Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Chapter 0105

Alec.

Regret. Regret. Regret.

That's the one fucking emotion that no one ever wants to feel. One of the emotions that has the ability to gut you and leave you hating yourself for the shit you did.

I look at my daughter and my heart hurts. I almost killed her. I hurt her mother. I lost three years with her. She doesn't know who the hell I am or just how important she already is to me.

To her, I am no one but a stranger. Someone staying in their pack. Someone who doesn't have an impact on her life. I am a nobody to her. I doubt I even exist in her little world.

since I learned she's mine, I've watched her. Watched her play. Watched her laugh. Watched her

did a great job raising her, because Aspen was an angel through and through. So many times, I've wanted to pull her into my arms and hug her. So many times, I've wanted to kiss her rosy cheeks. So many times, I've wanted to hold her and just be with her. It has gutted me over

anyone to blame, but

are you okay?" Micah's voice pulls me from my tumultuous

my face,

Jason and I traveled in one car, Sadie, Aspen, Raven and

who had come with us and some

who had refused to leave without Calvin. They would both come, but Calvin would continue staying in my dungeon until Sadie and I

to help. Everything will be okay. We won't lose anyone,"

pack? That this is about more than just being worried about the injured members? Everything is a mess and I have no idea where to start to fix shit. It was messing with my head. I dug a hole for myself when I treated Sadie like shit. A hole that, now, three years later is my own