Alpha Leo and the Heart of Fire

AZURA.

A toxic relationship is harmful for anyone, but it’s far worse when it’s a young girl who never even realised she had fallen into one.

I wish I could tell you how I bravely faced my dark past, how I was able to pull away from this nightmare of a relationship and move on, but I wasn’t able to. Instead, all the memories wrapped around me like a spider’s web.

I was never the child who couldn’t sleep at night because of her worries. I was always carefree, unbothered and wild. I loved to have fun, crush on the sexiest boys in my class or whatever hot Alpha crossed my path. I was the mischievous devil at home. My parents treated me like I was the most precious thing in the world, even though I was a child born in a way that was not normal.

They used to be the Alpha and Luna of the pack, now my older brother was the Alpha, but even they weren’t able to make everyone in the pack accept the birth of someone who was born in a way against the very laws of nature.

I should be dead, but I’m not.

I remembered when I was a child, I didn’t understand why I was disliked. Occasionally there were kids in the Pack whispering behind my back, but they didn’t dare to do anything to me because I was the daughter of their Alpha. Plus I was not someone to mess with, I always made anyone who tried to hurt me or those I loved, suffer.

However, there was one name that never left me. A name I first heard from a boy who was crying and running away: The Freak.

Freak? I wondered. It’s not true, I’m Azura Rayne Westwood, the youngest daughter of Alpha Elijah and Luna Scarlett. Their favourite.

But he said that’s what all his family called me, the Devil of the Westwoods, the freak that shouldn’t have been born.

I remember freezing, wondering why any adult would call me that? At seven years old, I couldn’t understand why I was so hated. Does everyone around me think of me the same way? Think I’m a freak that shouldn’t have been born?

I remember telling my parents about it, but the way they got angry confused me, what was it that they didn’t want me to know? I tried not to show how it affected me, sticking with a no-care attitude, but the word freak always stuck by me. I hated it.

Whether I like it or not, the childhood memories slowly faded away, the good and bad becoming a blur of mostly pleasant memories filled with my loved ones. But who doesn’t crave affection from others? I made that mistake when I fell in love with someone for the first time, someone I thought had demons similar to my own. Someone who would understand me.

But I was wrong, because this time, it won’t easily fade away. He has become a nightmare that I resent with every inch of my very being.

—-

The laughter rang in my ears but there was nothing merry about it, filled with malice and jeers.

“Go on!”

“Awe, what’s wrong, too much of a wimp?”

“You’re the boss’ woman, can’t do it? Too weak?”

I froze, standing between my boyfriend and his men. They were torturing someone who I didn’t even recognise in his wolf form, but what else was new, this was the usual for them. I tried to ignore his ways and his business. I tried to focus on the good in him instead. But today, they want me to have a try.

bloody mass on the ground. This was not what was meant to

emotions, his cold green eyes met mine as he held the gun out

I’m not so sure about this, this wasn’t what you told me.” I replied calmly, despite the way my stomach was

looking at me

it off, wrapping my arms around his

smell of cigarettes and drugs. His hands stroked my waist and I tried to remember the man I had fallen in

Where was he gone?

me rephrase that, Baby Girl, you don’t want to

at the bloody wolf

away from his hold, my

Freak.

was my fault, I

growled as I turned, pretending to do

What do I do?

laced with

hand shook as I stared at the whimpering wolf

He was almost dead…

What should I do?

around and shoot my so-called boyfriend instead tempted me. I began to

“I’m not going-”

knocked into me and I accidentally pulled the trigger, the body on the ground jerked

heart thumping as I ran to the

No, no, no!

me, he was dead, but he didn’t

fuck,

who stood there, his cold eyes on me. Although he said

that.” He whispered menacingly as he strode over to me. Grabbing a fistful

the dead wolf on top of me,

at him, my heart pounding. My anger began racing as I tried to push the body of the wolf off me.

I’m done with you and your sick ways.”

eyes darkened before he grabbed

aren’t done until I

not your fucking pet!” I spat

amused him, but I knew better.

I will. I’m done with you.”