Accidental Surrogate for Alpha

#Chapter 376 – The Cost Ella

My internal screaming continues, echoing through me as I grab whatever bond I have to my Goddess mother and pull on it as hard as I can –

And I’m still screaming, there, in my mind and honestly maybe from my throat as well, I’m too far beyond myself now to know – when suddenly…

…She’s here.

My mother’s presence materializes first in my mind as she reaches for me, worried.

“Ella!” I hear her say, her voice chiming against my own frantic screams, “Ella, I am here!”

Shocked shocked to feel her, shocked that it worked – I find myself thrown out of my meditative state and into my own body, which is still freezing cold. But when my eyes fly open I gasp to see that she’s-

She’s actually here. Not just present in my mind – but standing before me. And as I blink frantically, letting my eyes adjust, I realize that she’s not… physically here. Not in the way she was when we met her in the desert. But she’s here in her spirit – she presents herself before me in an echo of her true form, a glowing, beautiful specter that reaches her hands out towards me.

“Mother!” I gasp. “Mom please – I need my baby – please release me -”

“Ella,” she says, coming forward and reaching for me, though her hands can’t quite touch my face. I feel her, though something about her touch tingles against my cheeks as she tries and fails to take my face in her hands. ” I don’t understand, child – I don’t know what’s happening -”

And then I’m sobbing, looking up at her, desperate for her to know but so cold now so incredibly cold – and unable to find the words to express it all-

“Close your eyes, darling,” she murmurs, looking down at me with her beautiful, glowing face. “Show me.”

And I do. I press my eyes shut and, sobbing, I press my thoughts – my memories – my fears – my ideas everything forward towards her. And I hear her gasp at first in shock, and then coo with understanding. –

“All right, Ella,” she says softly, and I open my eyes again to see her shaking her head at me. “Your gift is bound, my love and I cannot – ”

her in desperation. “Do something melt this ice, unbind my gift – go out go out and

grief on the goddess’s face, her desire to help as well as her hesitation. We are from different realms – I know she is bound by rules different than me – but I can’t believe that there’s

can interfere physically in your world once in

I gasp, desperate. There is nothing else – – no other situation that I could imagine that could be

able to call upon me again. Ever, Ella. It is the last time

that the price for this magic is….

is worth it, child,” she says softly to me. “I just wanted you to know

about it

know that I know the price, and though it breaks my heart –

and presses her lips against my forehead. “It will be all right.” And for a moment the press of her kiss against my forehead

lips grow warm and

me at the injustice

at my mother, then – knowing it is done – knowing that she has used the magic of our bond to unbind my wolf and

from my sight. “You will always have a piece

then, quite suddenly, she

back to

few long minutes with my mother, only seconds have passed

get to my son. Now. So I reach within myself, accessing the gift burning now, hot within me. And I hold onto it, and access its strength, and let it burn through me – through my mind, my heart, my skin And all around me the

Sinclair

brother lets out a roar of rage, dashing away from Hank who sits limp on the ground outside the clinic, holding his head in

I feel my inner organs shift into my wolf form and the injuries in them scream in protest against

That it can’t-

my son. She’s locked in my sight now, her form growing continually larger as I stream towards her, as I ignore my pain and

me – she her hesitate in