Accepting My Twin Mates by Unwise Owl

Chapter 64

Accepting My Twin Mates Chapter 64

Bonus Chapter 2 – Awkward Firsts?

Lucy

Of all the nightmares that could repeat themselves. Why this one?

I didn’t ask for much in this life. Was it reaching of me to ask for a mate who wanted me?

“I do not think I could ever accept another…”

His words in his utterly addictive voice repeated and rang louder with each repetition.

And somehow, this felt worse. He wasn’t unwilling to accept a second chance mate out of pride or out of being an asshole. He was unwilling because of devotion. How could I fault him for something so pure?

‘How do you know he truly meant it?’ Lobelia, weirdly, acted optimistic. ‘You didn’t give him a chance to feel a mate bond again.’

Was my wolf deluded? Was this her way of coping? To create a self-made fantasy?

The thin trees I ran through soon gave way to a craggy clearing. I collapsed against a rock, unable to keep myself from shattering apart. I had tried to be strong. I tried to put on a mask that all was well and laugh at jokes. I tried to go about my day, pretending I wasn’t slowly dying inside. There was nothing in me left to ‘try’ anymore.

When Evie found me, I couldn’t keep it in any longer, my dam finally bursting.

He was her father! My second chance mate was my best friend’s father, a man who would be more than twice my age!

“…What was the moon goddess thinking?!” I screamed to the sky.

The jolt from Evie’s movements interrupted my cursing out the blameless clouds above.

A large hand, gently holding out a long swath of fabric. “Maybe she thinks two broken souls need each other most.”

My wrap that I had dropped… he brought it back to me?

My hands had remained tightly clutched to my chest, biting into my light sweater. My fingers ached when I began to unfurl them, hesitant to reach out to him. Gripping the fabric, our fingertips brushed and the sensation of the mate bond thrummed through my body.

‘He feels like home,’ both Lobelia and I said in unison.

I heard an echo bounce around and I felt my face heat that I had gasped so loudly.

‘As much as I love our Evie.. can you tell her to go?’ My wolf cut in. ‘She’s standing around like an awkward lemon not sure what to do with herself. Give her an out.’

Oh, that was a point.

‘It’s ok… I’ll try and talk,’ I nodded to her, trying to smile through the last of my tears.

She bobbed her head and quickly retreated faster than I had ever seen her move before, leaving me alone… with her father. Was I entirely sure this was any better?

Heavens above, he was even more handsome close-up. With him knelt in front of me, I could take in his every feature. The scar on the left of his jaw didn’t detract from his looks at all. It added to his rugged appeal that I was increasingly attracted to. And his scent? I wanted to bottle and consume it for the rest of my life. It was perfect… just like him.

is the one we’ve waited for, I just know it. Tell me you feel it too?’ My

it. I couldn’t quite put my finger on it, but it didn’t make

it is Konstantin,” his two hands cupped around

“I-I know… I’m Lucy.”

know,” his beard twitched, he was smiling at me?

his thumbs

obligated to accept me and to hide my red puffy face. I had cried so hard, I must have looked

his large hand encased my jaw. How could a touch from such a huge man be so gentle and featherlight? “It is

deeply; I had already run from him, expecting the worst. Our first mates had left

you care that I’m just

to know the answer, to know for

Konstantin answered my question with his own, his thumb tracing the curve

one more. I gripped his hand, taking a moment to appreciate his every mature and masculine detail.

Lobelia gave me a mental nudge with her nose. ‘Invite him for a walk, hold his

a little? Get to know each

beard and, wordlessly, he plucked my wrap from my grasp to bundle it around my shoulders. Taking my hands, he stood, pulling me up with him and, for

crushes us?’ My eyes widened,

images she had ever conjured. ‘Personally, I wouldn’t mind a

my wolf’s graphic thoughts. I could barely look a naked male in the eye. I certainly wasn’t ready for anything Lobelia was showing me,

where it’s needed. You’re

towards one

I hadn’t ever had a relationship before and didn’t really know how I was meant

to hear your voice,” Konstantin threaded his fingers with mine and engulfed my small palm

wrap around my shoulders with my free hand, unaccustomed to anyone

do not believe. Tell me.

both nervous to talk about myself so much and comforted by the sparks of our bond, tingling

knew. I wasn’t sure he quite understood the deal with culinary school and the art of presentation with food. To him, food was simply a necessity meant to be consumed out of survival; and if it tasted nice, that was simply a bonus. Given how he had lived

mother sounded like she was a wonderful woman,” Konstantin slowly bobbed his head, a sadness passing

parts with Evie, it was difficult for him to rehash everything again so soon. It wasn’t as though we

the sun starting to set, and our trail leading us full circle back to the pack house, our walk came to a natural end. He was still unsure of how to navigate the large sprawling building, so

were in a scramble. Maybe coming to his room, alone, was a mistake. We agreed we both needed time, to take things slow, and the idea of leaving his scent behind was triggering withdrawals already. Was this what the Alpha heirs faced

I, I’ll see you later,” I completely fumbled and wanted to hide my head under

quickly to hide my red face, which at this point had become my default response to everything about

he called behind me and I obeyed in

of his chest stood before me. His long-sleeved shirt clung to his torso like another skin and my mind became a puddle of incoherent and dirty

mate. As token,” he gripped his

thighs together in an instant and willed my heart to beat somewhat steadily. The plains of his body were the most sculpted I had ever witnessed; hard and rugged muscles, littered with small scars, dark blond chest hair

and unresponsive. His eyes swirled black, picking up my heated scent, yet he never said a word as

I?” His finger slipped under the edge of my

a cough

squeaked and

he couldn’t hear, I coughed up my lungs,

you held that in, silly goose,’ my wolf shuddered in

myself!’ I whined, hurrying to my room and leaning against the closed door at

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