Accidental Surrogate for Alpha

#Chapter 123 – Rogue Attacks

Sinclair

After Ella shared her story with me, we spent a long time just kissing and cuddling, talking through our feelings and reaffirming our love. Still, Ella wasn’t entirely soothed. I could tell she was still beating herself up about her panic attack, no matter how many times I promised her it was all right

I just want to be able to give you what you need.

Ella moans after a while, sounding as miserable ass ever.

“I don’t need to tie you up, baby. I promise, wondering if I’ll ever be able to convince her that she’s enough for me exactly as she is. “There are plenty of other things we can do.”

“But the idea of being tied up with you doesn’t frighten me.” Ella confesses, surprising me. “I think it was just the way you asked. Because it wasn’t about you and me, it was about what had been done to me in the past.

I frown, unsure if she’s being completely forthright. “That’s possible.” I agree. “But the chances are that if the question was that upsetting, feeling it would be worse.”

“Not if I know it’s coming, and not if I’m handcuffed or something. The straps on a medical table are different.” Ella argues. “I’m not saying I want to try it right this second or when you’re really stressed. It would probably be better when things are calmer so that if I do panic it doesn’t ruin everything, but I think I would like to try sometime.”

“You really don’t have to, Ella.” I assure her “Not for my sake. It should be fun for both of us, not something you have to endure.”

“I’m not just saying it for you Ella insists. “I don’t like thinking that they still have so much power over me. Maybe if I can get over that fear by replacing the bad memories with some good ones I can take my power back.”

me. Ella knows I’d do

one day when things are calmer, we can try” I decide, running my hands over

know if it’s my wolf coming out or what, but the more time that passes, the more I find myself craving your.. well, your dominance.” She flushes bright red as the words leave her mouth, and I’m relieved to see that all the heavy emotion of

with a grin, sliding my palms up to cup her sensitive mounds running my

always been a secret sex friend, and you just needed time to tap into that part of

blinks, dropping her gaze for a moment before looking back up at me in surprise, as if she’s just realized something. “Do you remember when we first found each other, and I was confused because I felt like a different person with you? You said I was becoming the person I was always meant to be, and it just hadn’t been safe for me to come out

help to recall our food fight. “As I recall you thought I was

Ella muses, sliding her arms around my neck. “My wolf recognized you even before

right now too, and you are a sex friend?” I joke, beyond pleased

Ella grins, making my inner wolf śwell

“

getting my dominance, trouble.” I tease, dragging her forward for a kiss. “You know exactly how to bring it out”I nip her plump lower lip and claim her mouth again, the passion always simmering for

door crashes open in the

my mouth lips from Ella’s, my wolf going into high alert. If Hugo is barging in this way it must be an emergency. Ella yelps when my Beta stalks in a moment later, Ella is hiding her face in my neck, almost as though she thinks Hugo might not be able to see her if she can’t see him. I offer her a

warning. Apparently a coalition of rogue wolves is planning a assault on Moon

I demand sharply, already reaching for a towel. I slide Ella’s body off of mine,

in exasperation. “We have maybe two hours to get reinforcements to our

are probably the ones the rogues will be targeting first. “Call in everyone you can and immediately deploy those already on duty. Send them to the most vulnerable outposts first, and make sure everyone is fully briefed. Deploy the warning sirens and release a bulletin to all the media outlets in the city, order an immediate lockdown and roll out the emergency helpline for anyone who sights or encounters rogue aggressors. Tell them to issue reminders on shelter locations, and set closing times for two hours from now Have the hospitals initiate their

his heel to carry out my instructions. When he’s gone, I turn back to Ella, who is looking up at me with wide eyes. I pluck her out of the bath and