Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

CHAPTER 22

Chapter 22

“Who the fuck are you?” I asked, scrambling back until my back hits a tree.

My heart was racing, and my whole body was trembling. I felt like I couldn’t breathe as the weight of what I’d done suddenly hit me like a ton of bricks.

I know she wasn’t a good person, but she was still a person, and I had killed her. I’ve never killed before. Never hurt anyone intentionally, and now here I am, a murderer with blood on my hands.

“I was about to ask you the same thing,” he answered, but for some reason, his words just don’t register in my head.

He started walking towards me, and I scrambled further back, even though there wasn’t anywhere else to go.

“Stay back. Don’t come nearer,” I shouted at him, pushing my hands in front of me in an effort to wade him off.

My gaze got caught by the blood on my hands, which was now drying. Everything in me froze as I’m unable to tear my eyes from my bloodied hands. It was proof that I was indeed a killer. A cold, heartless killer.

A sob teared its way from my lips as the whole magnitude of my actions crashes into me. I had killed someone. I’d killed another supernatural. I’d taken someone’s life.

But I was protecting myself, I was protecting my unborn pup. It was self-defense. It was either me or her. If I hadn’t done it, then she would have killed me. The way she was drinking my blood, she would have ended up draining me dry.

I tried to reason. Tried to reassure myself, but it does nothing. The guilt was there. Maybe I could have incapacitated her. I should have left her after the first blow to her head, but instead I kept going, ramming her head with the stone over and over until she died.

I’m a mess, and I can’t stop my body from shaking. I can’t stop my hands from trembling.

“Hey, it’s okay.” His face appears before me, but it’s distorted because of my tears. “You’re okay”

“I killed her. I’m a murderer.” I couldn’t breathe. Trying to get air into my lungs was difficult, and I felt like there was this crashing weight on my chest.

“Look at me. Breathe. Just breathe.”

He forced me to look at him, and guided me. At first, nothing happens, but minutes later, I start to

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mimic his actions. It takes a while, but soon I start breathing again and relaxing.

When I’m calmer, he released my face and just stared at me

asked, his intense brown

unable to form

dead woman. Before I can react or anything, he takes out an axe I had not noticed

as Raven breaks

She shoutsed, dropping the firewood

me, examining me all over.

head as the strange man turns to

are you?” Raven

you can call me

that I’m calmer, my fear of

how to explain it, but

wasn’t here to hurt us. That, we weren’t

and this Sadie,” Rave introduced us, probably sensing the same thing

is the ability to sense whether a person is malicious or not. She could read a person’s energy, so the fact that she was willingly giving out our names meant that

watched as he dragged the body and a distance away. Once that’s done, he

us and

do you

in an unclaimed land all by themselves instead

was able to successfully tell our species. Not many can do that. Even with vampires, who, folklore states that they look pale or some shit like

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sense If a person is supernatural, but

simply

shrugs like it’s

doesn’t bother you that we are banished?” Rave asked

I’ve met some pretty awesome people. I know that not everyone who’s been

a wolf. That’s

his words sink in. Raven uses the opportunity to chant some spells. Seconds later, I the wound on my writs heald. I sighed in tiredness as I began to crash from the

to thank you for making my work easy, Sadie.” King interrupts the silence. “But with

surprise. “Wait, you’re the one that did all that

I run my shaking hand through my hair. “Yeah. She recognized me and wanted to take

understanding. Yes, I got a good feeling about Kingsley, but I couldn’t fully trust him