Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Chapter 245

I don't say anything. Just turned back and continued staring at nothing.

I pretended that his presence wasn't affecting me. Pretended that I was okay and that every fiber in my being wasn't vibrating. I was fighting the pull despite Nyx telling me not to. I was used to fighting it since we learned that we were mates; it was hard not to.

When I couldn't take it anymore—the pull, the desire, the silence—I turned to him. “I don't get it, Alec. What do you want? Why are you here? Why are you trying? Don't think I haven't noticed."

Before he could answer, I continued. "You already have Aspen's devotion and love, so what is all this?"

I didn't know if he got what I was referring to, but honestly, with the emotional turmoil inside me, I wasn't in the mood to explain anything if he didn't get it.

"I am grateful that I have her love and devotion, but Sadie," he murmured, his voice thick with emotion too. "Aspen is not the only one whose love I want. I want yours too."

I stay quiet, not sure what to say. I wasn't expecting him to be this open. Wasn't expecting those words to come out of his mouth.

Emotions choke the living daylights out of me and for a moment I feel like crying.

My voice broke as I whispered, "Why now? You didn't care when it mattered, Alec. So why now when I want nothing to do with you?"

couldn't fight the tears, so I furiously wiped them away, angry at myself

breath caught when I felt his gentle touch as he wiped away my tears. "I know how confusing this must be for you, but I can't give you the answer you want right now. I can't answer why now

I expected to hear, but it wasn't that. Feeling frustrated and hurt, I pushed his hand

know me; you didn't care. You just dismissed me without trying to see the real me... How then am I expected to believe that you want me now, when I wasn't your type back then? When you wouldn't even glance at me twice. How am I supposed to believe you feel something for me now when you didn't, even though

up a little, but still the same. So, if you couldn't like me then, how can I believe you like me now when nothing much about me has

quiet, just stared at me with those green eyes, which were filled with so many emotions. Emotions I refused to

and I am sorry I was a stupid asshole who didn't see your worth back then. I was a blind idiot who didn't notice the treasure in front of him, but I do now. I see you, Sadie, all of you

to believe it. "It's the bond. What you feel is

don't really want me, Alec. You never

step towards me.

tried to

close, tightening his grip, almost as if he was afraid I would disappear. "I won't push you to have me or forgive me, but

prove to

being influenced by the bond- That what I feel for you is real The realest thing I've ever felt my entire life. It's only after I've proven myself

on my forehead before letting me go, turning around

left standing there