Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Chapter 0175

I'm completely speechless. To be honest, I didn't even for once think that might be the case.

I stumble back and drop onto the nearest chair behind me. It's like all the energy I had has been zapped from me, leaving me a weak mess.

Raven's word make sense. With everything Nyx knows and all that she has taught me, I always felt like she's not from this modern time. I couldn't really place my fingers on it, but there was just something about her. Something that felt out of this world.

Her way of thinking, reasoning and doing things gave off age-old vibes. She is like an old soul stuck in the modern and new-age world. It's something I never understood about her. I mean, every werewolf gets their wolf spirit at the time they are born but is only able to shift into them when they reach maturity. With Nyx, it always felt different. I don't even know how to explain it without sounding batshit crazy.

"Think about it, Sadie," Raven kneels before me and then takes my hand in hers. "This is the only plausible answer as to why you feel like you know Kaden."

but it's still hard to accept it. I mean, all the thoughts I had concerning Nyx were just theories, a hunch, but now there is proof that they may not have been just

in shock. Shocked by what this could mean if it turns out that Nyx does really know

is

I do when I am nervous or on the edge of having a panic attack. I try breathing in and then

I can barely get my lungs to function as I have a hard time breathing in. I start gasping

in," Raven tells me calmly as she rubs my now cold hands. "Take a deep breath, in

handle this and so does King. After all, this isn't the first time I've had a panic attack. They started a few months after Alec tried to kill me in his office. At first, we

it had happened a couple of times and King forced me to see a doctor that it was diagnosed. It hasn't

me. I breathe in, hold it for a few seconds before releasing the air through my mouth. The aim was to try and slow down my racing heart

I am