Alpha Asher by Jane

Chapter 216

I woke to the tang of blood in my mouth. and the stinging pain of something sharp prodding me in the ass.

“Agh.” I hissed in pain.

Turning onto my side, which wasn’t any better, I felt around blindly for the perpetrator. My fingers froze when I registered the gritty substance covering the floor-the ground, I mean.

It was dirt, scraggly and moist as it became compacted under my nails. Just about every muscle in my body ached like I’d ran a marathon. I tried to push past that pain, stretching out my senses until my eyes decided too corporate. 1

Cold lapped at my bare skin, grazing places that should’ve been covered by clothing but most definitely weren’t. If I had to guess, I might’ve assumed I was outside somewhere but that couldn’t be possible.

Other than the heavy pants of my breathing, there was nothing but silence. If I were outside, I should’ve been able to hear crickets chirping and leaves crunching beneath the feet of the smaller forest dwellers. There was none of that, not even the whoosh of wind passing through treetops.

My fingers trailed over something long and hard, and I grunted as I finally found the object that had been jabbing me.

“What the hell? Is that a twig?” I grunted, smacking my lips as I struggled to speak.

The tang of blood coating my tongue felt… off. There was something abnormal about it, but I couldn’t pinpoint it at the moment. 2

It was a stick in my hand, I was sure of it.

The surface was rough like bark, but damp as though the early morning mist had already passed through.

Finally, I was able to crack my eyes open. The only source of light was the silver marble hovering in the sky, making it easy to adjust to my surroundings. My eyes latched onto the stick in my hand, only it wasn’t a stick.

I gasped, flinging the jagged femur bone into a patch of brush.

Bits of bloody flesh clung to my fingertips, picking up dirt as I scrambled onto all fours and whipped my head around.

No, this can’t be what she saw. 1

They were everywhere, scattered in a perfect ring around where I’d woken up. Animals, dead animals. Their blood watered the earth, soaking it in a sea of crimson so severe that even the starving soil failed to soak it all up.

mouth with the acrid taste

limbs ripped from torsos and

even a couple

between flashes of crimson were the milky white shards of broken bones.

what I saw. The information simply wasn’t registering, smothered by

was animal blood, and from the taste, it had

face, its milky eyes burning into me. Its stare felt accusatory, like it knew what I had done before I did. The sprawling

of its horns were coated in blood, matching the jagged piece of its spinal column that protruded from its shredded neck.

shaking until a flash of red hit my

My neck, all the way down to the pads of my feet was coated in the flaky, drying

I called out on instinct. ‘Fuck, Asher. You need to answer me, you need

scrambled, but there was nowhere to go without stepping

bond were smothered by a wall of pure agony, of horror so strong that my body chose to revolt and spew every vile thing I’d eaten

cried out, staring at my blood-covered face in the pool of my

the decapitated animals. I knew the truth, and there was nothing I could do but accept it and let it smother

just killed these animals. I’d slaughtered them, and then, to make matters even worse, I’d eaten

answering. My words weren’t even getting across. I knew if I didn’t do something soon, I’d be so inconsolable

onto the next face that crossed my mind and cried out to them, praying

I need

over my mouth to hold back another wave of

Oh my Goddess-oh my goddess, where are you?’ My best-friends voice echoed in my mind, silencing my panic

know. Fuck, I don’t know where I am. What happened? How did this happen? I-I was with Asher, we were together. How did I end up out here?’ I stammered, trying so hard not to

you. Okay, Lola? I’ll

okay.’ She chanted, but the edge

she wasn’t here to

you, please.’ I whispered, shutting my eyes, and succumbing to the maelstrom inside of my head.

in her shadow beast form. Her paws slammed into the ground, kicking up tendrils of shadow that evaporated into thin air. The sound of flesh tearing in two was abrupt and made me flinch, but not a second later a pair of arms wrapped around my shoulders and helped

as they darted around the ring of slaughtered animals. “…what

know. I can’t remember. Goddess, why can’t I remember?” My

yanked me forward into her arms.