Accepting My Twin Mates Chapter 64
Bonus Chapter 2 – Awkward Firsts?
Lucy
Of all the nightmares that could repeat themselves. Why this one?
I didn’t ask for much in this life. Was it reaching of me to ask for a mate who wanted me?
“I do not think I could ever accept another…”
His words in his utterly addictive voice repeated and rang louder with each repetition.
And somehow, this felt worse. He wasn’t unwilling to accept a second chance mate out of pride or out of being an asshole. He was unwilling because of devotion. How could I fault him for something so pure?
‘How do you know he truly meant it?’ Lobelia, weirdly, acted optimistic. ‘You didn’t give him a chance to feel a mate bond again.’
Was my wolf deluded? Was this her way of coping? To create a self-made fantasy?
The thin trees I ran through soon gave way to a craggy clearing. I collapsed against a rock, unable to keep myself from shattering apart. I had tried to be strong. I tried to put on a mask that all was well and laugh at jokes. I tried to go about my day, pretending I wasn’t slowly dying inside. There was nothing in me left to ‘try’ anymore.
When Evie found me, I couldn’t keep it in any longer, my dam finally bursting.
He was her father! My second chance mate was my best friend’s father, a man who would be more than twice my age!
“…What was the moon goddess thinking?!” I screamed to the sky.
The jolt from Evie’s movements interrupted my cursing out the blameless clouds above.
A large hand, gently holding out a long swath of fabric. “Maybe she thinks two broken souls need each other most.”
My wrap that I had dropped… he brought it back to me?
My hands had remained tightly clutched to my chest, biting into my light sweater. My fingers ached when I began to unfurl them, hesitant to reach out to him. Gripping the fabric, our fingertips brushed and the sensation of the mate bond thrummed through my body.
‘He feels like home,’ both Lobelia and I said in unison.
I heard an echo bounce around and I felt my face heat that I had gasped so loudly.
‘As much as I love our Evie.. can you tell her to go?’ My wolf cut in. ‘She’s standing around like an awkward lemon not sure what to do with herself. Give her an out.’
Oh, that was a point.
‘It’s ok… I’ll try and talk,’ I nodded to her, trying to smile through the last of my tears.
She bobbed her head and quickly retreated faster than I had ever seen her move before, leaving me alone… with her father. Was I entirely sure this was any better?
Heavens above, he was even more handsome close-up. With him knelt in front of me, I could take in his every feature. The scar on the left of his jaw didn’t detract from his looks at all. It added to his rugged appeal that I was increasingly attracted to. And his scent? I wanted to bottle and consume it for the rest of my life. It was perfect… just like him.
the one we’ve waited for, I just know it. Tell me you feel it too?’ My wolf was practically
feel it. I couldn’t quite put my finger on it, but it didn’t make
cupped around mine, sending bursts of
“I-I know… I’m Lucy.”
beard twitched, he was smiling
do not like you crying,” the rough pads of his thumbs swept so softly under
obligated to accept me and to hide my red puffy face. I had cried so
encased my jaw. How could a touch from such a huge man be so
Our first mates had left such scars behind. His was what his mate had given, mine was because of
care that
to know the answer, to know for certain this wasn’t history
answered my question with his own, his thumb tracing the curve of my cheek. “He was fool
into a smile and my damned eyes threatened to tear up one more. I gripped his hand, taking
goose,’ Lobelia gave me a mental nudge with her
walk for a little? Get
it around my shoulders. Taking my hands, he stood, pulling me up with him and, for the first time, I saw exactly
he crushes us?’ My eyes
images she had ever
I certainly wasn’t ready for anything Lobelia was showing me, my heart was still healing. And if what I couldn’t see
focus where it’s
on his hand, leading him towards one
had intended to drop his hand, worried that I would come off too clingy. I hadn’t ever had a relationship before and didn’t really know how I was
want to hear your voice,” Konstantin threaded his fingers with mine and engulfed my small palm with his, making it
clutched my wrap around my shoulders with my free hand, unaccustomed to anyone
Tell
about myself so much and comforted by the sparks of our bond, tingling their way directly to my
design new recipes or perfect ones I knew. I wasn’t sure he quite understood the deal with culinary school and the art of presentation with food. To him, food was simply a necessity meant to be consumed out of survival; and if it tasted nice, that was simply a bonus. Given how he had lived for the better part of two decades, it was understandable. But it was a stance I needed to educate him on, to show him food could be fun. I didn’t speak much about Finley, he seemed to
little. Her mother sounded like she was a wonderful woman,” Konstantin slowly bobbed his head, a sadness passing over him. “I hope you
Evie, it was difficult for him to rehash everything again so soon.
to the pack house, our walk came to a natural end. He was still unsure of
wolf were in a scramble. Maybe coming to his room, alone, was a mistake. We agreed we both needed time, to take things slow, and the idea of leaving his scent behind was triggering withdrawals already. Was this what the Alpha heirs faced on a daily
I’ll see you later,” I completely fumbled and wanted to hide my head under a
hide my red face, which at this
behind me and
ground and the wall of his chest stood before me. His long-sleeved shirt clung to his torso like another
lycans to give scent to mate. As token,” he gripped his shirt hem and, in one smooth move,
thighs together in an instant and willed my heart to beat somewhat steadily. The plains of his body were the most sculpted I had ever
never said a word as he gently prised my hands from my chest and placed his item of clothing against my palm,
under the edge
own breath, sucking in a sharp inhale. I nodded, swallowing a cough that burned my chest to be released, and let him slip
squeaked and
couldn’t hear, I coughed up my lungs, taking deep breaths between expelling the irritation in
held that in, silly goose,’ my
to my room and leaning against the closed door at my
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