Alpha Dom and His Human Surrogate by Caroline Above Story

Chapter 469- Friendship Across Boundaries

Ella

I ignore the soft growl that rumbles from the doorway, though Calvin glances briefly in that direction.

“No, Calvin,” I say, shaking my head softly. “We did a little bit of research this afternoon. And I’m sorry to say it if it makes you sad, but you’re not my mate.”

“What?” he breathes, confused, his eyebrows knitting together. “But – ”

“Why do you think you are?” I ask, honestly conflicted now.

And Calvin sweetly and awkwardly blushes, looking down at the carpet. ” My wolf is…pretty convinced, Ella,” he murmurs, probably fully aware that the words are enough to set Sinclair off again.

“Really?” I ask, pushing now,” Because my wolf – she says that you’re important to me, but she wasn’t sure enough to give it the name mate. And everyone else I’ve asked, Calvin…they were sure. Is your wolf absolutely positive?”

He sighs now, looking down at his hands as he perhaps consults with his wolf inside. “It’s…the strongest connection I’ve ever felt, Ella,” he murmurs. “With anyone. Is it…is it not enough? Even if my wolf feels a little bit of doubt, and can’t give you a certain yes?”

And suddenly my heart breaks for this man who I realize is…lonely. Who had an arranged marriage to a woman I’m not sure he loves, who is surrounded by a Kingdom full of people whose deepest beliefs he at least doubts, if not outright disbelieves. Calvin – he saw the bond between us and he grasped at it desperately, wanting it.

Wanting the different life I potentially offered one with love in it, and a new world full of different ideas.

My heart – it absolutely breaks for him, and down the bond I feel Sinclair’s own pity as he feels my emotions along with me.

But still I can’t love him just because he wants me to. I have a mate whom I love very, very much.

“Maybe it would be enough,” I say softly, “in a different time, a different… life. But Calvin, we asked and had it confirmed. You’re not my mate – I only have one. And it’s Dominic.”

in confusion. “Who on earth

little bit. ” She’s not

how much Xander told him, but since they didn’t bring it my or Cora’s powers in the peace talks as a negotiating point, we’re assuming Xander kept any knowledge

as Calvin

you, Calvin?” I ask quietly, leaning forward and raising a single eyebrow

a little pulse of truth down…down what I can only assume is a new bond between myself and this prince. My lips part in

and contacting her today, and everything she said about our bond being a seed. By the end of it, Calvin stares at

he says, leaning back against the couch’s arm. “Now I’m just… embarrassed. Here I was, ready to confess my devotion

Calvin know that he needs to watch himself, but I ignore him, reaching out

his hand above mine until we feel that pulse between us. Until the glow forms between

“See?” I say. “Magic.”

pocket, glancing towards the door.

across the couch now so that we sit close

into his lap. “I was ready to leave my wife, Ella,” he

he looks up to see me shaking my head. “You’d have gone home, Calvin. For your children. And eventually, you would have figured out that what’s between us? It’s special, but it’s friendship. And you’d have been glad

and raises a hand, pressing it softly to my cheek. “For what might have been, Ella,” he

marveling at the magic that swirls in

in his arms, glaring at both of us. Rafe lets out a little happy squeal and waves his hand, clearly choosing to respond to my emotions instead of his father’s. Calvin hastily

go,” Calvin murmurs,

him leave.

say at once, making me grin and

been outvoted. “But Calvin, you always have friends here. I hope that

you’ll always have a friend in Atalaxia, though I may be the only one,” he says with a little shrug. Then he looks over at Rafe, sleeping in Sinclair’s arms. “Though

pass through me like a zap of electricity. Calvin grins at me a