Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Alec’s CHAPTER 89

Chapter 89

I’ve never really thought about my death. Sure, I’ve experienced losing someone, or specifically my parents, but I have never really thought about my own death. Never thought about what dying would be

like.

Do people really think about dying? Yes, I know there are some who plan everything in case something happens to them. There are those that plan their burials way before their death… I guess the reason why I never thought about my death is because I can’t bear leaving those I love behind.

My mind quickly flashes to Aspen. I turn and look at her peaceful face as she sleeps. She’s so young and so full of life. I can’t imagine leaving her behind. I can’t imagine not being able to watch her grow.

My heart grows heavy at the thought. I feel like someone has it in a tight fist, and it’s being squeezed. I can hardly breathe as I think of not being there for her. It brings me physical pain just imagining it.

Then there is Rave, King, Beth and my pack. I’ve grown attached to them. It’s hard to imagine letting them

go.

“Sadie?” I pull my eyes from Aspen and stare at Raven. She has become more than a friend to me. She has become a sister.

Like I said, I’ve never thought about my death, but now I have to, because if Raven is right and that wasn’t a dream but a premonition, then it means I’ll probably be dying soon.

“I don’t like this,” Raven says, shaking her head.

“You can join the club,” I say with a sigh.

this early in life? There is something about knowing something like this. Knowing

to believe that it is just a dream. A bad dream,” I begin. “It

now…”

my throat clogs because the words get stuck. I just hate this so much. I wish there was

to that conclusion. It’s normal for deities to communicate with us through dreams. They don’t always send their messages through oracles. Sometimes they

really. Her walls are still up though. There is no way for me to get through to her when her m**al blocks

sit down on the bed and run my hand through my hair. I feel exhausted.

down beside me and takes my hand

her. “How,

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help you. I think that maybe she’s letting you know happen because she

shoulders Sump as I think about her work. A glimmer of

so that you can stop it from happening,”

you really change something like that? Can you really stop death? Where or how will you even start? It soumis

the brink of madness. I feel like nothing

on that I didn’t know where to start or what to do. It was starting to get too much, and I am starting to hate

as it suddenly hits me like an

Raven asks, squinting her eyes as I turn to face

I need to prepare for what’s to come. That I need to get stronger and learn to use my powers. In my dream, there were dead bodies s**ed around and blood soaked the ground. What if Nyx meant war? That I need to prepare for the war that