Accepting My Twin Mates by Unwise Owl

Accepting My Twin Mates Chapter 49

Chapter 49 – Am I Understood?

Evie

‘I don’t feel very contained,’ Evva chirped in a flat sing-song voice.

I reached down to centre myself further, no longer relaxed and now straining in my meditation. I pressed my lips together in a tight line, attempting to concentrate on the pocket in my mind where my wolf resided, to quieten her presence.

After eating, my mates had asked if I wanted to join them in some meditation. They said they usually tried to get in a couple of sessions a week, just before they were due to lead training. It aided in helping them suppress their auras, giving them greater control over themselves as Alphas. While it may have sounded counterproductive to hide their Alpha auras – an innate power passed down through bloodlines meant to announce their presence and authority – it could give them a tactical advantage in surveillance or aid in blending into their environment better.

I had no aura to suppress. But if I could gain a greater control over Evva in my mind, I could perhaps reach her easier when her presence was clouded.

Neither Luna Qamar of Alpha Isaac had returned after my mates and I had quietly eaten breakfast. They had mind-linked their parents, to make sure their mother was ok, and she was. She just needed a moment from wherever her memories had thrown her to.

Before I had sat to meditate, Lucy had mind-linked me that she and Catalina would be back later in the afternoon or evening. They were taking it slow on their return and waiting for the low cloud to clear up before setting off. My friend was doing much better and virtually back to her old self. Her heat hadn’t been anywhere near as bad as we had feared it would be. Her bond with Finley was truly broken.

I was already planning to have her room straightened out before she arrived; her bedding would be changed, her laundry done and there wouldn’t be much to clean up, being the neat freak that she was.

And maybe while I waited for her return, I could give this meditation thing another go, because Evva wasn’t the least bit affected by my efforts so far.

No matter how hard I laboured.

All my wolf did was snicker louder. ‘Are you meditating or pooping?’

“Do you have any wolfsbane?” I flopped backwards onto Badru’s bedroom floor. “I will deal with the burning. It’ll be less painful than dealing with my wolf.”

Astennu chuckled. “Personally, I can’t wait to meet her properly,” he disrupted his own trance to lean down and kiss my forehead. “She sounds as beautiful and peppery as you.”

My mouth worked, wanting a cute but smart-mouth response. Only, I came up short.

‘I think he likes you blubbing like a fish,’ Evva huffled to herself, even though I had just felt her swooning like a schoolgirl.

“I’m hoping she’ll like to tussle around a little too,” Badru stroked my sides, attempting to pinch at my ribs.

‘Oh, we are pinning his ass,’ my inner wolf growled in anticipation.

But what shocked me, was that it was louder and more guttural than I had heard before.

Badru’s hands stopped with immediate effect. “Did I just piss Evva off?”

“No. And I’m not ticklish by the way,” I wiggled my fingers in front of his face. His elbows shot into his sides to protect himself from any further attack. “She was just very eager for your idea of tussling.”

A dirty smirk slinked across his lips and he leaned forward, inching closer for a kiss. I knew where his mind was heading and it was the deepest recesses of the gutter.

“When she says ‘tussle’, I think she actually wants to fight,” I slapped my hand over his mouth to push him away. “And she doesn’t mean a play fight either.”

His eyes were coal black swirled with sparkles of sapphire tones in an instant. His wolf, like him, wasn’t indignant at the challenge, he was excited by it.

Astennu playfully gripped his twin around his neck. “We

off. “When did I

instigator kept on poking, challenging the other with a

in between their sibling

This would

and dingus for eternity,’ my

had performed his spectacular and never-to-be-repeated tablecloth trick, we parted ways. Neither could merely walk away without a little token, regardless of the few other pack members wandering here and there about their business. Astennu’s kiss, like him, was tender, unhurried and as sweet as his natural syrupy

put away, her bed was freshly made with clean sheets and I had set up her heated fleecy blanket. I finished up by spraying a couple of spritz of her perfume; a subtle blend made for

greet us?’ Catalina’s voice resonated abruptly. ‘And here I thought Badru would be out here with a marching band to celebrate

sorry, the red carpet is out for dry cleaning,’ I hustled out of the room, feeling my skin excessively prickling

was never one for girly reunions, where friends would squeal and jump up and down. However, I found

tapped my elbow. ‘Your t**s are

know how your twins feel. But I suppose

was definitely back to

hug from you chichis (boobs) too?’ Catalina mind-linked from the car. She was on her

be around her too long, but the open air would help. I was in no hurry to find out if I

the car, I inhaled quickly and opened the door to embrace her as fast as possible. ‘Thank you

planned at home,’

how lonely she felt. Her Alpha title isolated her. Others saw her status or made preconceptions

from us,’ Evva, once

guys would welcome you back anytime,’ I grinned, already

will come visit soon. I’m an Alpha princess with a lot of time

Heru isn’t this girl’s soulmate,’ Evva

away, waving as it and Catalina disappeared into the tree-lined road. It wasn’t exactly the most conventional way to make friends, but

we walked back inside, wanting to hear about

uneventful. I slept through most of it and when I was awake, I was out of it. Cata kept starfishing in the

kissing Cata?” I repeated, making myself a little more clearer about what

She squeaked. “I tripped on some bedding overhanging on the

oldest trick in the book,” I bumped her

whatever. You’ve got the joy of all this to come. The sweats, the loopiness… and

kicking our reproductive system into gear with the huge jolt of adrenaline that accompanied the shift. If a she-wolf didn’t conceive during her heat, she would go through a menstrual cycle a few weeks after,

I miss here? How did the date go

of donks that ever donked?’ Evva threw in her understanding of events. That was one way

in the code for

darted to my obvious hickey and their clothes I still wore. “Was it, like,

cried out, dropping

the word. “I don’t know what goes where with the whole multiple male thing. I can only assume one goes frontsies

myself up for

into her bed and snuggling into the heated blanket. “This smells like home.

just some little things and

into her warmed-up blanket, sighing. “I can get

to disturb her snuggle time. “You unpack or shower, or continue to squirrel, and we’ll watch

projector and she would use the ceiling as