Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Chapter 0105

Alec.

Regret. Regret. Regret.

That's the one fucking emotion that no one ever wants to feel. One of the emotions that has the ability to gut you and leave you hating yourself for the shit you did.

I look at my daughter and my heart hurts. I almost killed her. I hurt her mother. I lost three years with her. She doesn't know who the hell I am or just how important she already is to me.

To her, I am no one but a stranger. Someone staying in their pack. Someone who doesn't have an impact on her life. I am a nobody to her. I doubt I even exist in her little world.

of weeks, since I learned she's mine, I've watched her. Watched her

her. Learning about her. Her likes and dislikes. What makes her happy and sad. I've watched and studied her personality. She's an amazing little girl, so full of joy. Sadie really did a great job raising her, because Aspen was an angel through and through. So many times, I've wanted to pull her into my arms and hug her. So many times, I've wanted to kiss her rosy cheeks. So many times, I've wanted to hold her and just be with her. It has gutted me over and over watching her interacting with King. Watching her run to him when she sees him. Watching

have anyone to blame, but fuck it. That doesn't mean

you okay?" Micah's voice pulls me from

my hands down my face, I

Aspen, Raven and the nanny

warriors who had come with us and

who had refused to leave without Calvin. They would

don't have to worry since Sadie agreed to help. Everything will be okay.

where to start to fix shit. It was messing with my head. I dug a hole for myself when I treated Sadie