Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

CHAPTER 31

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It’s been two days since our minds were blown away by new revelations. The more things were revealed, the more complicated they became. It seemed like we were wrong about so many things. The only thing that we were right about was the damn curse.

I push Knox harder as he runs through the trees, dodging branches and roots. Our minds were a total f**g mess and everything was just jumbled.

We were still reeling from the knowledge that Lola wasn’t our fated mate. Just like I loved Lola, Knox loved her wolf. The bond we felt with the two of them was too real to be faked. How can it be when we

felt every damn thing with her?

Pushing those thoughts away, Knox increases his speed. The wind blew against his black fur as we tried our hardest to escape the phantoms of the past.

It took about ten minutes before we skidded to a stop at a cliff. Slowly approaching the edge, he takes his time before finally stopping all together. We stare below before our eyes rise to meet the moon. It’s a crescent moon, and for some reason, I feel like the moon goddess is mocking me. This is the shape my mate’s mark is supposed to be, yet we had no idea.

“What are you thinking, Knox? You’re quiet,” I asked him.

He’s blocking me. Hiding his thoughts from me.

He doesn’t say anything for some time, but when he does, I can feel the confusion and heartache in

his voice.

“Do you

think she deceived us?” I don’t need to be told who he’s talking about. “Everything points to that being the case, but my heart wants to believe that she didn’t. Maybe she was used or some **t

like that.”

I knew one way or another, it would lead to Lola. For three years, we have thought about nothing but the pack and Lola.

It’s been three f**g years, and yet we haven’t found anything that would guide us to where Lola could be… Or what happened to her.

She had very few friends, and those friends

did.

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f**g killing us slowly, and now we find out that she

bond. Agonized over the rejection and held hope that one day we would win her back. All that pain we’ve endured only for us to be

I didn’t really have a problem with that. Mainly because, in my heart, Lola would always remain my first and fated

out that she isn’t

She’s sweet, kind and caring. She’s a representation of what a good person is. I don’t for one second believe that she would deceive us,” I

come we haven’t been able to find her all these years? Why did

the f**k did she disappear? I get the need to escape your heartache, but to disappear without a trace-that is

“I honestly don’t know.”

after that. Both of us lost in our own thoughts. Knox drops on his belly and lies on the ground with his head on his

we want to think. When we want to be away from the chaos in the pack. The one place where we can find peace, even if

think about what’s to be done. Hunter was right. We needed more

I don’t have faith in finding

I said, breaking the silence

some time.

Despite everything, we felt more at ease.

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do you imagine our new mate

really thought about it,” I answered, not really in the mood to talk about

lie, though. I’ve thought about it, and

don’t think there is anyone that can match Lola… I don’t know if I’m ready to accept a new mate, not when my heart still beats for Ama.” He whimpered, voicing the silent thoughts I’ve been struggling with since

how. We’ve carried Lola and Ama in our hearts for so f**g long that we don’t know how to let go.

Knox. We have to accept the new she-wolf if we

saving our pack.”

true mate to her if we

to them.”