Accidental Surrogate for Alpha

Chapter 51

Ella

My mind goes blank at first. Sinclair is too close to the truth, to figuring out that I’m not as immune to him as either of us would like to believe. The voice in my head is panicking, but I try to keep it together. Praying for calm, I take a deep breath, and as I exhale I recall the ability to speak.

“Because we’re supposed to be in this together, and you played me.”I murmur, speaking the truth – but not the whole truth. I can’t admit to him that I feel utterly rejected by his ploy, that I feel unwanted on a visceral level and it’s tearing me up inside for reasons I don’t yet understand. “You played me like l’m one of those reporters, or the Prince.”

Sinclair’s face twists into a grimace, and the next thing I know he’s reaching for me, “Please, come here Ella.”

“No.” l insist stubbornly, preparing to move away if he tries to approach me.

“I’m sorry.” He expresses, looking truly remorseful. “I didn’t mean to do that. I care about you, I don’t want to hurt you that way.”

“Well you did.” I reply petulantly. I don’t know where this comes from. With anyone else I would have accepted the apology and moved on, whether l actually felt better or not. I’ve always chosen peace over my own feelings – but I find it very hard to pretend with Sinclair. I think he would know that I don’t actually feel better, so why should I fake it?

“I know.” He nods grimly. “I promise I’ll find a way to make it up to you.”

“I don’t need some sort of reparation.” I insist, “Just do better, Dominic.”

“I will.” Sinclair vows soberly, “You have my word.”

I breathe a sigh of relief, but Sinclair is surveying me closely. l can tell he wants to metaphorically k!ss and make up, but as l suspected, he senses my upset is not wholly resolved. “What else?” He prompts.

“Nothing important.” I shrug, not feeling brave enough to ask the questions I’m most curious about.

“Ella,” He says my name as an admonition, scolding me for not being honest with nothing but those two familiar syllables. “Come on, tell me what’s on your mind.”

I gnaw on my lower lip, hating that he can read me so easily, but also relieved that I might get my answers.

Alright, what was all that about discipline? Those things the Prince said about my insolence? It didn’t just sound like Alpha stuff.. I mean it’s one thing to be insubordinate to a leader, but the way you two were talking.. it made it seem like all men expect to be in charge of their mates.”

Sinclair’s lips quirk at the edges, and the energy in the limo abruptly shifts. The air around us goes taut, feeling suddenly tense and electric despite the fact that nothing has actually changed. Neither one of us have moved a muscle. Still I know Sinclair feels it too – it’s all too obvious in his reply. “Such a clever little human.”

dominance thing? But that’s

rumble. “I said it comes down to power dynamics, and that dominance isn’t a virtue – but

what, because men are physically stronger they get to

enjoying my indignation. “You have to remember that shifters are very primal beings. Whatever instincts humans once possessed have been socialized out of you. You’ve been

to submit?” I guess, feeling a

Their instincts drive them to test potential partners in order

I think you’d

same instincts. You may not realize it, but you often test your limits with me,

all that talk about

Literal?”I squeak nervously.

deeply. “It was. Does that scare you?” I don’t know why, but for some reason, his ominous

Sinclair

she looks intrigued – curious. I can see her thighs clenching reflexively, and I can smell

strong mate just like any she-wolf – whether she realizes it or not. Her body has always responded to my dominance even when her saucy little

pink lips form a perfect “o” as she tries to wrap her mind around this idea, “if a she-wolf does something

pulling Ella

men assert their authority through violence or mistreatment. That

“But you said “

not abuse.” I

appearing in her brow. I wish l could read her thoughts right now, but it’s enough to see the blend of eagerness and apprehension on

think of?” I inquire, thoroughly enjoying watching Ella come to terms with these ideas. It hasn’t been easy for me to pull back my wolf from treating her like one of our own, especially when she

children I nannied consequences were things like time outs and no screen time

pups.” I say, to Ella’s obvious relief. “But mates aren’t pups. You

now that she’s settled in my lap. The sweet little

“Just say the

off, her voice no louder than a whisper. “That makes it sound like… kinky

I tease,

is?!”

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