Alpha Dom and His Human Surrogate by Caroline Above Story

Accidental Surrogate for Alpha by Caroline Above Story Chapter 178

Ella

I’ve never really done drugs. I experimented in college like most people, and I’ve partaken at a few parties over the years, but nothing in my limited experience prepared me for the ether. As soon as Leon injects it, I immediately feel it taking control.

The room around me becomes sharper and more blurred, the walls seeming to vibrate with energy. I close my eyes against the strange visual stimuli, and a kaleidoscope of color explodes to life against my eyelids, filling the black void with light. I feel lighter than air, oddly euphoric, and my already sharp wolf senses become even more vivid. In some ways my body feels very far away, yet in others, I can’t help but revel in the feeling of the sofa’s cloth against my skin, or the new notes I detect in the distant chime of bells in the city.

“How are you feeling, Ella?” Leon inquires, and even his voice sounds different, deeper and more complex.

“High.” I admit honestly, peeking my eyes open again and marveling at the way the painting on the wall in front of me seems to be moving.

“That’s normal.” Leon says, nodding. “Is it a relaxed high or an overwhelming one?”

I pause before answering, feeling as though my brain is on a delay. “It’s a little overwhelming.” I admit, checking in on the corner of my mind inhabited by my wolf. She’s sprawling peacefully, free of the aggression and anxiety that consumed her a few minutes ago. Instead her tongue rolls from her mouth as she stretches and enjoys the sensations flowing through us, even rolling over and rubbing herself against the ground.

I don’t need any explanation for my wolf’s behavior, because I feel the same languid comfort and ease. My thoughts are quiet, but my body is buzzing with sensation. I snuggle deeper into the cushions, wishing I was in my nest. I consider asking to move – everything there is so much softer and nicer – but somewhere in the back of my head I’m aware that this wondrous state of mind is probably going to be undone by the therapy ahead. I don’t want to ruin my safe space by letting something bad happen there. Still, I’m so busy thinking about my lovely nest that I forget I was supposed to be answering a question.

Wracking my brain to recall what Leon had asked, I say, “But I feel a lot calmer than I did a minute ago.”

and get started.” Leon proposes, leaning back in his seat. “Think back for me Ella, what’s the first thing you can

don’t remember a lot.” I confess, preoccupying myself by running my hand over my baby

at least. My childhood is kind of a blur, small flashes and an understanding of things that happened, but

my mind to form stilted words and incomplete sentences. I don’t mention that the scenesI do recall in high definition are the ones I want to remember least, the things that scarred me so badly a single sound smell can take me right back to that

were you

have figured out how to sneak out of our dorm, but young enough that I hadn’t

kitchen my plan fell apart because it was locked, and then I

Leon presses, taking me deeper into the

if they’re trapped in a gla*s display case.. or they were. Now the gla*s is shattered around my feet and a lifetime of wants and hurts come teetering out. I try

a deep breath, and the tightness in my c.hest eases slightly. I was about to say that I don’t remember, but I realize that isn’t true.

punishment box?” Leon

room in the bas.ement, with no lights and no windows. They’d lock us inside and leave

of

had when I shared the a.buse I suffered with him – like a man determined to find the people

to interact with people from the outside. Sometimes parents would come to see if there were children they wanted to adopt, but we were always told to be on

and I always hid when they came though. We were afraid of being

anyone from

and thoughI can tell he’s trying to keep the emotion from his voice, I sense