Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Chapter 235

Alec.

I woke up before the sun.

The soft glow of morning light crept through the curtains. I blinked into the brightness, dragging a hand down my face. I was awake, but my thoughts were still caught somewhere between sleep and that moment last night... when I almost lost control.

For a moment, I just laid there, staring at the ceiling, hoping the ache in my chest would ease. It didn't. It never has ever since I realized that Sadie is my mate. The scent of her still clung to my skin, though we hadn't touched. Not really.

Goddess, the way she looked last night-standing in the soft glow of her bedroom, wearing nothing but a tank and cotton shorts, her hair still damp from a shower, her eyes wary and wanting all at once. The way her breath hitched when I leaned in to kiss Aspen. The way her scent shifted-sweetened and sharp with desire.

I wanted her. Every damn part of me wanted her. My wolf, Knox, was unrelenting last night. Prowling just beneath my skin, demanding I take her, mark her, make her mine.

And I almost did.

It took everything in me to turn and walk away.

The full moon was days away, and already it was playing havoc with our bond. I could feel it like a live wire beneath my skin, tugging me toward her, whispering her name into every breath I took. But wanting her-needing her-wasn't the same as deserving her. And I hadn't earned that yet.

and we lost our minds. I'd wrestled him for hours, grounding myself with every ounce of control I had. But my body was still humming, every nerve ending on

motions of my morning - showering, brushing my teeth, pulling on

to drown out the memory of Sadie's scent, the way her eyes widened when I stepped too close, and the sound of her breath catching when I leaned

wanted Sadie. Her heat, her presence, the maddening

feel. By the time I stepped onto the training grounds, the sun was already high. I ran a hand through my damp hair and let out

them looked eager. Others wary. I could see the tension in their shoulders-like they were

know Micah's already briefed you on what's going

of

group. One of the younger

a skeptical brow. "Alpha... is it true?

in his voice echoed in the murmurs around

didn't answer.

the

immediately. "Already on

Jason and Micah appeared at the far end of the

was a noticeable