Alpha Asher by Jane

Chapter 43

Read Alpha Asher [by Jane Doe] Chapter 43 – Lola’s P.o.v

Maya’s excitement slowly faded into frustration as Grandma explained the techniques we can use to protect our mind.

“Meditation.” Grandma nodded serenely, “Learn to control your own thoughts and emotions. Keep’s them out of reach.”

“And how long does this take?” I frowned, my mind running through the ways I could do this.

“Awhile.” Grandma frowned, “It’s not an easy process, disciplining your mind.”

“Well.” I sighed, her techniques wouldn’t be useful to me tonight. “Where do I begin?”

Grandma explained how to meditate, telling me to picture a glistening oasis. She told me to look into the waters and see my own reflection. It seemed easy enough.

“That’s only the first step.” Grandma chuckled.

“The first step?” I huffed, shaking my head.

Fighting I could deal with. Learning to strengthen my body was simple. Strengthening my mind seemed difficult.

I’m impulsive at the best of times. I’m hardly able to control my words let alone my thoughts.

“Second step.” Grandma continued, “Picture a library, stacks of shelves and books as far as the eye can see.”

“Okay.” I drawled the word out, “Books.”

“Let your thoughts fill the books.” Grandma continued, giving me a light smirk. “You can have one book dedicated to Alpha Asher, if need be of course.”

I raised my eyebrow at Grandma and opened my mouth to let loose a snarky remark. She waved me away with her hand, a knowing smile on her face.

“My point is, fill the books with your thoughts and bind them tightly.” Grandma nodded, looking much more serious. “Tuck the books on their shelves and leave them there.”

“That’s it?” I questioned. It seemed far too easy.

“That’s it.” Grandma nodded, “The more you practice, the easier it will get. But I’ll warn you Lola, it’s all too easy for the books to be shredded when you’re first starting out.”

“Got it.” I nodded. How hard could it be to keep my brain books from being touched?

‘Listen to Grandma.’ Maya rolled her eyes, ‘She knows more than us.’

‘So you’ll listen to Grandma and not me?’ I scoffed, ‘Figures.’

‘You get us into trouble.’ Maya pointed out, ‘Grandma doesn’t, and she makes amazing brownies.’

Grandma let me use my old bedroom to practice. She promised to ensure Dad wouldn’t bother me while I practiced.

I laid down on my bedroom floor, positioned in the middle of the room.

Clearing my mind was incredibly difficult, not that I was surprised.

Once my own inner voice quieted, images of Asher and Tristan flashed through my mind.

Asher with his delicious dark hair, tousled to perfection.

Tristan with his light locks and porcelain skin, his swirling blue eyes mischievous.

I forced the images away as best I could, wishing Maya could provide some assistance.

Grandma made it clear that Maya couldn’t help. Whatever mind tricks the Vampire’s used, it suppressed our wolves. Maya would be no use to me if they managed to slip inside my mind.

The oasis in my head was fuzzy at first, the details an annoying haze. As I continued taking steady breaths, the image became clearer.

Crystal blue waters, swaying wheat grass, and the scent of nature in the air.

I imagined myself delving deep within my own head, a library forming around me.

Rows upon rows of empty books lined oak shelves, each cover a different style and color.

I walked the dark halls of my mind, plucking a deep amber book from it’s place on the shelf. The cover was dark, but intertwined with threads of gold.

I thumbed through the rough pages, each one blank and without words.

I figured I’d start with the beginning.

I let my memories of Tyler flow from my mind and into the tightly bound book.

Memories flashed and swirled around me.

time we went to the homecoming dance together. Every memory I had of Tyler pulsed through my mind,

full. Messy script depicted each memory I ever had with Tyler, all leading up

back on the shelf, and

long it took me, as

books, hard cover books, short books, withered books. Each were as different and unique as the memories being placed within

memories of Alpha Asher, every last one of them. His book was larger than

stepped back to observe my handiwork, satisfied with what I

my eyes, I

was beginning to set in the

my body

had the

Maya’s voice filled my head instantly, ‘How

sound of her voice in my head,

I grimaced as I replied to

skeptically, ‘Grandma said it wouldn’t

I shrugged, ‘Maybe it’s a

scowled. She didn’t seem very

to let me stay for dinner, Dad grumbled a ‘hello’

occasionally drifting over

wonder where he is.” Dad frowned,

somewhere warm, somewhere with a beach near by.” I shrugged, the hint of a smile forming on my face. “He always said he’d live at the

his face held less worry. “It was nice having

flashing me one of his old

really?” I cocked my eyebrow at him, shooting Grandma an incredulous glance. “What’s so bad

funny.” Dad shook his head,

chuckled as Grandma whacked him

days old pizza.” Grandma shook her head pitifully, “And to think I

up, and he

dare.” Grandma scolded,

I snickered at him, sticking my tongue out in his

your Dad.” Grandma turned with her

missed the two of us. It was also clear he missed Sean, but sometimes people needed to get away. I couldn’t blame Sean when I had left for an

let Dad have some pie. The afternoon was exactly what I needed, some carefree time with my

to the pack house around ten o’clock,

clothes, throwing on a pair of leggings and a long sleeve t-shirt. After awhile I could

cross the hall and knock, to bother Alpha Asher until he dragged me into his bedroom. The soreness in between my legs agreed. We wanted more

once, it was Maya

with him right now.’ Maya shook her head, but I could still feel her longing. ‘If this plan is

doesn’t inhibit me, Maya.’ I rolled

Maya pointed out, ‘He distracts me

I frowned, giving my bedroom door

and I was practically

edge of my bed, taking deep breaths to calm my nerves. Each wave of anxiety

my emotions. I tried to picture the oasis, calming my

Breyona and Mason’s voice filled my

ready, Lola?’ Breyona sounded

I nodded, doing my

Mason chimed in, his

I was reassuring myself or them. ‘If Tyler’s still

was easier than I expected. Little did Alpha Asher know, but Tyler and I had spent years sneaking around his house. My footsteps were light and calculated as I crept down the hallway. I even went as far as to

sliding glass door, remembering how the front door

make it out?’ Breyona’s

sound.’ I chuckled lightly,

‘We need

towards the other side of town,

forest. It was getting more difficult to keep my mind clear. Every little sound had me turning on my heel. I was sure Alpha Asher would appear

sound was either a Vampire coming for my life, or Alpha Asher coming

swimming hole came into view. My heart lurched and sped up, my bookshelves shuddering

Lola.’ Maya urged

Breyona murmured through

time.’ Mason nodded, and

my anxiety leaving me, a clear oasis becoming clearer in my mind. The bookshelves stopped their shuddering

the swimming hole, noticing how different it looked

Tyler and I had come to relax, to get time away from his duties as

middle of the night, the swimming hole looked mysterious and threatening. The usual clear waters were dark, looking like murky ink as it sat still under the dim

had arrived early, and the

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The usual sounds of nature were absent. Not a single cricket chirped. The entire forest was holding

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