Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

Chapter 272

I walk out of Sadie's bedroom feeling completely pissed. Pissed at the situation and pissed at my reaction.

I stay outside her door for a minute, my hand still on the handle as I try to get my emotions under control. Taking a deep breath, I close my eyes. I inhale slowly, filling my lungs and trying to let everything wash over me.

It doesn't help. The turmoil inside me is still there, churning.

After a few seconds, I let go of the handle and stomp down the hallway. My thoughts are spinning so fast I barely register the pack members who bid me goodnight.

When I get to my room, I slam the door behind me. The sound echoes through the empty space, sharp and final. It hits me in the chest like a punch. I'm angry and shattered at the same time. I want to hit something. Someone. Anything to get rid of this suffocating feeling, like my heart is being run over by a damn truck-again and again and again.

I feel like a loose cannon, seconds from exploding. The pressure has built so fast it leaves me shaking with rage.

Grabbing fistfuls of my hair, I start pacing the room.

I should be happy. I should be ecstatic-over the fucking moon. But why does it feel like I'm dying? Like I'm about to lose everything? Like I'm already losing a piece of myself?

I thought I had more time. Turns out I was just lying to myself.

rumbles through my

not in the

could think about was what Sadie just

to do something," he continues, ignoring

"And what do you suggest we do?

moment before murmuring, "I

hands to my waist, staring up at the ceiling. Frustration boils inside me because-just like him-I don't have a fucking clue. I thought I had

interrupts the downward

I don't realize it's my

sister

the door and

standing there.

Piper breezes in like she owns

start, meaning to tell her the same thing I told Knox-that I'm not in the mood-but

you still have the same

when I turned twenty. I haven't changed it, and I don't plan to. Well unless Sadie wants me to when