Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Chapter 258

"You've got it all wrong," he murmurs, his voice breaking.

I blink, the words not quite registering.

"I want you," Alec says, his eyes burning into mine. "God, Sadie. I want you so badly it's killing me." His thumb brushed along my jaw, a soft, reverent touch. "But not like this."

My chest tightens. "Why not?"

“Because if I take you now, you'll think it's just the moon heat," he says, his voice thick. "You'll think that's the only reason I want you."

I shake my head, but Alec's thumb presses against my lips, silencing me.

"If we do this now," he continues, his voice rough, "it'll feel good-so good-but when the heat passes, you'll think it was just that. Just heat. Just instinct." He swallows, his Adam's apple bobbing. "And you'll regret it. And I can't. I won't let you regret something that should be special."

My breath hitches. The weight of his words pressing down on me, and it feels like my heart is being squeezed.

I am so confused. Do I dare to believe his words? To believe that that's the only reason he isn't buried deep inside me right now and not because he is still in love with Lola?

I don't have time to think much of it because a sharp, stabbing pain explodes in my belly, and I gasp, doubling over. My arms wrap around my stomach, and my knees buckle.

"Sadie!" Alec is there in an instant, catching me before I hit the ground. "What's wrong? What is it?"

scorching

whimper internally.

is what I warned you about," she says, her voice pained. "The moon heat. Our mate is supposed to mate us. Without

tears through me, and I cry out, clutching Alec's arms as

tight with worry. "I've got

pain. By the time

me inside. He lays me on a couch, his

he says, and

Every inch of me is aflame. My skin

hot, and I can

Alec, my mate. All I want is him. All I crave

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scoops me up again, carrying me into the bathroom. The tub is half-filled with cold water, and he steps inside, pulling

he whispers, his arms wrapping around

it also soothes. I sag against Alec, my head falling

lips

my fists clutching his arms as another wave of

remember that time you stole Piper's ice

the pain, a weak laugh