Chapter 123 – Rogue Attacks

Sinclair

After Ella shared her story with me, we spent a long time just kissing and cuddling, talking through our feelings and reaffirming our love. Still, Ella wasn’t entirely soothed. I could tell she was still beating herself up about her panic attack, no matter how many times I promised her it was all right.

“I just want to be able to give you what you need.” Ella moans after a while, sounding as miserable as ever.

“I don’t need to tie you up, baby.” I promise, wondering if I’ll ever be able to convince her that she’s enough for me – exactly as she is. “There are plenty of other things we can do.”

“But the idea of being tied up with you doesn’t frighten me.” Ella confesses, surprising me. “I think it was just the way you asked. Because it wasn’t about you and me, it was about what had been done to me in the past.”

I frown, unsure if she’s being completely forthright. “That’s possible.” I agree. “But the chances are that if the question was that upsetting, feeling it would be worse.”

“Not if I know it’s coming, and not if I’m handcuffed or something. The straps on a medical table are different.” Ella argues. “I’m not saying I want to try it right this second or when you’re really stressed. It would probably be better when things are calmer so that if I do panic it doesn’t ruin everything, but I think I would like to try sometime.”

“You really don’t have to, Ella.” I a*sure her. “Not for my sake. It should be fun for both of us, not something you have to endure.”

thinking that they still have so much power over me. Maybe if I can get over that fear by replacing the bad memories with some good ones… I can take my

clever to turn the tables on me this way. However when I look into her shining eyes, I see only sincerity. “Okay, one day when things are calmer, we can try.” I decide, running my hands over her slick skin. “But if you give me reason to

but the more time that pa*ses, the more I find myself craving your… well, your dominance.” She flushes bright red as the words leave her mouth, and I’m relieved to see that all the heavy emotion of the last hour is starting to

her sensitive mounds, running my thumbs over the tight buds at their center. Ella shivers and arches into my hands, delightfully sensitive amidst her raging hormones. “Or maybe you’ve always been a secret S** fiend, and you just needed time to

something. “Do you remember when we first found each other, and I was confused because I felt like a different person with you? You said I was becoming the person I was always

food fight. “As

muses, sliding her arms around my neck. “My wolf recognized

now too, and you are a S** fiend?” I joke, beyond pleased when her beautiful

grins, making my

mouth again, the pa*sion always simmering for this incredible woman

If Hugo is barging in this way it must be an emergency. Ella yelps when my Beta stalks in a moment later, Ella is hiding her face in my neck, almost as though she thinks Hugo might not be able to see her if she can’t see him. I offer her a soft purr, but I look up at my second-in-command with

a a*sault on Moon Valley. Their numbers are in the hundreds and they’re coming at us from all sides. This

mine, concealing her

exasperation. “We have maybe two hours to get reinforcements to our

and make sure everyone is fully briefed. Deploy the warning sirens and release a bulletin to all the media outlets in the city, order an immediate lockdown

a safe house and it’s critical that you stay there until the danger has pa*sed. I’ll come for you as soon as I can, but listen to the

her brow, unease flowing off her in waves “But where will you be? What

I explain. “We’re going to need all

you mean.” Ella clarifies. “You’re going into

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