Alpha Leo and the Heart of Fire

55. A Mama 

AZURA. 

It was the following day and after a restless night, I had gotten dressed in blue jeggings and an oversized white top. Leo had just popped over, saying it was time to talk to Corrado. There was something different about him, but I couldn‘t pinpoint what it was. He was wearing a white tank top and grey sweats. His hair was a sexy mess and it was obvious he had been running his hand through it a lot, and he looked a bit pale. But there was something else... 

Did he even get any sleep? He had first taken Corrado to the garden, and I had seen him crouching in front of him and, from what I could make out, apologising for last night. Corrado had stood with his arms crossed, looking displeased, before hugging him and smiling. 

Children really were so innocent... 

They came in soon after, and Leo looked at me. 

“Shall we?” 

“Sure.” I said, turning away from him and allowing him to lead the way. 

“It‘s so fucking hot.” Leo muttered as the three of us headed to the lounge. 4 

‘Have you even planned what we‘ll say?‘ I asked him through the link. I really didn‘t want to do this, but I knew for Corrado I would. At least he was letting Corrado know that he would be a big brother, despite not really seeming to care about seeing this baby again. 

No. 

I frowned slightly but said nothing, not knowing how this was going to play out. I shut the door behind us, the airy room making the sounds of our heartbeats sound even louder. 

I didn‘t respond as I crossed my arms and Leo sat down, making Corrado stand in front of him. 

“Daddy, why are you so serious?” He asked worriedly. 

“There‘s something that I need to tell you.” ‘You or we?‘ Leo looked at me and I stared back emotionlessly. If he wanted help, he would have to ask for it. 

‘We‘ 

It felt like an eternity, the pain and intensity of his gaze made me look away first. 

“There‘s something that the both of us want to share... but I need you to understand ok...” 

“Ok Daddy.” He said, looking up at me. “Did you and Azura make up?” 

“Make–up?” Leo raised an eyebrow. “Because last night you argued.” He stated. 

I felt awful, so even this kid picked up on the fact something was wrong. 2 

going.‘ I said icily.

Leo didn‘t respond. 

help but go and sit next to Leo for Corrado, but I made

didn‘t know how to go about this. “000.” Corrado said,

little yet.” I replied with an amused smile, he really was such a cutey.

as Corrado‘s face fell. “Where‘s the baby‘s Daddy?” He said before looking at Leo worriedly. He stepped closer to him. “Can we still keep her? Please Daddy, you can be Azura‘s baby‘s Daddy and I will be a good big brother! We will take care of her!” He whispered. 2 This was going to hurt him... Did

Leo placed his hands on his shoulders.

absolutely devastated. Leo glanced at me. A silent request to help.... If it didn‘t involve this cherub, he could

here.” I said, smiling gently at the child, forcing myself not to let my emotions show. I reached for him, and Corrado shuffled towards me looking confused. ‘You really don‘t know how to do this shit.‘ I shot through

Daddy‘s... which means you ARE going to be a big brother.” I

widening before they sparkled with excitement. “Daddy! I‘m going to

his hair. “So Azura and the baby can come live with us. The baby can share my room!”

met before he looked at Corrado, but when I thought he‘d

reached for him once more, and he looked up at

“Yes, Azura?” 

but I promise you I will send you lots of videos and pictures? And we can video call and visit. I promise.” I explained, my heart breaking as I watched the little boy crumple before

his eyes as he began crying. “Doesn‘t Azura want to be my Mommy too? I promise I be good. Does Azura not love me? I won‘t ask for anything Azura. I promise I‘ll be a good

as I dropped to my knees in

it‘s not you… I promise I love you so so so much.” I whispered,

my mommy, Azura?” He

voice came, thick with emotion as he pulled Corrado from my arms even when I

his son into his arms and walking away. He paused at the door and glanced back at me; the look of regret

he asked what he

I be a good big brother Daddy. I promise...” 8 Corrado‘s words broke my heart, and

clamped my hands over my mouth to stifle my sobs. I couldn‘t breathe properly… The pain was almost suffocating me. Of course, I wanted to be your Mommy, I would have been the happiest person in the world, as would this baby

for what

froze, staring at the floor in front of

don‘t I

just hurt too much...

I wasn‘t as strong as I

when do I cry

what