Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Alec’s CHAPTER 71

Chapter 71

Sadie.

I barely slept a wink last night, and you could tell by the eye bags under my eyes. I haven’t had a moment of rest or peace since Alec walked back into my life.

If I’d known all the s**t that would come with him walking back into my life, I would have moved to a different continent. Hell, a different planet if that were possible.

I want my life to go back to how simple it was a few weeks ago. Sure, I had my scars, both physically, emotionally and **y, but I was at peace. I didn’t have all these mysteries surrounding. I didn’t have a constant migraine from thinking too much. I didn’t carry the weight of lifting a f**g curse on my shoulders.

Sometimes I wonder if things would have been better if I hadn’t fallen in love with Alec. I’ve gone over what I would have done differently more times than I could count. The end results are always the same. Despite the pain and heartache, I wouldn’t have changed a thing. Changing things and wishing they were different would mean Aspen never existed…. and I would never regret her.

There is also the matter of Beth, Raven, King and my pack. If things hadn’t happened the way they did, I wouldn’t have met any of them.

“Will, you pay attention?” Nyx’s irritated voice pulls me from my thoughts.

“Sorry,” I reply sheepishly.

Nyx hadn’t been joking when she said we would start training. The moment we were done with breakfast, she had demanded we leave so that we could start training.

Since I had a hard time sleeping, I woke up pretty early. After debating whether or not to go downstairs for breakfast, I took a shower and headed for the kitchen. You have no idea the relief I felt when I didn’t find anyone inside.

Sure, things have changed, but that doesn’t mean I’m ready to face my previous pack. It would be overwhelming for me. I still had a hard time being around their alpha, seeing them would be too much.

After eating some cereal, I’d gone and called Martha. After she’d settled in my room with a still sleeping Aspen, I’d gone into Raven’s room to let her know of my whereabouts so she isn’t worried. After that, I’d silently left the pack house.

“So, first of all, I want you to clear your head,” she says after she calms down.

“Nyx…”

“No, you have too many thoughts running around your head. For this to work, you need to completely focus on our powers. You can’t serve two masters at the same time. You can’t focus on both your thoughts and powers.”

We were in a meadow that used to be my favorite place in the pack. Piper and I played here countless of times when we were little kids. I loved the flowers and just how green and bright the whole area was. When I wanted to be alone or to just think, this is where I used to come.

Settling cross legged on the grass, I get comfortable and close my eyes.

“Don’t try to chase away your thoughts, just let them wander, but don’t focus on them. Don’t hold onto them. Your brain will eventually clear out.”

It’s so f**g hard. I’m the kind of person that overthinks things. I tend to overanalyze and overthink things until they

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drive me to the point of insanity..

to trying

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I just stop. I stop trying to dwell on them, and

be.

Alec. His pack. My pack. The mysterious woman. The hybrids. My powers. The other alpha female. The curse. On and on they go in. rattling inside my head

they desire. Soon enough, my body starts swaying and I feel like I am in a trance. I’ve never meditated before, but I think this

not sure how much time has passed when I realized that my mind is

thing is amazing because my head has never

I felt liberated.

drawls. “I almost fell asleep waiting for you to clear that head of

in

I meant you mind, which by the way is messier

just

a sassy wolf. One who is a complete opposite of who I

“Today we are going to start off with

“Which is?”

“Teleportation”

still, and just stare into space. Teleportation? Of all things. I would ask if she was crazy, but then

crazy? Teleportation? That looks harder than diamonds. Can’t we

really know what my powers entail. With everything that has been going

your powers, you need to understand them, and for

no f**g sense…

to learn how to use your powers on your own. When they first awakened, I was partly in control, that’s

that.”

you, they’re new

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are not new to you. You’ve just forgotten how to use them anyway, teleportation is easy as compared to the rest. You’ll

is saying, but one

new to you. You’ve just forgotten how to use

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would have forgotten how to use these kinds of powers if I had them. Why would

before I can ask her to elaborate on what she meant. “Close your eyes, and imagine yourself

do as she says, but my mind keeps wandering and I simply can’t decide on a place to focus

of a place not far from here and then focus your entire being on that place. Don’t think of how you’ll get there… Or how it will happen. Just focus on the

pack that I used to love. For some reason my mind latches on the image of the training grounds. I try thinking

beast when he was in training mode, and sometimes he would train without a shirt on. I’d stay on

and focus. Since my brain refuses to focus on

now push all your energy into that image. Want it, until that want vibrates through every cell

that image. Slowly by slowly, I feel