Accidental Surrogate for Alpha

Chapter 32

Ella

I scrub the food from my body as steaming water pours down around me in a blissful cascade. A hot shower is exactly what I needed, but I feel like a silly schoolgirl starcrossed in puppy love. I can’t stop replaying the events in the kitchen in my mind, reliving every word, every touch – every look from Sinclair’s penetrating green eyes.

I find myself running my hands over my bare skin in the same places he stroked and caressed me, imagining what he’ll do when he comes home. I know he was going to k!ss me before Hugo interrupted us, and the memory of his l!ps so near mine sends shivers of excitement down my spine. Sinclair has k!ssed me before of course, but never in private, never simply because he wanted to.

My mind races with the possibilities. Will he make love to me when he returns? ls his attraction that strong?

I can’t stop imagining it. Will he be gentle and tender the way he’s been when I most needed comfort? Will he be rough and dominating, unleashing the animal within? Or will he be some combination of the two, passion in all its varying forms?

I finally pull myself out of my daydreams when the water runs cold. I yelp when the heat disappears, dousing me in icy reality. What am I doing? Who is this silly, s3x-crazed girl who’s taken over my mind? Sinclair and I don’t have a future together, so why am I letting the little voice in my head get so carried a way with longing for the impossible? That’s not me – I’d always been practical and realistic, not some starry-eyed dreamer.

Shaking myself, I cut off the water and grab a towel, determined to stop being so silly.

No sooner have I stepped out of the shower that a knock sounds at the bedroom door. “Miss, you have a visitor!” A maid calls through the thick wooden panel.

I do? This is a surprise. No one has ever visited me here, and the only person who might is Cora – but it’s the middle of the day, surely she’s at work. Even though I rationalízed this, I’m still surprised when I get downstairs it’s not Cora waiting for me. It’s just about the last person I would have expected to see- Sinclair’s estranged brother, Roger.

“Hello Ella.” He greets me, standing from his chair.

I freeze in the doorway of the sitting room, unable to process the sight before me. “What are you doing here?

“Easy now” He raises his hands in supplication,” I Come in peace

“Excuse me if I find that hard to believe” l cut

“I came to apologize for the way i behaved the day we met. I’m ashamed to say that my brother brings out the worst in me. It was wrong to take that out on you.

Roger states remorsefully.

have the only friends, the only family or allies. It seems very strange

come from? He

told the lie so many times now that I don’t even have to think about it. “But my parents died when I was

that.” He says, sounding surprisingly genuine.

in competition with one another from a young age. Our father never encouraged it, but we always knew that one

about their mother’s death. “But it doesn’t

am sorry” He professes again, raising a finger to qualify his statement. “At least, for the way I spoke to you. But l’m afraid I can’t apologize for the things

“Shouldn’t it be

I wasn’t lying.” Roger frowns deeply. ” I may have

my eyes to him, “I don’t think

Roger insists, “And l’d

my morbid curiosity burgeoning. “but I won’t promise to take it to

sighs, almost seeming relieved. “What has Dom told you about Lydia?”

he’d toss me aside as soon as the pup came along, but I wasn’t

had pup with her chosen mate either?”

he? inquire, though Iean already see where

“But now that it’s clear that he can father children after all, I

back on him, fated or not, but I

says my name as if

from someone who learned the hard way – chosen mates can be wonderful, but the

you?”l ask, intrigued by

see Dom left out that part of

part?” | clarify

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