Accepting My Twin Mates by Unwise Owl

Chapter 64

Accepting My Twin Mates Chapter 64

Bonus Chapter 2 – Awkward Firsts?

Lucy

Of all the nightmares that could repeat themselves. Why this one?

I didn’t ask for much in this life. Was it reaching of me to ask for a mate who wanted me?

“I do not think I could ever accept another…”

His words in his utterly addictive voice repeated and rang louder with each repetition.

And somehow, this felt worse. He wasn’t unwilling to accept a second chance mate out of pride or out of being an asshole. He was unwilling because of devotion. How could I fault him for something so pure?

‘How do you know he truly meant it?’ Lobelia, weirdly, acted optimistic. ‘You didn’t give him a chance to feel a mate bond again.’

Was my wolf deluded? Was this her way of coping? To create a self-made fantasy?

The thin trees I ran through soon gave way to a craggy clearing. I collapsed against a rock, unable to keep myself from shattering apart. I had tried to be strong. I tried to put on a mask that all was well and laugh at jokes. I tried to go about my day, pretending I wasn’t slowly dying inside. There was nothing in me left to ‘try’ anymore.

When Evie found me, I couldn’t keep it in any longer, my dam finally bursting.

He was her father! My second chance mate was my best friend’s father, a man who would be more than twice my age!

“…What was the moon goddess thinking?!” I screamed to the sky.

The jolt from Evie’s movements interrupted my cursing out the blameless clouds above.

A large hand, gently holding out a long swath of fabric. “Maybe she thinks two broken souls need each other most.”

My wrap that I had dropped… he brought it back to me?

My hands had remained tightly clutched to my chest, biting into my light sweater. My fingers ached when I began to unfurl them, hesitant to reach out to him. Gripping the fabric, our fingertips brushed and the sensation of the mate bond thrummed through my body.

‘He feels like home,’ both Lobelia and I said in unison.

I heard an echo bounce around and I felt my face heat that I had gasped so loudly.

‘As much as I love our Evie.. can you tell her to go?’ My wolf cut in. ‘She’s standing around like an awkward lemon not sure what to do with herself. Give her an out.’

Oh, that was a point.

‘It’s ok… I’ll try and talk,’ I nodded to her, trying to smile through the last of my tears.

She bobbed her head and quickly retreated faster than I had ever seen her move before, leaving me alone… with her father. Was I entirely sure this was any better?

Heavens above, he was even more handsome close-up. With him knelt in front of me, I could take in his every feature. The scar on the left of his jaw didn’t detract from his looks at all. It added to his rugged appeal that I was increasingly attracted to. And his scent? I wanted to bottle and consume it for the rest of my life. It was perfect… just like him.

is the one we’ve waited for, I just know it. Tell me

did feel it. I couldn’t quite put my finger on it, but it didn’t make it any less real. A sense of

is Konstantin,” his two hands cupped around mine, sending bursts of lively tingles

“I-I know… I’m Lucy.”

know,” his beard twitched, he was smiling at me? My heart beat into

like you crying,” the rough pads of his thumbs swept

my red puffy

sorry you heard such,” his large hand encased my jaw. How could a touch from such a huge man be so gentle

expecting the worst. Our first mates had left such scars behind. His was what his mate had given, mine was because of what

you care that

to know the answer, to know for certain this wasn’t

I am rogue?” Konstantin answered my question with his own, his thumb tracing the curve of my cheek. “He was fool to throw away precious gift. I am

to tear up one more. I gripped his hand, taking a moment to appreciate his every mature and masculine detail. As our silence stretched, his

Lobelia gave me a mental nudge with her nose.

for a little? Get to know each other

my grasp to bundle it around my shoulders. Taking my hands, he stood, pulling me up with him and, for

crushes us?’ My eyes

a bad thing, why?’ Lobelia pawed, flashing me the lewdest images she

barely look a naked male in the eye. I certainly wasn’t ready for anything Lobelia was showing me, my heart was still healing.

where it’s needed.

tugged on his hand, leading him towards one of the mountain trails that would circle back towards

ever had a relationship before and

your voice,” Konstantin threaded his fingers with mine and engulfed my small palm with his, making it clear he didn’t want our

I-I’m not very interesting,” I clutched my wrap around my shoulders with my free hand, unaccustomed

I do not believe. Tell me. I want

so much and

was to having the money for it. Even on my days off, I loved sneaking into the kitchens just to bake and design new recipes or perfect ones I knew. I wasn’t sure he quite understood the deal with culinary school and the art of presentation with food. To him, food was simply a necessity meant to be consumed out of survival; and if it tasted nice, that was simply a bonus. Given how he had lived

little. Her mother sounded like she was a wonderful woman,” Konstantin slowly bobbed his head, a sadness passing over him. “I hope you know you can talk about

past, but having already divulged so many painful parts with Evie, it was difficult for him to rehash everything again so

to the pack house, our walk came to a natural end. He

his room, his eyes sweeping over me from top to bottom. Coupled with his scent in this enclosed environment, my mind and wolf were in a scramble. Maybe coming to his room, alone, was a mistake. We agreed we both needed time, to take things

fumbled and

my red face, which at this point had become my default response

called behind me and I obeyed in

his strides, he had slid his outdoor coat off, letting it fall to the ground and the wall of his chest stood before me. His long-sleeved shirt clung to his torso like another skin and my mind became a puddle

mate. As token,” he gripped his

the most sculpted I had ever witnessed; hard and rugged muscles, littered with small scars, dark

mouth hanging open and unresponsive. His eyes swirled black, picking up my heated scent, yet he never said a word as he gently prised my hands from my chest and placed his item of clothing against my palm,

I?” His finger slipped under the edge of my wrap,

breath, sucking in a sharp inhale. I nodded, swallowing a cough that burned my chest to be released, and

squeaked and

and knew he couldn’t hear, I coughed up my lungs, taking deep breaths between expelling the

impressed you held that in, silly

to my room and leaning against the closed door at my back. ‘He probably thinks

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