Alpha Asher by Jane

Read Alpha Asher [by Jane Doe] Chapter 55 – I had finally given in the night Lola moved into the packhouse. I had taken Mason home and went home myself. Tonight, was another night I was still in my bed. Sleep refused to claim me, instead placing images of Giovanni in my mind.

My soul had found its other half and being away from him was nearing painful.

When the frustration had become too much, I leaped from the bed. My Mom was already asleep, her soft snores floating down the hall. I couldn’t even bring myself to change, leaving the house in my pajama’s.

I sped down the road, disregarding the speed limit signs. My soul and wolf knew where I was headed, the two of them wanted to get there quickly.

Unknowingly, I reached out with my heart. I was searching for Giovanni, silently pleading as I hoped he would come to the house.

The windows were dark as I pulled into the driveway for the second time. I found myself sitting in my Aunt’s armchair, sleep refusing to claim me. I felt wired and awake, sleep the farthest thought from my mind.

When Giovanni silently stepped through the door an hour later, I launched myself at him.

His body stiffened as I slammed into his chest, but the anticipation had been building for too long. I knew this was wrong, deep down I knew it. My mind and body were at war with each other, claiming they both knew what was best.

I would never betray Lola or my pack, but surely, I deserved these few moments of peace. These were all I had until the inevitable happened. Either Giovanni chose me, or he chose his kind.

“Little she-wolf.” Giovanni cleared his throat, taking a step back from me. “I felt you reaching out to me.”

“I didn’t know what I was doing.” I frowned, “I just—I had to come here.”

I was at a loss for words, but it seemed Giovanni was in the same situation.

“I have been feeling things—for you.” Giovanni cleared his throat again, his eyes flashing with reluctance. “It has been difficult staying away from this house.”

“I know.” I breathed, my eyes roaming every inch of him. “It’s been hard for me too. I couldn’t stay away any longer.”

Giovanni’s lips parted to say something but closed shortly after. I took his hesitation and tossed it to the side. I knew what I wanted, and right now I wanted to pretend.

I wanted to pretend he wasn’t a vampire, and I wasn’t a werewolf. We were just two normal people who happened to share a connection. I wanted just a moment of this before reality crashed down, guilt following.

I threw my arms over his shoulders and pressed myself against him. He was too tall for me to reach his lips, so I freckled light kisses across his jaw. His body tensed under my touch, but he made no move to distance himself.

I knew I had won when his arms snak*d around my waist, pulling myself tighter against him. His head bent down, his lips meeting my own. I could feel the emotion he held back, the hunger that hid behind his eyes.

back of my mind, my logical side was screaming. I was kissing a Vampire in the middle of nowhere. He could m****r me and leave my body to rot. It could be quite some time until my Mom thought to look

me. He looked as though he wanted to say something,

taste. “This cannot continue—things have been set into

fear coursed through my veins. The way he was

tasted sweet on my lips. Something in his eyes flashed as I said his

betray my people.” Giovanni’s eyes hardened painfully, “I just wished to inform

wide and pleading. “The Vampire’s want to end all werewolf life. Werewolves don’t want all Vampire’s d**d. We were

am not one of them.” Giovanni’s voice was cold, detached.

into the agony, determined to keep myself together in front of this man. If he could throw

the front door, stepping out onto the porch. His eyes were dark as he turned and looked at

follow orders, just as you do.” Giovanni’s eyes concealed just a flicker of pain before he

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Aunt’s house. My heart stung with pain every time Giovanni crossed

for my weakness, and I hated myself for thinking there could be a happy ending. The moment I stepped into my car; the tears fell freely from my face.

to resist my forbidden mate. During the day I would throw a mask on for the world, one that was being kept together by tape and glue. I summoned

hurt me the most was keeping it from Lola. Lola of all people would understand. She wouldn’t hate me for what I had done, nor would she expect me to reject Giovanni. She was the one person I

seen Giovanni in days, yet it

the night. My heart hammered nervously as Mason and I waited alongside the training building.

there, Tristan. I could hear Tyler’s voice through the mind-link, making my blood boil.

as Lola repeated the

Giovanni

an answer, but my heart knew the truth. This was what Giovanni was speaking of. The

back of the packhouse. Alpha Asher darted outside; half dressed with eyes

the forest, taking off after Lola. I was the second to shift, using all my force to propel myself forward. I could hear Mason’s heavy footfalls behind me as I desperately tried to catch

the

wolf form. His eyes burned intelligently as they stared into my own. I forced myself to look

follow, bounding into the

form, and she was determined not to let Giovanni

swirled in my head, and I let it lead me as I ran. I skidded to a halt, kicking up dirt and grass in my attempt to

at me. I wanted to shift but remained still in fear he

this way.” Giovanni murmured, his eyes running

stood, I walked over to one of the trees. Many of the tree’s in our woods had colored markers. These were the places