After the Secret Wedding Rise of My Queen

Chapter 248 Isabel's Regret

At that moment, Isabel was jolted back to reality.

"Xander! No, stop!"

Her shout was sharp enough to freeze him in his tracks.

That was close!

If I hesitated even a second longer, I might have been completely powerless in his grip today.

Xander's expression was tight, his brow furrowed with beads of sweat. His lips were pressed into a thin line, his gaze heavy and intense as he locked eyes with Isabel, as if she were his only focus in the world.

In that instant, he resembled a man starved for days, finally given a meal, only to be denied it at the last second.

It was clear how much effort he was using to hold himself back.

Any other man in his position, faced with someone they cared about, might have lost control by now.

Xander's face had taken on a pale, bruised look-dark purple and red blotches clinging to his skin, like a balloon stretched to its breaking point, ready to pop.

"Isabel... am I really that bad?"

His voice was raspy, as though every word pained him, the sound deep and raw, like a man wandering the desert, parched and desperate for water. The pitiful groan tugged at Isabel's heartstrings, nearly breaking her resolve, reminding her of that stormy night. Isabel knew he was kind to her-extraordinarily so. The more kindness he showed, the more she found herself on edge. She wasn't even sure about her own feelings anymore.

Maybe I have developed a slight crush on him, but is it genuine love, or just fleeting attraction?

I can't give in to impulse, because if I later realize that my feelings aren't what I thought, I won't be the type to force a relationship.

And if I walk away afterward, won't that make me nothing more than a heartless woman who used someone and discarded them once they are no longer useful?

I already regret what happened that rainy night.

At least, the man has forgotten about it, lost in a feverish haze. If not, I don't know what I would've done.

"You're not bad... it's just that I ... I can't feel for you the way you feel for me," Isabel said softly, her voice quiet but resolute, furrowing her brows.

mind. As long as you'll stay by my side,

not mind? Anyone else would. How could

someone into something. If

over, changing

return their feelings just because they

not reciprocating someone's feelings make

was no such

could understand her position. But he

no one will take

if she never loves me, she will

selfish, call me possessive, I

Isabel stays

anything yet," Isabel hesitated, her eyes shifting between

Uh...

at least remove his hands from

think I

her unease and glanced at

flushed red, her teeth clenched as she

irritating than the thickest walls-no, more

reluctance, Xander withdrew his hands and lowered her

disappointment as

his eyes and couldn't help but force a smile, one

have known better than

taken advantage of by Max,

Yvette

different swimsuit," Xander said as he got out of

nearly losing control, now that she was already here, it seemed

more modest, covering her body

how revealing the swimsuit, it was still better than being

soon

their annual party, Kaleb's company was also organizing

were to be held

on the first floor, while Bennett

you?"