Accidental Surrogate for Alpha

Chapter 87

Ella

“Goddess, Cora, what’s wrong with me?” I moan, burying my head in my hands. “I’ve been thinking

Sinclair is too good to be true all along. There cannot be a bigger red flag and I just ignored it. I let him love bomb me and I bought every manipulative word out of his mouth.”

I’m seated in my sister’s living room, rocking back and forth in my seat while she looks on anxiously.

After I received Sinclair’s text last night, I didn’t waste any time getting out of his house. I went out onto my balcony and waited until the patrolling guards passed by, then climbed down the trellis and out the back gate. There was a vicious thunderstorm roiling at the time, but I barely noticed. I ran through the pouring rain, not stopping until I reached Cora’s apartment.

In hindsight I’m sure I scared her half to death – turning up on her doorstep in the middle of the night, looking like a drowned rat. Nonetheless, she immediately ushered me in and got me a change of dry clothes and a cup of hot tea, but I wasn’t calm enough to actually explain what happened until this morning.

“Ella just slow down, I didn’t think anything had even happened between you two?” Cora asks, watching me with obvious concern.

“I mean, nothing huge.” I clarify. “We’ve flirted and kissed and fooled around a bit… and I’ve insisted that things not go any further. At least, I had enough sense to ensure we didn’t start an actual relationship.”

“And he agreed? You said no and he didn’t push you?” Cora presses.

“Yeah, I mean it’s been hard because we’re attracted to each other, but he’s been trying to respect my wishes.”

“Then how can he have love bombed you?” She inquires, looking confused.

“I guess that’s the wrong expression.” I concede,” It’s just, you should hear the way he talks to me, and the way he behaves. He’s so affectionate and warm that I got completely lulled into complacency. He just lavishes attention and compliments, and he actually listens and takes criticism. He takes my thoughts and opinions into account, and he has this silly side where he can be so fun and playful, but at the same time he doesn’t let me get away with murder. He calls me on my shit and holds me accountable. Like I said, he’s just too good to be true.”

Cora is frowning deeply, keeping her expression guarded while she processes my words. “Ella..”

“What? Why are you looking at me that way?” I burst, instantly regretting my sharp tone. “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have snapped at you..” Suddenly I want to cry. “I didn’t mean it. I’m just really out of sorts”

of that sounds very bad. I mean, it’s not like he’s pretending to be this perfect person. You two started off on terrible footing. Terrible.” She repeats for emphasis. “He thought you were a gold digger and was going to separate you from your child. You had to learn to get along, and sure that happened fast once you

it possible that you are so used to a-ssholes like Mike, that you assume being treated well is evidence of

takes me a moment to absorb that. Is

abuse? Even as I think this, I recall the other things that have happened between us. “That’s not all.” I confess, blushing scarlet. “Yes he’s affectionate and

he is, he’s

I mean, in charge in.. well, I

“Ella, stop beating around the bush, just tell me what

holds me to them.” I confess. “Once, he even spanked

though she’s

mean. I slapped him first and he said all this crap about catharsis, but I didn’t even question it because he said it was normal

Dominic

kept saying I should stay home and rest but I wasn’t about to let that

clearly struggling to wrap her mind about this. “You were in shock, being obstinate and refusing to take care of yourself, then you attacked him and he responded the way

rubbing the back of

you?”

really did help me to cry…

“So what’s

find that strange!?” I

she’s not sure how to make me understand. “Power dynamics are a big part of their culture and from a scientific perspective it

survival. And if you liked it, who cares whether or not other people think it’s strange. You’d hardly

didn’t say I liked it.” I object. “Just that it helped me…and turned me on… and I did like

do it again?” She asks,

at her, laughing

be with Sinclair that way again, when I remember why I’m here

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