Alpha's Regret After Her Rebirth by Aurora Starling

Chapter 0031

Hannah

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That night, after the awkward tension at dinner, I found myself unable to finish my plate. The rest of the family banquet went by without incident, Noah keeping his distance after I had seen him watching me from the hallway. I pretended to eat, falling back into my old habits: pushing my food around on the plate, cutting it up into small pieces, always keeping myself and those around me talking so no one would notice. 1

But around midnight, the hunger pangs started kicking in.

That, and the nausea.

I was

Still extremely early in the pregnancy, maybe even too early for morning sickness. But, with so little food in my belly, it felt like a storm was roiling in my gut.

I knew I needed to eat, if even only a few bites.

Once Noah was out of the house and I was certain everyone was asleep, I quietly made my way down to the kitchen in my nightgown, my bare feet making no sounds on the marble floors. Cautiously, like scared animal searching for scraps, I gathered a small plate of food.

A few minutes later, I was back in my bedroom with a plate of cheese, bread, and fruit. It wasn’t much, but it was a start.

And I wanted to start getting better. I wanted to nourish myself and the life growing inside me. So I thought that maybe trying to eat alone, in the privacy of my chambers, could be good practice.

I settled onto the edge of my bed, the plate balanced carefully on my lap. One slice of fresh bread, a few pieces of sharp cheese, and two strawberries–simple foods, but my stomach still clenched anxiously at the sight of them.

Steeling myself, I picked up a piece of the bread.

over in my hands as I tried to psyche myself up to take a

exploded across my tongue–the yeasty warmth of the bread, the slight tang from whatever

ravenous, as though the tiniest taste of food had sent my body into survival mode, I didn’t hesitate before taking

savoring each mouthful. A warmth began to unfurl in my belly, like the little life inside

was still my baby–was singing with relief at finally

remember the last time I had tasted something so divine. Not even the sweet,

creak made my eyes shoot open. There, standing frozen in the doorway, was Noah. Our gazes locked, and

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clattered to the floor.

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there for a long moment, unmoving. He wasn’t supposed to be here; he had left earlier, and I thought it would be safe… and besides,

he must think of what he was seetin- me shoveling food in like an

are you doing

didn’t answer

plate. He picked up the few scraps that had touched the floor and

he asked. Much to my surprise, his tone held no judgment, only curiosity–which was rare

than answering, I deflected once again. “Why are you here so late?

question, but once again, he didn’t respond. We regarded each other in silence, the

another word, he spoke

moments, seeing him standing in my doorway almost made me wonder if he had

course he hadn’t. We hated each

the door without another word. I sat watching him, the taste of the food still

ashamed, you