CHAPTER 50

Chapter 50

Alec.

I stumble back in shock when the little girl ran inside screaming for Sadie. Screaming for her mama. Her body collides with that of Sadie and she lifts her up by her armpit. I didn’t see her face because her back was turned to us, but I couldn’t fucking deny the pull towards her.

My heart begins to race. Blood rushing through me at the speed of light. I could feel sweat pool under my arms as I continue watching her.

Through the fog, her scent hits me hard. My lungs constricts and it becomes so fucking hard to breathe. So hard to draw air into my fucking lungs. Ice filled me, completely freezing me on the spot.

It can’t be,

I kept repeating the words in my head. I blinked, trying to erase the image. Maybe I was seeing things. Maybe I was hallucinating. Deep down though, I knew that I wasn’t.

The feeling I felt three years ago and earlier, settles deep inside. Etching itself in my bones, my heart and my fucking soul. It’s like it was tattooing itself in the very basis of who I was.

“Alec, are you okay?” Jason asked, but I couldn’t pull my eyes from the little girl.

No, I was definitely not fucking okay. I was far from it.

That’s what I wanted to say, but my lips weren’t moving. My mouth couldn’t form a single fucking word. I was

rooted by shock. My fucking mind wasn’t even working, how then could I answer him?

“Everyone out” Sadie’s voice filled the room. “Martha, please take Aspen for a little while”

A woman steps forward to take the little girl from Sadie’s arms.

So that was her name, Aspen, it suited her.

“But Mama, we always eat together” Aspen complained, trying to hold on to her mother.

“I know, my love, but I have pack work to discuss” Sadie ran a finger down her chubby rosy cheek before giving her

a kiss. “I promise once I’m done, I’ll come a ready you a story book”

“About the strong princess and the dragon?” she asked, hope filling her voice.

I’ll read you that one and any other you

“Promise?”

“I pinky swear”

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later, I felt that shift. That

was the bond settling in. We didn’t know it.

fucking right. It’s always said that when a pup is born, the father fills the pain of a new bond forming. He feets pain as the bond settles in, attaching itself to his

and his pup is different. With the mother, it’s there immediately

made sense now. Why at times I would feel a kind of longing that had nothing to do with Lola. Why I felt the need to search the whole fucking world for something or someone, until I found them. It drove me so fucking crazy, not knowing why

child hidden Micah growled. “There is no deny that

turned those deadly eyes

something you had no idea about… and don’t you for a fucking second accuse me.” She takes a deep breath in an effort to control her anger. “Why don’t you ask

anymore. Exercise and lots of training will do

she talking about?” Micah turned to me in

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You still wanted her

like that” Jason jumped

fire burning in her eyes. “Since he doesn’t want to admit what

behind her, offering her support, just

didn’t want to. I didn’t want to tell him of the baby. A baby that I didn’t even remember how she was conceived. My friend her convinced me it was the right thing to do. I didn’t want anything from him, just to let him know that he was

“What?” Micah stammered.

a fucking monster. He insulted me and degraded me by calling me names. If I remember correctly his exact words were ‘You are a slut, and I would never let my child have a hoe as a mother‘ That’s what you said right, Alec? Right before you tried ending my life and that

I run them through my hair. I try to banish the memory. A Memory that refused that

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