Alpha Leo and the Heart of Fire

72. From His Lips AZURA.

His words cut like a knife. I more than anyone regret my time with Judah, but as a careless eighteen–year–old, he seemed to have understood me... I was the misfit, the odd one out, the freak... When I met Judah, it just felt like he didn‘t care about my past. He welcomed me into his arms with empty promises, and I fell for it. 

“Azura!” Leo called, but I sped up, heading to our bedroom. 

I broke into a run, entering the room, I ran straight to the bathroom. Locking the door, I stepped into the shower, switching it on making sure that my walls were up 

“Azura.” I heard him trying the door, and I took a slow breath, wanting to sound normal. 

“Yeah?!” 

I heard him sigh, “Are you ok?” No, I‘m not “Yes, can a girl shower in peace?” I replied, feeling my emotions ready to spiral. 

Everything that was happening was my fault, I get that... but he had tried so hard to make me believe that it wasn‘t my fault, but what he said now... Did he even mean it? Deep down he probably felt that it was my fault. 

I kicked off my sneakers, slowly stepping under the cold water of the shower. 

“Alright... don‘t take too long. I didn‘t mean what.” 

“Like I said, can a girl shower in peace?” This time my voice sounded cold. 

“Not when she‘s pissed, when a woman says she‘s fine she isn‘t.” 1 

“Wow you‘re really so smart, aren‘t you? Give yourself a pat on the shoulder for figuring that out.” I growled, giving up on hiding my emotions. He didn‘t respond, and I leaned against the shower wall, sliding to the floor fully clothed. My white shirt was stuck to me as the cold water drenched me. 

My fault... 

Time and time again, I messed up and others got hurt. 

I wrapped my arms around my legs, resting my forehead on my knees, feeling my tears on the verge of spilling. The last few days were already so hard... Seeing Kareena in that state, I was racked with guilt. 

The run–in with Nikki earlier didn‘t help either… 

(FLASHBACK). 

I had just purchased some flowers, deciding to stop at the graves on the way back from seeing Kareena. Eric and Jax were with me as Leo wouldn‘t let me wander alone. I looked down at the graves after laying the flowers on them, silently apologising once more. 

A shadow fell over me, blocking out the sunlight, and I tilted my head to look at the woman who was standing there. 

What are you doing here?!” Nikki shouted, for once she was without makeup, her eyes puffy 

and the hatred in them clear. 

“Nikki. You are speaking to your Luna.” Jax warned, stepping in front of me defensively.” Leave.” 

“This is my sister‘s grave!” She hissed venonjously. 

“Nikki –” Eric began. 

Frowning I stood up from where I was crouching, placing my hand on his shoulder. “I‘ll handle this.” 

“I don‘t think that‘s

frowned as Eric slowly backed off. “Jax,

so he can report back to his Alpha.” Nikki said, “The one you stole

head. “No, he was mine, he was always meant to be mine. You were just there, I‘m the one who belongs with him. When will you let that go, Nikki?

laugh “Are you for real? You actually care? Or pretending to care! You‘re the reason she‘s dead! Deny it all you want! Everyone knows that the man who

ex!” 

even

Keep it up and I am not afraid to have you tossed in prison Nikki!” Jax growled, grabbing her arm.

manhandle a woman!” Nikki

warrior, not a weak, innocent woman. Take her, Eric, put her in for a day. I‘m sure Leo won‘t mind.”

You killed my baby sister!” She screamed as Eric tried to drag her

pack. “Eric. Let her go.” I commanded as Jax looked at me sharply. “Jax... I‘m the future Alpha‘s mate ... My word holds more power.” I knew I

when Eric let go

warned her, she glanced at both Jax and I, before she ran off.

a rock on the floor. “Leo is

head, I sighed. “No, he won‘t because he won‘t know. He already has enough on

doesn‘t need extra. Leave it be. No one is to

understand that Luna... but

agree.” Jax growled.

shook my head.

(END OF FLASHBACK) 

of me? I would be a fool to think no one... I

open, and I turned sharply to see

clothes on.”

“Yeah, it‘s something the new generation likes to do just in case pervy old men enter

he stepped into the shower shoes on and all, letting the water drench him. “I‘m sorry, I didn‘t fucking mean it

I could feel my wolf fighting me as she wanted to give in to him. It was at times when we were at odds that I noticed her more. His embrace was comforting, and there

I said

turn towards him.

concern and so many emotions, that I didn‘t want to see. He‘d make me melt.” If you‘re angry, vent. Hit me, shout at me, do whatever the fuck you want, just don‘t fucking

I snapped in response, although I knew exactly what he meant but I still came up with that lousy comeback. “Good to know.” The smirk returned, and I smacked his arm, my hand hitting the wet leather and making a

Maybe... 

and yank me close. He looked down at me, the cold water pouring down over both of us. “What the

cup my face, refusing to allow me to move away. “Honestly, I don‘t fucking know. I

He didn‘t need to prove anything to me. I could tell he wasn‘t lying, and I also knew I would trust him blindly

terrifying too.

than lashing out, I was just...no longer angry. “Damn mate bond.” I

really do resort to violence every

into my eyes. “So, I take it that every time I piss you off, you‘re going to call me an old man?” “Yup, and make many more voodoo dolls. Just wait till

noticeable now, but I was not going to show him

this staple gun?” He asked. I peered at him suspiciously. Was he seriously asking me that? I mean, he was meant to be smart, wasn‘t he? “Staple gun your dick obviously, give you a few more ladder steps.” I clenched my teeth, trying not to shiver from the cold water. His eyes flashed with

simply chuckled, crashing his lips right down on mine. Rivers of pleasure danced through me, as he claimed my trembling lips

breathy voice in my mind,