Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Alec’s CHAPTER 89

Chapter 89

I’ve never really thought about my death. Sure, I’ve experienced losing someone, or specifically my parents, but I have never really thought about my own death. Never thought about what dying would be

like.

Do people really think about dying? Yes, I know there are some who plan everything in case something happens to them. There are those that plan their burials way before their death… I guess the reason why I never thought about my death is because I can’t bear leaving those I love behind.

My mind quickly flashes to Aspen. I turn and look at her peaceful face as she sleeps. She’s so young and so full of life. I can’t imagine leaving her behind. I can’t imagine not being able to watch her grow.

My heart grows heavy at the thought. I feel like someone has it in a tight fist, and it’s being squeezed. I can hardly breathe as I think of not being there for her. It brings me physical pain just imagining it.

Then there is Rave, King, Beth and my pack. I’ve grown attached to them. It’s hard to imagine letting them

go.

“Sadie?” I pull my eyes from Aspen and stare at Raven. She has become more than a friend to me. She has become a sister.

Like I said, I’ve never thought about my death, but now I have to, because if Raven is right and that wasn’t a dream but a premonition, then it means I’ll probably be dying soon.

“I don’t like this,” Raven says, shaking her head.

“You can join the club,” I say with a sigh.

something about knowing something like this. Knowing you might die. It puts you in a

a dream. A bad dream,” I begin. “It would make it easier to brush it off,

now…”

just hate this so much. I wish there was another explanation

us through dreams. They don’t always send their messages through oracles. Sometimes they communicate

am hoping that she will tell me something, anything really. Her walls are still up though. There is no way for me to get through to her

my hair. I feel exhausted. Both me**y and physically. I just wish

takes my hand in hers. She squeezes it reassuringly. “Maybe

and look at her. “How, Raven? How is this

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you. I think that maybe she’s letting you know happen because she wants you to change it. Remember that

her work. A glimmer

had it, so

change something like that? Can you really stop death? Where or how

hand and begin pacing. I was so antsy that it was driving me to the brink of madness. I feel like nothing has gone my way since three years ago Since I ended up

start or what to do. It was starting to get too much, and I am starting

it suddenly hits me

eyes as I turn to

come. That I need to get stronger and learn to use my powers. In my dream, there were dead bodies s**ed around and blood soaked the ground. What if Nyx meant war? That I need to prepare for the war that is