Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

CHAPTER 9

Chapter 9

Sadie

“Fuck, why the hell did I let you talk me into this?” I asked Raven as I stared at the building before me.

Maybe it was just me, but it looked menacing. Like it was a place where every kind of nightmare. comes true. My feeling about it may just be because of what Alec and his pack did to me, but it didn’t

matter. I felt what I felt.

“Because you have to. Whether he accepts responsibility or not is up to him. At least you will have told him the entire truth,” she answered, rubbing my back in a comforting way.

I continue staring at the looming building, my heart torn into two. I know that Raven is right. Despite the monster Alec became to me, he deserves to know that he’s going to be a father. Even though I know this, it doesn’t really stop the doubt raging inside me.

Am I really doing the right thing? Alec proved to me that he’s cruel. He revealed the born monster inside him. The one feared by everyone. Is such a man even capable of love? Will he love my child? My biggest fear is that he’ll use my child to punish me, or, worse, punish him or her for the mistakes he thinks I made. I don’t think I could handle it if that ever happened.

“Come on, let’s get this over and done with.”

Raven grabs my hand and proceeds to pull me towards where I am sure my doom awaits.

“Wait,” I said, pulling us to a stop. “We have to find another way to see him. I am a banished wolf. The moment I walk through those doors, they’ll know, and I’ll either be kicked out or killed on the spot.

“Damn, I hadn’t thought about that… You’re right.” her hand holds her chin as she lightly taps her lips. She was thinking. I’ve come to know that that’s what she does when she’s in deep thought.

“Banishment for wolves is connected to their scent, right?” she asks.

“Yes”

When a wolf is banished, their scent changes. There are four kinds of wolves. Pack wolves, banished wolves, rogues, and loner wolves.

Pack wolves take the scents of packs and are easily recognized, as we usually mingle with others just to make sure that we know each specific pack. This is mainly done during the Moon Festival, when packs all over the world meet for the Moon Annual Ball.

Rogue wolves are wolves that have given up their humanity. They decide to live more like beasts than

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are usually killed on the spot by packs. They cause nothing but chaos and mayhem. They are recognized by a rotting smell that clings to

That includes crimes like betrayal or killing another pack member. Their scent isn’t similar to that of the Rogues, but it is close to that. They

Of course, they don’t have the pack scent, but theirs isn’t putrid like those of rogues and banished wolves. They actually smell pretty normal,

can question her about it, she begins chanting in a

do?” I asked

I

you have to do now is sneak

tell him.”

you came

nothing to me. The only connection I have to him is this baby, and right now I wish he or she

I hated Alec. How could I not after every damn thing he did to me? He’s a bastard

hand in the air in surrender, backing away from me. “Okay fine… Your

just get this over

her head and takes my

walking and entered the building. My eyes kept scanning the area, hoping that even though I had my hoodie on, no one would recognize

of times because of my friendship with Piper. Every corner of the place holds memories that are now too painful to remember. I was once happy and all that

little, but let

owned security company.

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catered to the likes of celebrities, presidents and senators. He was not only powerful

but also in the business and

had some vampires and witches. With our abilities and strength, they were better suited to protect the people who

supernaturals would work for him. Piper once told me it was so that they could better hide the identities of those here. It would be pretty hard to hide from a human when one walked into the office cafeteria

to Raven. “Let’s use his private elevator. It will take

also minimize the chances of someone realizing I was here before I had the chance to talk to

parking lot. I ignore the looks that I get as we walk. They were probably wondering if I