Accepting My Twin Mates Chapter 64

Bonus Chapter 2 – Awkward Firsts?

Lucy

Of all the nightmares that could repeat themselves. Why this one?

I didn’t ask for much in this life. Was it reaching of me to ask for a mate who wanted me?

“I do not think I could ever accept another…”

His words in his utterly addictive voice repeated and rang louder with each repetition.

And somehow, this felt worse. He wasn’t unwilling to accept a second chance mate out of pride or out of being an asshole. He was unwilling because of devotion. How could I fault him for something so pure?

‘How do you know he truly meant it?’ Lobelia, weirdly, acted optimistic. ‘You didn’t give him a chance to feel a mate bond again.’

Was my wolf deluded? Was this her way of coping? To create a self-made fantasy?

The thin trees I ran through soon gave way to a craggy clearing. I collapsed against a rock, unable to keep myself from shattering apart. I had tried to be strong. I tried to put on a mask that all was well and laugh at jokes. I tried to go about my day, pretending I wasn’t slowly dying inside. There was nothing in me left to ‘try’ anymore.

When Evie found me, I couldn’t keep it in any longer, my dam finally bursting.

He was her father! My second chance mate was my best friend’s father, a man who would be more than twice my age!

“…What was the moon goddess thinking?!” I screamed to the sky.

The jolt from Evie’s movements interrupted my cursing out the blameless clouds above.

A large hand, gently holding out a long swath of fabric. “Maybe she thinks two broken souls need each other most.”

My wrap that I had dropped… he brought it back to me?

My hands had remained tightly clutched to my chest, biting into my light sweater. My fingers ached when I began to unfurl them, hesitant to reach out to him. Gripping the fabric, our fingertips brushed and the sensation of the mate bond thrummed through my body.

‘He feels like home,’ both Lobelia and I said in unison.

I heard an echo bounce around and I felt my face heat that I had gasped so loudly.

‘As much as I love our Evie.. can you tell her to go?’ My wolf cut in. ‘She’s standing around like an awkward lemon not sure what to do with herself. Give her an out.’

Oh, that was a point.

‘It’s ok… I’ll try and talk,’ I nodded to her, trying to smile through the last of my tears.

She bobbed her head and quickly retreated faster than I had ever seen her move before, leaving me alone… with her father. Was I entirely sure this was any better?

Heavens above, he was even more handsome close-up. With him knelt in front of me, I could take in his every feature. The scar on the left of his jaw didn’t detract from his looks at all. It added to his rugged appeal that I was increasingly attracted to. And his scent? I wanted to bottle and consume it for the rest of my life. It was perfect… just like him.

the one we’ve waited for, I just know it. Tell me you feel it too?’ My wolf

it, but it didn’t make it any less real. A

name, it is Konstantin,” his two hands cupped around mine, sending bursts of

“I-I know… I’m Lucy.”

twitched, he was smiling at me? My heart

rough pads of his thumbs swept so softly under my eyes. “You

wanting him to feel obligated to accept me and to hide my red puffy face.

you heard such,” his large hand encased my jaw. How could a touch from

had already run from him, expecting the worst. Our first mates had left such scars behind. His was what his mate had given, mine was because of what Finley had

that I’m

to know for certain this

care I am rogue?” Konstantin answered my question with his own, his thumb tracing the curve of my cheek. “He was fool to

into a smile and my damned eyes threatened to tear up one more. I gripped his hand, taking a moment to appreciate his every mature and masculine detail. As

nudge with her nose. ‘Invite him for a walk, hold his hand,

for a little? Get to know each

Taking my hands, he stood,

us?’

thing, why?’ Lobelia pawed, flashing me the lewdest images she had ever conjured. ‘Personally, I wouldn’t mind a little crushing from a lycan

look a naked male in the eye. I certainly wasn’t ready for anything Lobelia was showing me, my heart was still healing. And if what I couldn’t see was as big as what I could see, how things would

focus where it’s needed. You’re kinda staring at him

his hand, leading him towards one of the mountain trails that would circle back towards

clingy. I hadn’t ever had a relationship before and didn’t really know

Konstantin threaded his fingers with mine and engulfed my small palm with his, making it

around my

do not believe. Tell me. I

feeling both nervous to talk about myself so much

out of survival; and if it tasted nice, that was simply a bonus. Given how he had lived for the better part of two decades, it was understandable. But it was a stance I needed to educate him on, to

Konstantin slowly bobbed his head, a sadness passing over him. “I hope you know you can talk about her with me, whenever

Evie, it was difficult for him to rehash everything again so soon. It wasn’t as

back to the pack house, our walk came to a natural end. He was

a mistake. We agreed we both needed time, to take things

I’ll see you later,” I completely fumbled and wanted to

at this point had become my default response to everything about this

he called behind me and I obeyed in an

two of his strides, he had slid his outdoor coat off, letting it fall to the ground and the wall of his chest stood before me. His long-sleeved shirt clung

mate. As token,” he gripped his shirt

plains of his body were the most sculpted I had ever witnessed; hard and rugged muscles, littered with small scars, dark blond chest hair covering his pecs, bands of tattoos down

my heated scent, yet he never said a word as he gently prised

I?” His finger slipped under the edge of my wrap,

a cough

squeaked and

was clear and knew he couldn’t hear, I coughed up

silly goose,’ my wolf shuddered in her

complete fool of myself!’ I whined, hurrying to my room and leaning against the closed door at my back.

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