Accidental Surrogate for Alpha

#Chapter 470- Friendship Across Boundaries

Ella

I ignore the soft growl that rumbles from the doorway, though Calvin glances briefly in that direction.

“No, Calvin,” I say, shaking my head softly. “We did a little bit of research this afternoon. And I’m sorry to say it if it makes you sad, but you’re not my mate.”

“What?” he breathes, confused, his eyebrows knitting together. “But – ”

“Why do you think you are?” I ask, honestly conflicted now.

And Calvin sweetly and awkwardly blushes, looking down at the carpet. ” My wolf is…pretty convinced, Ella,” he murmurs, probably fully aware that the words are enough to set Sinclair off again.

“Really?” I ask, pushing now,” Because my wolf – she says that you’re important to me, but she wasn’t sure enough to give it the name mate. And everyone else I’ve asked, Calvin…they were sure. Is your wolf absolutely positive?”

He sighs now, looking down at his hands as he perhaps consults with his wolf inside. “It’s…the strongest connection I’ve ever felt, Ella,” he murmurs. “With anyone. Is it…is it not enough? Even if my wolf feels a little bit of doubt, and can’t give you a certain yes?”

And suddenly my heart breaks for this man who I realize is…lonely. Who had an arranged marriage to a woman I’m not sure he loves, who is surrounded by a Kingdom full of people whose deepest beliefs he at least doubts, if not outright disbelieves. Calvin – he saw the bond between us and he grasped at it desperately, wanting it.

Wanting the different life I potentially offered one with love in it, and a new world full of different ideas.

My heart – it absolutely breaks for him, and down the bond I feel Sinclair’s own pity as he feels my emotions along with me.

But still I can’t love him just because he wants me to. I have a mate whom I love very, very much.

“Maybe it would be enough,” I say softly, “in a different time, a different… life. But Calvin, we asked and had it confirmed. You’re not my mate – I only have one. And it’s Dominic.”

now, his face twisted in confusion. “Who on earth would you ask

say, smiling a little bit. ” She’s not precisely on

Because the Atalaxians – they don’t know anything about my divine origins right now, or at least we don’t think they do. We honestly don’t know how much Xander told him, but since they didn’t bring it my or Cora’s powers in the peace talks as a negotiating point, we’re assuming Xander kept any knowledge

deserves to know, Dominic, I reply as Calvin

trust you, Calvin?” I ask quietly, leaning forward and raising a single

a new bond between myself and this prince. My lips part in surprise as Calvin stares at me in confusion,

so I tell Calvin everything – about the Goddess being my biological mother, and contacting her today, and everything she said about our bond being a seed. By the end of

I’m just… embarrassed. Here I was, ready to confess my devotion to you, and

from the doorway, letting Calvin know that he needs to watch himself, but I ignore him, reaching out a hand between us.

out as well, hovering his hand above mine until we feel that pulse between us. Until the glow forms between our hands, eventually raising sparks in the air. We both

“See?” I say. “Magic.”

it into his pocket, glancing towards the door. “I’m sorry… I realize what I did was selfish,

now so that we sit close together. “Calvin, you have nothing to

“I was ready to leave my wife, Ella,” he murmurs, “to leave

And eventually, you would have figured out that what’s between us? It’s special, but it’s friendship. And you’d have

pressing it softly to my cheek. “For what might have been, Ella,” he murmurs, “I’ll at least treasure that

humming through me and raising the hairs on my neck. I stare at him, smiling a little, marveling at the magic that swirls in the air. But before I can get truly lost

at both of us. Rafe lets out a little happy squeal and waves his hand, clearly choosing to respond to

should go,” Calvin murmurs, starting to

to?” I say, sorry to see him leave. There’s so much left here we need

at once, making me grin and look between

my hands up and admitting when I’ve been outvoted. “But Calvin, you always have friends here. I hope that you truly believe that. The Goddess

says with a little shrug. Then he looks over

shoulder, feeling the little pulse pass through me like