Alpha Dom and His Human Surrogate by Caroline Above Story

Chapter 469- Friendship Across Boundaries

Ella

I ignore the soft growl that rumbles from the doorway, though Calvin glances briefly in that direction.

“No, Calvin,” I say, shaking my head softly. “We did a little bit of research this afternoon. And I’m sorry to say it if it makes you sad, but you’re not my mate.”

“What?” he breathes, confused, his eyebrows knitting together. “But – ”

“Why do you think you are?” I ask, honestly conflicted now.

And Calvin sweetly and awkwardly blushes, looking down at the carpet. ” My wolf is…pretty convinced, Ella,” he murmurs, probably fully aware that the words are enough to set Sinclair off again.

“Really?” I ask, pushing now,” Because my wolf – she says that you’re important to me, but she wasn’t sure enough to give it the name mate. And everyone else I’ve asked, Calvin…they were sure. Is your wolf absolutely positive?”

He sighs now, looking down at his hands as he perhaps consults with his wolf inside. “It’s…the strongest connection I’ve ever felt, Ella,” he murmurs. “With anyone. Is it…is it not enough? Even if my wolf feels a little bit of doubt, and can’t give you a certain yes?”

And suddenly my heart breaks for this man who I realize is…lonely. Who had an arranged marriage to a woman I’m not sure he loves, who is surrounded by a Kingdom full of people whose deepest beliefs he at least doubts, if not outright disbelieves. Calvin – he saw the bond between us and he grasped at it desperately, wanting it.

Wanting the different life I potentially offered one with love in it, and a new world full of different ideas.

My heart – it absolutely breaks for him, and down the bond I feel Sinclair’s own pity as he feels my emotions along with me.

But still I can’t love him just because he wants me to. I have a mate whom I love very, very much.

“Maybe it would be enough,” I say softly, “in a different time, a different… life. But Calvin, we asked and had it confirmed. You’re not my mate – I only have one. And it’s Dominic.”

up at me now, his face twisted in confusion. “Who on earth would you ask

little bit. ” She’s not precisely on earth

bond in warning. Because the Atalaxians – they don’t know anything about my divine origins right now, or at least we don’t think they do. We honestly don’t know how much Xander told him, but since

Calvin stares at me

I ask quietly, leaning forward and raising a single eyebrow

nods and I bizarrely feel a little pulse of truth down…down what I can only assume is a new bond between myself and this prince. My lips part in surprise as Calvin stares at me in confusion, feeling it too, and then I feel almost a sigh down my bond with Sinclair as he gives me tacit permission

Goddess being my biological mother, and contacting her today, and everything she said about our bond being a seed. By the end of it, Calvin stares at me with

confess my devotion to you, and all along it was…nothing romantic. Not at

the doorway, letting Calvin know that he needs to watch himself, but I ignore him, reaching

well, hovering his hand above mine until we feel that pulse between us. Until the glow forms between our

“See?” I say. “Magic.”

the door. “I’m sorry… I realize what I did was selfish, and hasty, and it likely caused you a great

so that we sit close together. “Calvin, you have nothing to be embarrassed about

“I was ready to leave my wife, Ella,” he murmurs, “to

Calvin. For your children. And eventually, you would have figured out that what’s between us?

my cheek. “For what might have been, Ella,” he murmurs, “I’ll at least treasure

little, marveling at the magic that swirls in the air. But before I can get truly lost in

of us. Rafe lets out a little happy squeal and waves his hand, clearly choosing to respond to my emotions instead of his

Calvin murmurs, starting to

I say, sorry to see him leave. There’s

say at once, making

my hands up and admitting when I’ve been outvoted. “But Calvin, you always have friends here. I hope that you truly believe that.

he says with a little shrug. Then he looks over at Rafe, sleeping in Sinclair’s

pulse pass through me like a zap of electricity. Calvin grins at