After Severance,Alpha Fell in Love With Ex-Luna

Chapter 185: The First Time He Saw Her

Chapter 185: The First Time He Saw Her

(Elena Blackwood’s POV)

I felt my blood running cold, the ringing in my ears so intense I thought I was hallucinating. Marcus had just confessed that he had fallen for me long ago.

The words echoed in my mind like a cruel joke. After everything we’d been through, after all the pain and betrayal, he chose now to tell me this?

My body went rigid in his arms. The warmth of his embrace suddenly felt suffocating instead of comforting

“Is that so?” I asked, staring at a patch of light on the wall.

My voice came out flat and emotionless. I couldn’t bring myself to look at him.

“You say you fell for me early on, but wasn’t it you who forced me to submit to Sophia, who distrusted me, who pushed me towards despair?”

Silence followed from behind me. The only sound was his shallow breathing against my neck.

I continued calmly, without a trace of emotion. “You were never on my side, even when you wavered, you still favored Sophia in your heart.”

The accusation hung in the air between us like a blade. Years of suppressed hurt poured out in those simple words.

“I favored her because I thought I had wronged her,” Marcus said quietly.

His voice carried a weight I’d never heard before. Raw and vulnerable in a way that caught me off guard.

“After she returned to the Northern Territory, I no longer felt that old stirring emotion for her. I knew it was your appearance that made me unable to guard my heart.”

He shifted slightly, his arms tightening around me as if afraid I might disappear.

“I didn’t really want to neglect you those years; I just resented myself for betraying my feelings for her, sol had to treat you coldly.”

I was momentarily dazed, unable to respond for a long time. This explanation turned everything I thought I knew upside down.

He had been fighting his own feelings for me while trying to honor what he believed he owed Sophia. The cruelty I’d interpreted as indifference had been his way of punishing himself.

indeed disloyal, but in the lost memory of that k********g, Sophia just happened to appear when

reflective. Like he was finally allowing himself to examine

identity as the Blackwood heir, classmates and teachers approached me with ulterior motives, so I

the lonely boy he must have been.

The First Time He Saw

to the Northern Territory to make me more sociable, hiding my family background and letting me

good at speaking and was withdrawn, I was isolated by my classmates, and only Sophia was kind to

had been his lifeline during a vulnerable

in silence. After I was rescued from the k********g, I never saw Marcus

a freshman in college. By then, he was already the confident Alpha heir, and I was just

Marcus hugged

on my name, and I felt something wet against my shoulder. Was he

I realize that the heart stirring feeling I had the first time I saw you wasn’t just because of

me like a physical blow. All those years, some part of him had recognized me even

I’m still attracted to

laughed softly, the sound bitter and

“Do you think

pretending to be asleep. I couldn’t handle this conversation anymore. The revelations were too much,

pretending, and he was indeed disappointed, but how

start. I had actually fallen asleep last night while

through the medical facility windows, casting

beside me

woken up; on the contrary, he was sleeping soundly, so soundly that even his

shallow.

me as I realized something

“Marcus?” I pushed him.

didn’t respond. His skin looked pale, almost

out to check his breath. Fortunately… he was still

was so faint I had

then he slowly opened his eyes. My action of pulling my

at me like that, did you