

to embrace her as fast as possible. ‘Thank you for looking

better than anything else I had planned at home,’ she sighed, closing the door to keep

about how dull her home could be, how lonely she felt. Her Alpha title isolated her. Others saw

Evva, once

welcome you back anytime,’ I grinned, already hearing Badru’s

she wrapped against the steering wheel. ‘But I will come visit soon. I’m an Alpha princess with a lot of time on

isn’t this girl’s soulmate,’

wasn’t exactly the most conventional way to

walked back inside, wanting to hear about

uneventful. I slept through most of it and when I was awake, I was out of it. Cata kept starfishing

end up almost kissing Cata?” I repeated, making myself a little more clearer about what exact details

tripped on some bedding overhanging on

book,” I

got the joy of all this to come. The sweats, the loopiness… and periods afterwards… I’m not looking forward to that one,” she

she-wolves, getting our wolf and shifting brought more than just heat cycles and kicking our reproductive system into gear with the huge jolt of adrenaline that accompanied the shift. If a she-wolf didn’t conceive during her heat, she would

did I miss here? How did the date

ever donked?’ Evva threw in

I punched in the code

deed!” Her eyes darted to my obvious hickey and their clothes I still wore. “Was it, like, at the same

I cried out, dropping her bag on the

she stretched the word. “I don’t know what goes where with the whole

for that,” I

bed and snuggling into

just some little

blanket, sighing. “I can get us some dinner, since you’ve done all the

far be it from me to disturb her snuggle time. “You unpack

and she would use the ceiling as a canvas screen for