Alpha Enzo by Ls Barbosa

Chapter 130

Alariac

“Are you okay?” Leonardo asked, noticing that I was sitting outside in front of the door.

I smiled, and nodded as he put a blanket over my shoulder. He put a mug of tea beside me before taking a seat.

“Tell me, what’s bothering you?” He asked, and I scoffed. “The two of us were good friends, Alaria.”

“I know, and we never ended that friendship too.” I said, and he smiled, wrapping an arm around me. I leaned in toward his touch and laid my head over his shoulder.

“You miss him, don’t you?” He asked, and I closed my eyes.

“He is here in front of me, but I know that I can’t approach him. The two of us stand in front of one another, wo look one another in the eye, and our past hits me harder than I could even describe.” I said, keeping my eyes on the sky. “The fact that I know that I am in love with him while I don’t know if the feelings are mutual. And one minute I do see his feelings toward me and a second later, I see his feelings for her”

“You know, he never did love her, right? I mean, not after the two of you got a divorce. Their feelings perished a long time into your marriage and when he married her, it was more of a…”

is your friend,” I

and looked down at the mug of tea before picking it up. Leonardo had one for himself too. “Things are complicated, and he is looking at the woman that he lived with for a long time. He is questioning things, himself, maybe. And you know that there is a

feels, but I am blaming myself for the feelings that I have.” I said, and he took a deep breath. “I know that loving him is breaking me, especially when I don’t know whether or not they are mutual. I know he might say that it is, you might even say it, but eyes speak louder. And at this point, I can’t see

He said, and I looked away from Leonardo. “And neither are

moment and he smiled. He put his hand

said, looking me in the eye. “I saw someone different, a woman who is strong, and a woman who would not be standing for anyone sh it; and I have to admit, even I questioned, are you the same woman that we knew before? I asked myself, would be dealing with you the same way that I used to deal with you before? Would the two of us be friends? But look at us, here we are, friends, talking, Eke

smiled. “I learned, after a while, that we all change depending on the circumstances

has accepted you the way that you are. And he has chosen to give into you. It is something that he hasn’t done in a long time, and you know that he wouldn’t be doing so, Alaria.” Leonardo said, and I took a deep breath. “You are the good in him, you are the

don’t know if I can do this, Leonardo. don’t know if I can just let go of everything that happened. It is not easy to let go of the fact that I was cheated on, that he had a mistress, and then that he divorced me to marry her. I

you are not the only one who is scared of taking risks, Alaria.” Enzo said, taking me off guard as he walked toward us. Leonardo stood, looking at his Alpha, and both men nodded before Leonardo smiled at me. He put his hand on my shoulder, and I took a

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Chapter 130

was d e nough to think or believe that it was what I wanted. Because the older I grew, the more that I understood that I was wrong. The peace that I had, it was you who gave it to me. I didn’t find it elsewhere, and though I might have been a little too late to

“You saw