#Chapter 376 – The Cost Ella

My internal screaming continues, echoing through me as I grab whatever bond I have to my Goddess mother and pull on it as hard as I can –

And I’m still screaming, there, in my mind and honestly maybe from my throat as well, I’m too far beyond myself now to know – when suddenly…

…She’s here.

My mother’s presence materializes first in my mind as she reaches for me, worried.

“Ella!” I hear her say, her voice chiming against my own frantic screams, “Ella, I am here!”

Shocked shocked to feel her, shocked that it worked – I find myself thrown out of my meditative state and into my own body, which is still freezing cold. But when my eyes fly open I gasp to see that she’s-

She’s actually here. Not just present in my mind – but standing before me. And as I blink frantically, letting my eyes adjust, I realize that she’s not… physically here. Not in the way she was when we met her in the desert. But she’s here in her spirit – she presents herself before me in an echo of her true form, a glowing, beautiful specter that reaches her hands out towards me.

“Mother!” I gasp. “Mom please – I need my baby – please release me -”

“Ella,” she says, coming forward and reaching for me, though her hands can’t quite touch my face. I feel her, though something about her touch tingles against my cheeks as she tries and fails to take my face in her hands. ” I don’t understand, child – I don’t know what’s happening -”

And then I’m sobbing, looking up at her, desperate for her to know but so cold now so incredibly cold – and unable to find the words to express it all-

“Close your eyes, darling,” she murmurs, looking down at me with her beautiful, glowing face. “Show me.”

And I do. I press my eyes shut and, sobbing, I press my thoughts – my memories – my fears – my ideas everything forward towards her. And I hear her gasp at first in shock, and then coo with understanding. –

“All right, Ella,” she says softly, and I open my eyes again to see her shaking her head at me. “Your gift is bound, my love and I cannot – ”

something melt this ice, unbind my

her desire to help as well as her hesitation. We are from different realms – I know she is bound by rules different than me – but I

“Once, Ella,” she says, her face hard. “There is a way that I can interfere physically in your world once in your life. And

nothing else – – no other situation that I

into my eyes. “You will…not be able to call upon me

at her, as I realize that the price for this magic is….

to me. “I just wanted you to know what the cost was, so

stare at her, knowing I should think about it more – that I

I let her know that I know the price, and though it breaks

lips against my forehead. “It will be all right.” And for a moment the

slight tingle until, slowly, her lips

teeth ripping and gnashing inside me at the injustice done to

done – knowing that she has used the magic of our bond to unbind my wolf and her gift. And in its unbinding, our

always have a piece of me,” she says, reaching

then, quite suddenly, she

I blink back to

though that felt like a few long minutes with

So I reach within myself, accessing the gift burning now, hot within me. And I hold onto it, and access its strength, and let it

Sinclair

roar of rage, dashing away from Hank who sits limp on

stretch horribly, as I feel my inner organs shift into my wolf form and the injuries in them scream in protest

That it can’t-

towards the priestess who carries my son. She’s locked in my sight

hears me – she

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