Alpha Asher by Jane
Chapter 41
Read Alpha Asher [by Jane Doe] Chapter 41 – Mason’s P.o.v
Everything hurts—Quite literally.
My body aches from the weight of my own emotions, pressing down on me until the claustrophobia hits. The air turns thick and stagnant in my lungs.
There were moments when I had convinced myself I had some semblance of control. I was now beginning to realize, I never had control. The illusion of control kept me sane for so long, and it’s absence was tearing me apart.
i shuffled through the thundering club, keeping my eyes glued to Breyona.
I refused to look at the dancing couples–Refused to acknowledge the smell of lut and sx in the air. It was all too painful, resurfacing images I had spent a year trying to forget.
I refused to look back at Lola—Ignoring the insane urge that always came over me when she was around.
Lola—A little bundle of fire and spice, but her heart was still pure.
She hadn’t known it at the time; but the first time we trained together, my heart was hers.
I never expected to feel that particular emotion again, convinced it was gone from my heart for good.
My wolf tried to convince me, tried to make me see reason but soon he too was swept away. What chance could we have when two other men already craved her heart?
She was not our mate, her mate was out in the world somewhere. What right did I have to take that from her? Could I truly expect her to pick me?
Nonetheless, I couldn’t continue ignoring how I felt. Lola had been the first one to grab my heart after what happened last year.
We had moved from the pack a year ago. My Grandfather on my mother’s side became ill. He was an old man, so his condition wasn’t surprising.
I know it sounds harsh; but my Grandfather wasn’t a good man. He spent his life molding my Mom into a submissive she-wolf, beating any form of disobedience from her. Maybe that was why I fell for Lola, her strong will remained unbroken even with everything life threw at her.
I could only stand idle while my Mom cared for the man that caused her years of trauma and pain. The sight was sickening, driving me from the house at every chance I had.
We lived in a small shack, right on the outskirts of the city. This gave me ample opportunities to go out and find something to do.
For the time being, I found myself a job. It wasn’t anything flashy, just a simple job at a family owned sandwich shop. This got me out of the house, and gave me some spare money. My Grandfather had a hefty will, leaving everything he owned to my Mom. She was numb with shock for hours after hearing the news.
I suppose somewhere in his sick and twisted heart, a part of him loved his daughter.
man for the entirety of
my Grandfather’s life at
could be gained from
strength to be
knew my Dad would end his life if he so much stepped out of
into the night, but I didn’t mind. Night had always been peaceful to me, clearing my head with the crisp breezes
days ago, accepting the crudely made birthday cake from my Mom with a
make my cake. Year after year, I watched my Mom’s face light up as my Dad made my birthday cakes. Her eyes would trail over every step he went
her it was even better than Dad’s. He knew of course, but couldn’t stand to see his mate unhappy. The two of us protected my Mom in every way we could,
left Dev’s Deli, taking deep breaths of the crisp night air when a smell hit me. It was mingled with the smell of smoked meat and freshly baked
down the road, any thoughts of walking home were long forgotten. The delicious smell grew stronger
A gruff voice chuckled lowly,
fear absent in her tone. “You know I don’t answer to
forcing me into a run as I turned
the brick wall of the alley way, her face contorted into a glare
amused, his eyes glinting as he stared
gonna f**k you up if you don’t back off.”
anyone up.” The gruff man chuckled, “You still
week you’ll see.” The
the two knew eachother,
through me before I
too late to change my course of
woman against the wall, clawing at the
backed off from the woman, turning
lips, the mans eyes widened
of
last time, keeping his hard glare
snapped, turning down the alley way with a huff. His fists were clenched at his side
I frowned, approaching
werewolves, you always imagine what it will be like to find your
espresso. Her eyes were an intoxicating shade of brown, set with glimpses of amber and gold. Obsidian hair ran down to her shoulders, thousands of spiral curls grazed against her throat. Ruby red lips, long eyelashes and high cheekbones. She was wearing
d**k but he’s harmless.” The woman shrugged, a hand placed on
a smile playing at my lips as
Alpha Asher by Jane Chapter 41
Lola has always assumed that she and her boyfriend Alpha Tyler were mates. On Tyler's 18th birthday, her world fell apart. Heart broken, she ran away from her pack for an entire year. Alpha Asher Chapter 41 ... Tragedy forces Lola to return home, where she finds the infamous Alpha Asher in charge. This time, Lola might actually have a little bit of happiness. That is, until she finds out who her life partner really is.
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