Chapter 261

Alec

The cold-water rushes over me, icy rivulets cascading down my skin as I brace my hands against the shower wall. My breaths come in sharp, ragged bursts, each one echoing against the tile. My muscles tense beneath the freezing spray, and yet it does little to quell the fire raging inside me.

I squeeze my eyes shut, the water stinging my skin as I drop my head, letting it pummel the back of my neck. It's not enough. Nothing is enough.

The scent of her clings to me, even now. It's embedded in my skin, threaded through every breath, every heartbeat. Sadie. Her soft whimpers, the way her body arched against mine, her mouth forming my name on a trembling gasp. And now she's in the other room, curled up in that bed, her body wracked with the heat

I can't take away.

Knox growls in my mind, pacing restlessly. "They are in pain."

I know. Goddess, do I know.

I grip the back of my neck, fingers digging in as if I can scrub away the feeling of her pressed against me. The memory of her slick warmth against me is a brand I can't erase, and it's driving me out of my mind.

She wanted me. Begged for me. And I had to pull away. I had to be the one to stop it.

I can still hear the echo of her voice, broken and raw.

"You don't want me. You still love Lola."

A shudder wracks through me, the ache in my chest intensifying. I still can't believe that she believes I still love Lola. Can you imagine that? Yet can I blame her for believing that I didn't want her because I still loved Lola?

I know there were rumors about me and Lola three years ago. I do admit that I mated Lola during her heat; that is true. what is not true is the intensity of it. It wasn't so intense. It wasn't anything but normal.

That should have been another sign that something was wrong. That She wasn't who I thought she was. That she wasn't my mate.

and our so-called relationship. With Sadie, everything is a thousand times more intense than what

so much in a woman that

slam my fist against the tile, the impact jarring up my arm. Pain explodes through my knuckles, sharp and welcome, grounding me in something other than the desire tearing me apart. I drop my head

really were dumb," Knox

I whisper, my voice

know what to expect,"

"Or deep down we knew but we

I stand there, head bowed, heart thundering. It takes everything in me to pull myself together, to force my

the mirror is a stranger- wild and tired eyes, hair

it over my head, not bothering to dry off. The wet fabric clings to my skin as I step

brow furrowed even in sleep. My heart twists painfully. She's still suffering. Even in sleep, she's

my chest, her face pressing into

her head, inhaling her scent, letting it seep into my veins. The need to mate her is a living, breathing thing, clawing at

I know deep down

for the

to

a heavy, frustrated weight in my mind.

"How's Nyx?"

"Not good.

shut, my hold on Sadie

the brunt of it. Their heat is amplified through her, and she's bearing most of it. I'm trying to

teeth, throat tight. "When Sadie wakes up, I'll ask her if

you. Maybe that'll help. Maybe

relief bleeds through the bond.

Sadie's temple, the scent of her sweat and tears mixing with her natural

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