Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

CHAPTER 45

Chapter 45

Chapter 45

“W–what?” I could hear Raven stammer behind, but my mind was otherwise preoccupied.

I’ve heard about shifting. We were taught about it. How it is painful because your bones are basically shifting, re- aligning themselves to those of a wolf.

There’s always been an excitement towards someone’s first shift… but along with that, there is always fear. Fear of the oncoming pain.

I won’t lie and say that I am not nervous. I am, but at the same time, I am at peace. I mean the pains of shifting can’t be as bad as the ones from yesterday, right?

“Will you slow down, Sadie?” Raven says out of breath, as she falls into step beside me.

“I can’t” I reply while crossing the threshold of the main back door. “I want to get this over and done with, and Nyx

wants to run and hunt.”

It’s normal for wolves to hunt. It’s in our nature. Whether it’s big or small animals, it gives them a kind of thrill. There isn’t much difference between us and normal wolves, and unlike popular beliefs about werewolves, we don’t eat raw meat. It’s disgusting, and it’s demeaning that humans think we are into that kind of thing.

“Fuck, Sadie, can you please explain to us what’s happening?” King demands, grabbing my hand and stopping my

movement.

I feel irritated when his skin touches mine, so I pull my hand from his. The fire inside me was rising as the seconds passes by. It was like a need that was burning inside. It felt like something was crawling from the depths of my soul, seeking a way out.

“Look, I don’t know any more than you do” I begin while watching some of my warriors train. “Nyx hasn’t really been forthcoming with information about who I am and what the hell is happening.”

telling us that she hasn’t said a single thing?” Raven pushes, looking confused

exactly what I am saying” I reply, my feet tapping nervously on

from King. “It doesn’t make sense. Surely, now that you have changed into a being with

unclaimed. I didn’t want anything near a city, I mostly wanted

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or witches practicing their powers

You know the need and the pull. The fire burning

patient with them and hardly ever has a problem with them. Right now, though, she was growling and snarling at them. They were standing in

I didn’t

Pulling me towards its green lushness.

excitement.

and roots, anticipation drumming through every fiber of my

where I want to be. It’s my spot. My calming spot. The only place in the pack where I can fully let go. The one place I come to think. It isn’t much honestly. Nothing

into the open space, I start removing my clothes. The need to shift was riding me hard. Pushing me to

King and Raven, but they didn’t matter at that moment. This time was between me and

ready?” Nyx asks, her

ever be truly ready for their first shift” I reply, pacing the

filled with lead. Sweat covered every inch of my body and a kind of cramp

was

is going to be different from

“How different?”

pain hits me in a way that brings me to my knees. A scream leaves my