Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

CHAPTER 31

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It’s been two days since our minds were blown away by new revelations. The more things were revealed, the more complicated they became. It seemed like we were wrong about so many things. The only thing that we were right about was the damn curse.

I push Knox harder as he runs through the trees, dodging branches and roots. Our minds were a total f**g mess and everything was just jumbled.

We were still reeling from the knowledge that Lola wasn’t our fated mate. Just like I loved Lola, Knox loved her wolf. The bond we felt with the two of them was too real to be faked. How can it be when we

felt every damn thing with her?

Pushing those thoughts away, Knox increases his speed. The wind blew against his black fur as we tried our hardest to escape the phantoms of the past.

It took about ten minutes before we skidded to a stop at a cliff. Slowly approaching the edge, he takes his time before finally stopping all together. We stare below before our eyes rise to meet the moon. It’s a crescent moon, and for some reason, I feel like the moon goddess is mocking me. This is the shape my mate’s mark is supposed to be, yet we had no idea.

“What are you thinking, Knox? You’re quiet,” I asked him.

He’s blocking me. Hiding his thoughts from me.

He doesn’t say anything for some time, but when he does, I can feel the confusion and heartache in

his voice.

“Do you

think she deceived us?” I don’t need to be told who he’s talking about. “Everything points to that being the case, but my heart wants to believe that she didn’t. Maybe she was used or some **t

like that.”

I knew one way or another, it would lead to Lola. For three years, we have thought about nothing but the pack and Lola.

It’s been three f**g years, and yet we haven’t found anything that would guide us to where Lola could be… Or what happened to her.

or heard from her. She had very few

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been f**g killing us slowly, and now we find

loss of our bond. Agonized over the rejection and held hope that one day we would win her back. All that pain we’ve endured only for us

me that I would get a second chance mate, I didn’t really have a problem with that. Mainly because, in my heart, Lola would always remain my first and fated mate. It’s some

that she isn’t even

a representation of what a good person is. I don’t for one second believe that

that’s the case, then where is she? How come we haven’t been able to find her all these

she disappear? I get the need to escape

“I honestly don’t know.”

on the ground with his head on his paws. The winds continue raging outside while a different kind of storm rages

eyes, feeling the wind brush against our fur. It was peaceful here. This is the one place we come to when we want to think. When we want to be away from the chaos in the pack. The one place where

time to think about what’s to be done. Hunter was right. We needed more

that I don’t have faith in finding my fated mate, but with how everything has gone wrong, it’s always good

to go back and start preparations,” I said, breaking the silence after we’d been

some time.

Despite everything, we felt more at ease. I know it’s only for a while before restlessness

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our new mate will be?”

haven’t really thought about it,” I answered, not really in the mood to talk about

it’s a **g lie, though. I’ve thought about it, and I just can’t imagine it at

anyone that can match Lola… I don’t know if I’m ready to accept a new mate, not when my heart still beats for Ama.” He whimpered,

wolf. I want to comfort him, but I don’t really know how. We’ve carried Lola and Ama in our hearts for so f**g long

We have to accept the new she-wolf if we want to

saving our pack.”

get that, but how can we be a true mate to her if we haven’t let go of our former one. It’ll

to them.”