Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Chapter 0105

Alec.

Regret. Regret. Regret.

That's the one fucking emotion that no one ever wants to feel. One of the emotions that has the ability to gut you and leave you hating yourself for the shit you did.

I look at my daughter and my heart hurts. I almost killed her. I hurt her mother. I lost three years with her. She doesn't know who the hell I am or just how important she already is to me.

To her, I am no one but a stranger. Someone staying in their pack. Someone who doesn't have an impact on her life. I am a nobody to her. I doubt I even exist in her little world.

learned she's mine, I've watched her. Watched her play. Watched her

did a great job raising her, because Aspen was an angel through and through. So many times, I've wanted to pull her into my arms and hug her. So many times, I've wanted to kiss her rosy cheeks. So many times, I've wanted to hold her and just be with her. It has gutted me over and over watching her interacting with King. Watching her run to him when she sees him. Watching her treating him like a father figure. Knowing your daughter doesn't even

but fuck it.

are you okay?" Micah's voice pulls me from

down my face, I shake

I traveled in one car, Sadie, Aspen, Raven and the nanny were in the car in

carry ten people, so the rest of my warriors who had come with us and some of Sadie's warriors would

Calvin. They would both come,

have to worry since Sadie agreed to help. Everything will be okay. We won't lose anyone," Jason says, once

injured members? Everything is a mess and I have no idea where to start to fix shit. It was messing with my head. I dug a hole for myself when I treated Sadie like shit. A hole that, now, three years later is my own undoing. It's frustrating,