Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Chapter 0144

I've never really thought about my death. Sure, I've experienced losing someone, or specifically my parents, but I have never really thought about my own death. Never thought about what dying would be like.

Do people really think about dying? Yes, I know there are some who plan everything in case something happens to them. There are those that plan their burials way before their death... I guess the reason why I never thought about my death is because I can't bear leaving those I love behind. My mind quickly flashes to Aspen. I turn and look at her peaceful face as she sleeps. She's so young and so full of life. I can't imagine leaving her behind. I can't imagine not being able to watch her grow.

My heart grows heavy at the thought. I feel like someone has it in a tight fist, and it's being squeezed. I can hardly breathe as I think of not being there for her. It brings me physical pain just imagining it. Then there is Rave, King, Beth and my pack. I've grown attached to them. It's hard to imagine letting them go.

"Sadie?" I pull my eyes from Aspen and stare at Raven. She has become more than a friend to me. She has become a sister.

Like I said, I've never thought about my death, but now I have to, because if Raven is right and that wasn't a dream but a premonition, then it means I'll probably be dying soon.

"I don't like this," Raven says, shaking her head.

the club," I say with a

was meant to be? Was I meant to die this early in life? There is something about knowing something like this. Knowing you might die. It puts you in a certain kind of

dream. A bad dream," I begin. "It would make

just hate this so much. I

for deities to communicate with us through dreams. They don't always send their

that she will tell me something, anything really. Her walls are still up though. There is no way for

hand through my hair. I feel exhausted. Both mentally and physically. I just wish that

too much." Raven sits down beside me and takes my hand in hers. She squeezes it reassuringly. "Maybe

"How, Raven? How is this a good

premonition, then your goddess is trying to help you. I think that maybe she's letting you know what will happen because she wants you to change it. Remember that destinies aren't always written in stone. You can change it." My shoulders slump as I think about her words. A glimmer of