Alpha Asher by Jane

Chapter 43

Read Alpha Asher [by Jane Doe] Chapter 43 – Lola’s P.o.v

Maya’s excitement slowly faded into frustration as Grandma explained the techniques we can use to protect our mind.

“Meditation.” Grandma nodded serenely, “Learn to control your own thoughts and emotions. Keep’s them out of reach.”

“And how long does this take?” I frowned, my mind running through the ways I could do this.

“Awhile.” Grandma frowned, “It’s not an easy process, disciplining your mind.”

“Well.” I sighed, her techniques wouldn’t be useful to me tonight. “Where do I begin?”

Grandma explained how to meditate, telling me to picture a glistening oasis. She told me to look into the waters and see my own reflection. It seemed easy enough.

“That’s only the first step.” Grandma chuckled.

“The first step?” I huffed, shaking my head.

Fighting I could deal with. Learning to strengthen my body was simple. Strengthening my mind seemed difficult.

I’m impulsive at the best of times. I’m hardly able to control my words let alone my thoughts.

“Second step.” Grandma continued, “Picture a library, stacks of shelves and books as far as the eye can see.”

“Okay.” I drawled the word out, “Books.”

“Let your thoughts fill the books.” Grandma continued, giving me a light smirk. “You can have one book dedicated to Alpha Asher, if need be of course.”

I raised my eyebrow at Grandma and opened my mouth to let loose a snarky remark. She waved me away with her hand, a knowing smile on her face.

“My point is, fill the books with your thoughts and bind them tightly.” Grandma nodded, looking much more serious. “Tuck the books on their shelves and leave them there.”

“That’s it?” I questioned. It seemed far too easy.

“That’s it.” Grandma nodded, “The more you practice, the easier it will get. But I’ll warn you Lola, it’s all too easy for the books to be shredded when you’re first starting out.”

“Got it.” I nodded. How hard could it be to keep my brain books from being touched?

‘Listen to Grandma.’ Maya rolled her eyes, ‘She knows more than us.’

‘So you’ll listen to Grandma and not me?’ I scoffed, ‘Figures.’

‘You get us into trouble.’ Maya pointed out, ‘Grandma doesn’t, and she makes amazing brownies.’

Grandma let me use my old bedroom to practice. She promised to ensure Dad wouldn’t bother me while I practiced.

I laid down on my bedroom floor, positioned in the middle of the room.

Clearing my mind was incredibly difficult, not that I was surprised.

Once my own inner voice quieted, images of Asher and Tristan flashed through my mind.

Asher with his delicious dark hair, tousled to perfection.

Tristan with his light locks and porcelain skin, his swirling blue eyes mischievous.

I forced the images away as best I could, wishing Maya could provide some assistance.

Grandma made it clear that Maya couldn’t help. Whatever mind tricks the Vampire’s used, it suppressed our wolves. Maya would be no use to me if they managed to slip inside my mind.

The oasis in my head was fuzzy at first, the details an annoying haze. As I continued taking steady breaths, the image became clearer.

Crystal blue waters, swaying wheat grass, and the scent of nature in the air.

I imagined myself delving deep within my own head, a library forming around me.

Rows upon rows of empty books lined oak shelves, each cover a different style and color.

I walked the dark halls of my mind, plucking a deep amber book from it’s place on the shelf. The cover was dark, but intertwined with threads of gold.

I thumbed through the rough pages, each one blank and without words.

I figured I’d start with the beginning.

I let my memories of Tyler flow from my mind and into the tightly bound book.

Memories flashed and swirled around me.

running through the pack house, his Mom chasing after us. The time we went to the homecoming dance together. Every memory I had of

Messy script depicted each memory I ever had with Tyler, all leading up to our encounter in the

back on the shelf,

me, as

books, hard cover books, short books, withered books. Each were as different and unique as

last one of them. His book was larger than the others, the cover a startling

stepped back to observe my handiwork, satisfied

I opened my eyes,

was beginning

body

had the most

filled my head instantly,

sound of her voice in my head, my dull bedroom

done.’ I grimaced as I replied to her, ‘Every

frowned skeptically, ‘Grandma

shrugged,

She didn’t seem

for dinner, Dad grumbled a ‘hello’

occasionally drifting

Dad frowned, scratching at the stubble

I shrugged, the hint of a smile forming on my face. “He

nodded, but his face held less worry. “It

at his last comment, flashing me one

really?” I cocked my eyebrow at him, shooting Grandma an incredulous glance. “What’s so bad about

Dad shook his head, his

and chuckled as Grandma whacked him with a

Grandma shook her

and he gave his Mom a

don’t you dare.” Grandma scolded, “You’ve lost your

and I snickered at him, sticking my tongue out in

mock your Dad.” Grandma turned with

much Dad had missed the two of us. It was also clear he missed Sean, but sometimes people needed to get away. I couldn’t blame Sean when

dinner, and after dramatic begging, Grandma let Dad have some pie. The afternoon was exactly what I needed, some carefree time

around ten o’clock, slipping

clothes, throwing on a pair of leggings and a long sleeve t-shirt. After awhile I could

to cross the hall and knock, to bother Alpha Asher until he dragged me into his bedroom. The soreness in between my legs

it was Maya who

go messing with him right now.’ Maya shook her head, but I could still feel her longing. ‘If this plan is gonna work,

me, Maya.’ I rolled

‘He distracts me too. We don’t need distractions

my bedroom door one last

slowly, and I was practically vibrating

calm my nerves. Each wave of anxiety

control over my emotions. I tried to picture the oasis, calming my mind as best

Breyona and Mason’s

ready, Lola?’ Breyona sounded tired, yet

doing my best to keep my

chimed in, his usual happy tone sounded stressed

I wasn’t sure if I was reassuring myself or them. ‘If Tyler’s still interested

know, but Tyler and I had spent years sneaking around his house. My footsteps were light and calculated as I crept down the hallway. I even

sliding glass door, remembering how the

make it out?’ Breyona’s voice murmured

sound.’ I chuckled lightly,

calm.’ Maya murmured, ‘We need

my mind clear as i headed towards the other side of town, stopping

to keep my mind clear. Every little sound had me turning on my heel. I was sure Alpha Asher would appear at any moment, dragging me away before I could say

a Vampire coming for my life, or Alpha

test was when the swimming hole came into view. My heart lurched and

Maya

do this.’ Breyona murmured through the

time.’ Mason nodded, and I could practically

tried to picture my anxiety leaving me, a clear oasis becoming clearer in my mind. The bookshelves stopped their shuddering and remained

the swimming hole, noticing how

come to relax, to get time away from his

of the night, the swimming hole looked mysterious and threatening. The usual clear waters were dark, looking like murky ink

and the

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nature were absent. Not a single cricket chirped. The entire forest was holding it’s

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