Chapter 0144

I've never really thought about my death. Sure, I've experienced losing someone, or specifically my parents, but I have never really thought about my own death. Never thought about what dying would be like.

Do people really think about dying? Yes, I know there are some who plan everything in case something happens to them. There are those that plan their burials way before their death... I guess the reason why I never thought about my death is because I can't bear leaving those I love behind. My mind quickly flashes to Aspen. I turn and look at her peaceful face as she sleeps. She's so young and so full of life. I can't imagine leaving her behind. I can't imagine not being able to watch her grow.

My heart grows heavy at the thought. I feel like someone has it in a tight fist, and it's being squeezed. I can hardly breathe as I think of not being there for her. It brings me physical pain just imagining it. Then there is Rave, King, Beth and my pack. I've grown attached to them. It's hard to imagine letting them go.

"Sadie?" I pull my eyes from Aspen and stare at Raven. She has become more than a friend to me. She has become a sister.

Like I said, I've never thought about my death, but now I have to, because if Raven is right and that wasn't a dream but a premonition, then it means I'll probably be dying soon.

"I don't like this," Raven says, shaking her head.

club," I say with a

to die this early in life? There is something about knowing something like this. Knowing you might die. It

that it is just a dream. A bad dream," I begin. "It would make it

stuck. I just hate this so much. I wish there was

dreams. They don't always send their messages through oracles. Sometimes they communicate directly to us through our

really. Her walls are still up though. There is no

my hand through my hair. I feel exhausted. Both mentally and physically. I just wish that things

much." Raven sits down beside me and takes my hand in hers. She squeezes

look at her. "How, Raven? How is this

Remember that destinies aren't always written in stone. You can change it." My shoulders slump as I think

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